Seventeen & Awesome .
Behind those smile, lies her tears .
Imma teenager and i tend to try new stuff , so don't judge me that easily
Aishah♥; Girlfriend♥; Amirah BFF♥;
/ Sunday, August 16, 2009 @ 3:33 PM
yesterday , HC went GYM . haha . step mana nye nak kurus jek . well actually bert yang plan but then dia pulak yang tak pergi . after 2 hours of gym , we went swimming . the guys went for a swim but i don't cause got a girls problem >.< , but i was doing something watching over their bags . okayy lah tuh . boleh tahan gerek lah going out with them & thanks Adam for paying me the entrance . did not get to take a picture cause semua kes buat hal sendiri . after swimming , Adam & Yat wash upp sebab aku nak balik they also wanted to go home . the rest tak tawu balik what time . then Adam & Yat send me home first , thanks guys . went home have a bathed then rest for a while . after maghrib went off to pakcik house nak ambek pinggan & mangkuk arwah nenek punyer . at about 10 nak balik . dah samapi bawah my father called and said that he's taking us home . so waited at the carpark . my brother and me went home first because my father wanted to send my aunties home . this is a wose situation , that can make me went to the hospital if it worse . lucky this was not that serious . have your legs ever being rolled under the a cars tire ??? that was what happend to me . my father tak dengar betul2 he thought i have closed the door , but i then i haven't yet closed the door . i was salam2 my makcik and he just drove his car to the front and my leg was being rolled over it . OUCHHH , i shouted . ahaah . my seluar was stuck under the cars tire then my mother just pulled it off , nasib tak koyak . she ask me to get up i wanted to get up but seriously , i can't . i sit down for a while then my mother hold up my hand and pulled me up . dah last2 jalan macam mas selamat dah . hahah , the luka tak serious but the blood macam sial . that was the worse ! went home tukar seluar and taruk minyak . pedih sial . then switch on television to TV3 cause along say ada cerita ayat-ayat cinta . best taw . dah tengok berapa kali dah . & cried again tengok cerita tuh . tapi tak gerek cause banyak potong . too bad naseb ada CD .
worse come to worse i need to express it ;
whyy i still have this feeling ? i knew that i would not get him back with me even though if he's not attached with someone . i started to be thinking of the past ! Why , why , Why ???!! i felt pain when they are together . i felt jeolous when i saw their pictures . i just felt crying all the time . i may be laughing infront of others . but what is the truth beyond it ? no one knows kann ?? how long this feeling must stay ? i try to avoid at i but i can't . i found myself as a weak person . if only i wish i could push myself to stop this feeling , i would be happy enough to say a real goodbyee to him . but i think is impossible . ohh god please be my tour guide to giude me to the truth . i really giving upp myself . i have done waht's the best for me but is not enough . i don't wish the past would come back , i'm just wishing this feeling would stop .. pelase .
yesterday , HC went GYM . haha . step mana nye nak kurus jek . well actually bert yang plan but then dia pulak yang tak pergi . after 2 hours of gym , we went swimming . the guys went for a swim but i don't cause got a girls problem >.< , but i was doing something watching over their bags . okayy lah tuh . boleh tahan gerek lah going out with them & thanks Adam for paying me the entrance . did not get to take a picture cause semua kes buat hal sendiri . after swimming , Adam & Yat wash upp sebab aku nak balik they also wanted to go home . the rest tak tawu balik what time . then Adam & Yat send me home first , thanks guys . went home have a bathed then rest for a while . after maghrib went off to pakcik house nak ambek pinggan & mangkuk arwah nenek punyer . at about 10 nak balik . dah samapi bawah my father called and said that he's taking us home . so waited at the carpark . my brother and me went home first because my father wanted to send my aunties home . this is a wose situation , that can make me went to the hospital if it worse . lucky this was not that serious . have your legs ever being rolled under the a cars tire ??? that was what happend to me . my father tak dengar betul2 he thought i have closed the door , but i then i haven't yet closed the door . i was salam2 my makcik and he just drove his car to the front and my leg was being rolled over it . OUCHHH , i shouted . ahaah . my seluar was stuck under the cars tire then my mother just pulled it off , nasib tak koyak . she ask me to get up i wanted to get up but seriously , i can't . i sit down for a while then my mother hold up my hand and pulled me up . dah last2 jalan macam mas selamat dah . hahah , the luka tak serious but the blood macam sial . that was the worse ! went home tukar seluar and taruk minyak . pedih sial . then switch on television to TV3 cause along say ada cerita ayat-ayat cinta . best taw . dah tengok berapa kali dah . & cried again tengok cerita tuh . tapi tak gerek cause banyak potong . too bad naseb ada CD .
worse come to worse i need to express it ;
whyy i still have this feeling ? i knew that i would not get him back with me even though if he's not attached with someone . i started to be thinking of the past ! Why , why , Why ???!! i felt pain when they are together . i felt jeolous when i saw their pictures . i just felt crying all the time . i may be laughing infront of others . but what is the truth beyond it ? no one knows kann ?? how long this feeling must stay ? i try to avoid at i but i can't . i found myself as a weak person . if only i wish i could push myself to stop this feeling , i would be happy enough to say a real goodbyee to him . but i think is impossible . ohh god please be my tour guide to giude me to the truth . i really giving upp myself . i have done waht's the best for me but is not enough . i don't wish the past would come back , i'm just wishing this feeling would stop .. pelase .
