Seventeen & Awesome .
Behind those smile, lies her tears .
Imma teenager and i tend to try new stuff , so don't judge me that easily
Aishah♥; Girlfriend♥; Amirah BFF♥;
/ Wednesday, August 19, 2009 @ 8:09 PM
let me post 2 videos for todayy ,
first was a video at the science centre which has a volt of 3.5 Million . try to imagine if you were near it , surly mati kann ?? on this video just focus on the round silver thing and you will saw a purple electric .
2 video was adam tindek . first he don't know nak tindek tak nak , so he make his decision untuk tindek . 5 bucks . tindek kat telinga nye idk apa nama dia uqh , you see the video then you know kat mana uqh . firstly muka cramp giler sampai grip2 kerusi , but then dia cakap tak sakit , wahh serious sehy . let watch
now nak berbual pasal todayy trip to Science Centre , it was fun uqh but kat Omni Theatre me & adam tidur behy adam snoring sehy ! hahaha , ingat anak siapa lah .after the movie yang movie tengok kita tuh we then went to Science Cebtre . we had berapa jam until 3.45 to explore . so macam orang giler uqh . Me , Adam , Zhen Yuan & Imran stick together . then everybody thought yang kita lehy gy mac , beh tuh miss lee says tak bolehy . macam sial . luckily we found a shop inside the Science Centre . serious fucking hungryy seyy . adam belanja me again , ahah . THANKS ! lepas makan , then explore after that off to school back . okayy2 let me tell you a story before the Science Centre trip what exactly happened . bert was kat level 1 doing his latern then he called us to go there , i got say tak nak cause i scared mr saz ada , betul2 otw gy sana kena panggil macam sial . he called us to enter the art room and ask us to take out evrything from our bags , i was like fuck you ada rokok sial dalam bag aku . i was like tak tawu nak buat apa . atually rokok tuh dah sembunyikan , then nie mr saz gy cakap if you have any ciaggrates or lighter better surrender it to him or else dia tahan kita , i was like argh shit lah . keluwar kan jek uqh . after the surrender he say thanks and we may go . adam says , faz ksiow siah . adam aku seriously sorry taw . aku that time takut kau marah sehy . sbb kaw cakap tuh rokok kaw baru beli . i was like seriously SORRY ! . arghhh! macam mana siot nak gy art lesson gini , cnferm banyak tanya nyer . nie first time aku ditangkap pasal rokok dengan cikgu . ohh yeahh & my parents get to know pasal tindek kening , woooohoooo tak bising pun . lantak uqh !
Abdul Bari Bin Rahman { ex - boyfriend }
remembering the past ;
2 January 2009 ,,,
you asked am i having a good mood or a bad mood , i replied okayy2 and straight away you said this to me ;
can we be friends , because we are not that close anymore . { to you tak rapat because you don't love me anymore} , { to me because you are retained , and i'm not } & then your parents don't like me . { to you they don't like you because of what had happened } , { to me they never say pun they don't like you , actually they don't mind duhh :-I ! } then you said you wanted a break upp not because of MY ATTITUDE , OTHER GIRLS OR ANY REASON UQH ! . { to you i would really symphatize by giving me this reason } , { to me yeahh i really do symphatize you , but what do i really get to know on the 3 January 2009 ? }
my replied to you was i accepted your break upp just because i trust your reason of breaking upp with me , but seriously you really dissapoint me . apa yang aku buat salah sampai aku sendiri dapat tahu that you breaking up with me because of another girl ?? what would you feel if a girl that you do really love so much did the same thing that you did to me ?? wheyy , i know that aku tiada hak nak suruh kau buat apa-apa but seriously WAKE UPP ! like i say i would be waiting for you to really wake up then i say a real goodbye to you . i wouldn't know when will be the right time to say goodbye to you . because i don't want to cling on you anymore . i want to be with my ownself & not having someone to cling on . & i don't want any of your shadows hunting me down in my dreams that make me cry . i wanted this to stopped ! i don't want to waste my tears on you ! i want to move on with my life , i knew now i had move on but not that 100% that i moved on . yeahh now i say i swear i do still love you , but for sure you wouldn't want me back kann ? so for what i waiting for you . yeahh i knew that i had done so much for you that until i get a hurt by return . it was all thanks to you lahh kann ? you made me suffer that much , you make me weak , you made me lose so much & suffer in myself . i seriously don't know sampai sekarang apa sebenarnye salah dan silap aku sehingga ini balasan yang aku dapat . can i know from your own mouth can ?? now i say this . from the heart i say i do still love you & i do sill miss you . i just can't deny on this feelings , sorry !
let me post 2 videos for todayy ,
first was a video at the science centre which has a volt of 3.5 Million . try to imagine if you were near it , surly mati kann ?? on this video just focus on the round silver thing and you will saw a purple electric .
2 video was adam tindek . first he don't know nak tindek tak nak , so he make his decision untuk tindek . 5 bucks . tindek kat telinga nye idk apa nama dia uqh , you see the video then you know kat mana uqh . firstly muka cramp giler sampai grip2 kerusi , but then dia cakap tak sakit , wahh serious sehy . let watch
now nak berbual pasal todayy trip to Science Centre , it was fun uqh but kat Omni Theatre me & adam tidur behy adam snoring sehy ! hahaha , ingat anak siapa lah .after the movie yang movie tengok kita tuh we then went to Science Cebtre . we had berapa jam until 3.45 to explore . so macam orang giler uqh . Me , Adam , Zhen Yuan & Imran stick together . then everybody thought yang kita lehy gy mac , beh tuh miss lee says tak bolehy . macam sial . luckily we found a shop inside the Science Centre . serious fucking hungryy seyy . adam belanja me again , ahah . THANKS ! lepas makan , then explore after that off to school back . okayy2 let me tell you a story before the Science Centre trip what exactly happened . bert was kat level 1 doing his latern then he called us to go there , i got say tak nak cause i scared mr saz ada , betul2 otw gy sana kena panggil macam sial . he called us to enter the art room and ask us to take out evrything from our bags , i was like fuck you ada rokok sial dalam bag aku . i was like tak tawu nak buat apa . atually rokok tuh dah sembunyikan , then nie mr saz gy cakap if you have any ciaggrates or lighter better surrender it to him or else dia tahan kita , i was like argh shit lah . keluwar kan jek uqh . after the surrender he say thanks and we may go . adam says , faz ksiow siah . adam aku seriously sorry taw . aku that time takut kau marah sehy . sbb kaw cakap tuh rokok kaw baru beli . i was like seriously SORRY ! . arghhh! macam mana siot nak gy art lesson gini , cnferm banyak tanya nyer . nie first time aku ditangkap pasal rokok dengan cikgu . ohh yeahh & my parents get to know pasal tindek kening , woooohoooo tak bising pun . lantak uqh !
Abdul Bari Bin Rahman { ex - boyfriend }remembering the past ;
2 January 2009 ,,,
you asked am i having a good mood or a bad mood , i replied okayy2 and straight away you said this to me ;
can we be friends , because we are not that close anymore . { to you tak rapat because you don't love me anymore} , { to me because you are retained , and i'm not } & then your parents don't like me . { to you they don't like you because of what had happened } , { to me they never say pun they don't like you , actually they don't mind duhh :-I ! } then you said you wanted a break upp not because of MY ATTITUDE , OTHER GIRLS OR ANY REASON UQH ! . { to you i would really symphatize by giving me this reason } , { to me yeahh i really do symphatize you , but what do i really get to know on the 3 January 2009 ? }
my replied to you was i accepted your break upp just because i trust your reason of breaking upp with me , but seriously you really dissapoint me . apa yang aku buat salah sampai aku sendiri dapat tahu that you breaking up with me because of another girl ?? what would you feel if a girl that you do really love so much did the same thing that you did to me ?? wheyy , i know that aku tiada hak nak suruh kau buat apa-apa but seriously WAKE UPP ! like i say i would be waiting for you to really wake up then i say a real goodbye to you . i wouldn't know when will be the right time to say goodbye to you . because i don't want to cling on you anymore . i want to be with my ownself & not having someone to cling on . & i don't want any of your shadows hunting me down in my dreams that make me cry . i wanted this to stopped ! i don't want to waste my tears on you ! i want to move on with my life , i knew now i had move on but not that 100% that i moved on . yeahh now i say i swear i do still love you , but for sure you wouldn't want me back kann ? so for what i waiting for you . yeahh i knew that i had done so much for you that until i get a hurt by return . it was all thanks to you lahh kann ? you made me suffer that much , you make me weak , you made me lose so much & suffer in myself . i seriously don't know sampai sekarang apa sebenarnye salah dan silap aku sehingga ini balasan yang aku dapat . can i know from your own mouth can ?? now i say this . from the heart i say i do still love you & i do sill miss you . i just can't deny on this feelings , sorry !
