Seventeen & Awesome .
Behind those smile, lies her tears .
Imma teenager and i tend to try new stuff , so don't judge me that easily
Aishah♥; Girlfriend♥; Amirah BFF♥;
/ Tuesday, September 8, 2009 @ 3:39 PM
Fazira Binte Fauzie , Happy 15 Birthday
first day of holiday went celebrating Ira's birthday & buker at East Coast . it was quite fun indeed . met everyone at Boon Lay interchange and off to Bedok interchange , took 196 then drop somewhere near East Coast . walked underground took us 20 mins , then we still ned to walk for like 40-45 mintues to reached the foodcourt centre , ahaha . we were like practicing walking is like WTF ? we were like walking as fast as we can be so we could buker on time . lucky for us a place has been booked already . before that halfway walked , Zee called me & say berapa jauh lagi siak , aku dah penat nie . ahaha . then i tex her don't give up dah nak sampai tuh . hehe . lagy berapa minti nak buker we reached immediately bought drinks . after that bought food . i ate mee kuah . we was slacking around that place as if it was our own house , haha . taking pictures and bursting out laughing . hahahha . at about 8 plus we went off , walked a little bit and sat near the beach , playing guitars , music , waters , taking pictures . Farah & Zana went home first while the rest slacking . at about 9 going 10 we went off . Ira & Nash went separate ways . walk , walk , walk till we reached Macdonalds , bought food sebab lapar . haha . then Lina & Mirul took cab back home . so left Me , Zee , Faizah , Iqah , Kamsani & Firdaus(1) . we were like some budak terbiar pun ada . took 196 back to Clementi interchange . we was like half sleepy in the bus . but the talking within us make us quite awake . reached Clementi interchange at about 11 plus , going midnight . Zee went home to her nenek house . took 99 and off to home . the 5 of us was like dead . mata tak lehy angakat sehy . i was like sleeping ada orang message , walaw wehh . haha . Iqah turun dulu then the 4 of us , reached home at about 12.30 , took shower and off to bed 12.45 .& being scolded by Fitri for going home that late . byee , night-night , haha .
on Saturday's went to kembar house , sebab nak gy Queensway . after that head to Ikea . 'Mummy' bought stuff at Ikea , kata nak raya mahh , ahaha . then off to Geylang . ramai nyer orang . 'Mummy' bought kain cushion , baju , beg , kasut , kuih raya . while 'Daddy' only bought songkok . haha . the Kembars & 'Abang' tak beli apa-apa . 'Kakak bought magazine Sutera only .okaay lah tuh , hehe . Me & Fitri was looking at the baju kurung , then sekali 'Mummy' said this ,
'Mummy'-nanti 'Mummy' belikan baju raya sama colour taw
Me - colour apa 'My' ?
'Mummy' - colour orange .
i was like , huh ? orange OMG ! i was seriously freaking out and keeping myself quiet for a while . then i started talking to Fitri ,
Me - b asal mak u nak beli colour orange ?
Firti - mana i tawu u tanya lah .
Me - eh u nie , tuh mak , u mak i gy lah tanya .
Firti - nanti ler tanya , asal ngan u ? tak suka orange ?
Me - bukan tak suka , is like , takd colour lain ke , macam orang tua nyer sehy
Fitri - behy u nak colour apa ?
Me - at least merah , purple ataw hijaw kan okayy . tak kan mak u takd tast sehyy , we are teenagers bukan orang tau .
Fitri - behy kira kan u cakap mak i nie dah tau lah *tunjuk muka tak happy*
Me - i tak cakap pun
Fitri - behy ikut jek lah apa dia cakap
Me - fine , fine , fine . u menang kay , whatever . *muka malas nak layan*
then i was too really pissed off by him , aku tak cakap behy dia tuduh . behy biler nak pujuk pun sampai jalan tak tengok depan . nasib baik tuh bapuk tak maki . padan ngan muka b . actually it was totally fun .but i was sad 'Abang' tak layan due to some misunderstanding . tapi sampai biler this misunderstanding boleh last ?
Muhammad Firdaus Darwish , a person whom i adores so much last time , & my messenger , but it ended ever since that biatch , told stories of me . the fake & unrealistic stories that she told . i was too pissed off when i heard it from 'Mummy' mouth that 'Abang' told her everthing about me .i cried infront of 'Mummy' & 'Daddy' , i just don't know what is wrong until that biacth told storeis that was totally fake . 'Mummy' & 'Daddy' knew & turst that the stories that had been told to 'Abang' was totally lies . that biacth just wanted a person to hate me so much that until 'Abang' wanted Fitri to break off with me . iam too really sad to see you became like this 'Abang' . i adores you so much & i love you the same like Fitri but you became a person that i can't describe you at all . your evilness has really shown to me . what really i can do to make you knew that the stories was really that fake , huh ? i had to act strong infront of everybody especially 'Mummy' . she was the one who had been there to heal the hurt , lend a shoulder to cry on , lend a ear to listen to everything . even though she's not my mother but the bonding between us makes me feel she's more then a mother , she's like my angel . she's been there fter she knows what had happened into my life , the past . she really trying her best to make me forget the past , & built a new life . thanks god for giving her the strong power to help me even though i'm just acting just to make her feel happy & realived . thanks so much 'Mummy' , i just couldn't give anything in return for what you have done .
tomorrow maybe going to kembars house , tolong buat kuih & buker sekali but i have not confirmed yet . cause 'Mummy' said that besok maybe will be talking about how the situation now has become .
Mayaa ;
i hope this gonna be then end of our conflits . raya dah nak dekat i wouldn't want to fight during hari raya . this gonna be change for now . wait till we met soon . i love you too .
i was pissed of with i don't know who did the things to me.
1 ) MY FRIENDSTER EBING DELETED
2 ) MSN CONTACTS HANCUR & SOME BEING DELETED .
i don't know who the hell did this , aku TAK MAHU POINT FINGERS . is just that i suspected you . you surely know who i am talking about . the reason whyy because you the only one knows my password , eveythime i asked you , you would give me the same reason , "kaw step aku ada time jek nak masuk" . ahaha . whatever it is tuhan saja yang tawu kaw buat ke tak . if you really did this & you admit to me i would forgive you . is just a matter of talking , isin't that easy .? if you really did this just to make me feel angry , frustrated , pissed off , hating you . forget about it . you see there are many ways for you to make me hate you kann ? i jst don't know whyy you should use technologies , instead of other things . i remembered saying this to you before WHATEVER YOU DID TO ME WON'T MAKE ME HATE YOU , EVEN A LITTLE BIT . keep that in mind , will you ?
Spammers ;
get a life can't you write your own name or what . stupid fools . if you have the guts , just admit who you are . i am not going to eat you up or what . stupid spammers . just go back to kindergarden & let the teacher teach you . before doing the work that the teacher given to you , YOU MUST WRITE YOU REAL NAMES . if not how the teacher knows taht was you . just , get a life spammers .
Fazira Binte Fauzie , Happy 15 Birthdayfirst day of holiday went celebrating Ira's birthday & buker at East Coast . it was quite fun indeed . met everyone at Boon Lay interchange and off to Bedok interchange , took 196 then drop somewhere near East Coast . walked underground took us 20 mins , then we still ned to walk for like 40-45 mintues to reached the foodcourt centre , ahaha . we were like practicing walking is like WTF ? we were like walking as fast as we can be so we could buker on time . lucky for us a place has been booked already . before that halfway walked , Zee called me & say berapa jauh lagi siak , aku dah penat nie . ahaha . then i tex her don't give up dah nak sampai tuh . hehe . lagy berapa minti nak buker we reached immediately bought drinks . after that bought food . i ate mee kuah . we was slacking around that place as if it was our own house , haha . taking pictures and bursting out laughing . hahahha . at about 8 plus we went off , walked a little bit and sat near the beach , playing guitars , music , waters , taking pictures . Farah & Zana went home first while the rest slacking . at about 9 going 10 we went off . Ira & Nash went separate ways . walk , walk , walk till we reached Macdonalds , bought food sebab lapar . haha . then Lina & Mirul took cab back home . so left Me , Zee , Faizah , Iqah , Kamsani & Firdaus(1) . we were like some budak terbiar pun ada . took 196 back to Clementi interchange . we was like half sleepy in the bus . but the talking within us make us quite awake . reached Clementi interchange at about 11 plus , going midnight . Zee went home to her nenek house . took 99 and off to home . the 5 of us was like dead . mata tak lehy angakat sehy . i was like sleeping ada orang message , walaw wehh . haha . Iqah turun dulu then the 4 of us , reached home at about 12.30 , took shower and off to bed 12.45 .& being scolded by Fitri for going home that late . byee , night-night , haha .
on Saturday's went to kembar house , sebab nak gy Queensway . after that head to Ikea . 'Mummy' bought stuff at Ikea , kata nak raya mahh , ahaha . then off to Geylang . ramai nyer orang . 'Mummy' bought kain cushion , baju , beg , kasut , kuih raya . while 'Daddy' only bought songkok . haha . the Kembars & 'Abang' tak beli apa-apa . 'Kakak bought magazine Sutera only .okaay lah tuh , hehe . Me & Fitri was looking at the baju kurung , then sekali 'Mummy' said this ,
'Mummy'-nanti 'Mummy' belikan baju raya sama colour taw
Me - colour apa 'My' ?
'Mummy' - colour orange .
i was like , huh ? orange OMG ! i was seriously freaking out and keeping myself quiet for a while . then i started talking to Fitri ,
Me - b asal mak u nak beli colour orange ?
Firti - mana i tawu u tanya lah .
Me - eh u nie , tuh mak , u mak i gy lah tanya .
Firti - nanti ler tanya , asal ngan u ? tak suka orange ?
Me - bukan tak suka , is like , takd colour lain ke , macam orang tua nyer sehy
Fitri - behy u nak colour apa ?
Me - at least merah , purple ataw hijaw kan okayy . tak kan mak u takd tast sehyy , we are teenagers bukan orang tau .
Fitri - behy kira kan u cakap mak i nie dah tau lah *tunjuk muka tak happy*
Me - i tak cakap pun
Fitri - behy ikut jek lah apa dia cakap
Me - fine , fine , fine . u menang kay , whatever . *muka malas nak layan*
then i was too really pissed off by him , aku tak cakap behy dia tuduh . behy biler nak pujuk pun sampai jalan tak tengok depan . nasib baik tuh bapuk tak maki . padan ngan muka b . actually it was totally fun .but i was sad 'Abang' tak layan due to some misunderstanding . tapi sampai biler this misunderstanding boleh last ?
Muhammad Firdaus Darwish , a person whom i adores so much last time , & my messenger , but it ended ever since that biatch , told stories of me . the fake & unrealistic stories that she told . i was too pissed off when i heard it from 'Mummy' mouth that 'Abang' told her everthing about me .i cried infront of 'Mummy' & 'Daddy' , i just don't know what is wrong until that biacth told storeis that was totally fake . 'Mummy' & 'Daddy' knew & turst that the stories that had been told to 'Abang' was totally lies . that biacth just wanted a person to hate me so much that until 'Abang' wanted Fitri to break off with me . iam too really sad to see you became like this 'Abang' . i adores you so much & i love you the same like Fitri but you became a person that i can't describe you at all . your evilness has really shown to me . what really i can do to make you knew that the stories was really that fake , huh ? i had to act strong infront of everybody especially 'Mummy' . she was the one who had been there to heal the hurt , lend a shoulder to cry on , lend a ear to listen to everything . even though she's not my mother but the bonding between us makes me feel she's more then a mother , she's like my angel . she's been there fter she knows what had happened into my life , the past . she really trying her best to make me forget the past , & built a new life . thanks god for giving her the strong power to help me even though i'm just acting just to make her feel happy & realived . thanks so much 'Mummy' , i just couldn't give anything in return for what you have done .
tomorrow maybe going to kembars house , tolong buat kuih & buker sekali but i have not confirmed yet . cause 'Mummy' said that besok maybe will be talking about how the situation now has become .
Mayaa ;
i hope this gonna be then end of our conflits . raya dah nak dekat i wouldn't want to fight during hari raya . this gonna be change for now . wait till we met soon . i love you too .
i was pissed of with i don't know who did the things to me.
1 ) MY FRIENDSTER EBING DELETED
2 ) MSN CONTACTS HANCUR & SOME BEING DELETED .
i don't know who the hell did this , aku TAK MAHU POINT FINGERS . is just that i suspected you . you surely know who i am talking about . the reason whyy because you the only one knows my password , eveythime i asked you , you would give me the same reason , "kaw step aku ada time jek nak masuk" . ahaha . whatever it is tuhan saja yang tawu kaw buat ke tak . if you really did this & you admit to me i would forgive you . is just a matter of talking , isin't that easy .? if you really did this just to make me feel angry , frustrated , pissed off , hating you . forget about it . you see there are many ways for you to make me hate you kann ? i jst don't know whyy you should use technologies , instead of other things . i remembered saying this to you before WHATEVER YOU DID TO ME WON'T MAKE ME HATE YOU , EVEN A LITTLE BIT . keep that in mind , will you ?
Spammers ;
get a life can't you write your own name or what . stupid fools . if you have the guts , just admit who you are . i am not going to eat you up or what . stupid spammers . just go back to kindergarden & let the teacher teach you . before doing the work that the teacher given to you , YOU MUST WRITE YOU REAL NAMES . if not how the teacher knows taht was you . just , get a life spammers .
