Seventeen & Awesome .
Behind those smile, lies her tears .
Imma teenager and i tend to try new stuff , so don't judge me that easily
Aishah♥; Girlfriend♥; Amirah BFF♥;
/ Saturday, August 29, 2009 @ 3:15 PM
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heyy , todayy just get the photos from mr soh , yahh got extra chemistry class todayy . whoaaa thought could rest as for todayy ada kenduri{arwah datuk} at my house . so hari nie my hosue would be full of my aunties , uncles & cousins . yesterday was tired i think , after school pergi class 2A4 to have a meeting about the upcoming event that i would invovled . then proceed keluwar skwel then lepak jap at block berapa ntahh at 2 baru gerak balik . have make a record for 3 days tak puasa , OMG . haha . quickly changed & off to counselling after that go J.W lama pehy baar bought air then off back home . balik tertidur jap sampai lah buker , makan2 then on the phone with adam . then letak . called b as for one day tak dengar cerita about him , haha . kena bebel banyak2 ohh shit , i make him sad . sorry lahh . is better to be truthful then we hide the things from him . the more we keep the more angry he is , kann ? planning to buker besok at taman jurong , with his family but not sure lah . cause tak nak conflict datang . ohhh , currently missing Budak Pondok , missing Budak Zoo , missing Chiko 7 . heeee . random kann miss Budak Zoo . dengar cerita my ex-boify sudah pergi NS , patot lah dah lama tak jumpe, ohh shit miss him sehyy . hahahha , idk whyy ??
b was there when everything i talked about you , he told me this , "b jangan fikir pasal dia lagi lah , he is just playing around with your feelings " i'm totally lost & idk what to do & what not to do . b kept telling me the same thing again & again , but i know he has the interset in my heart . his trying his best to cure the hurt . even though he knews i still holding tight on you . he knows everything about us & he don't really mind . yeahh for the first time he knew form his brother he was totally mad at you , but after what i said to him makes him cool down & he really gives way to us . b was really kind enough & understand me that enough . i felt really secure talking to him on the phone . but i felt scared when the haunt begins at night . yeahh , i told him that your face really showed up at the stars , and still shadowing my dreams . i tried my best to get rid off it , but how ? not sleeping is it ? hah . he asked me to say goodbyee to you now , but i'm not ready yet cause what i told him is the same thing i told you . i'm totally not over you yet kann . b you was totally good to me , i knew one day there will be someone returning back you your kindness , but is not me . you told me that you would be paying for me the handphone that i wanted , but to me i just don't want your money . heesh , sorry b if i have ever hurt you what i told you on the phone yesterday . imy & ily .
Formal 3A2
Informal 3A2
Close Up 3A2heyy , todayy just get the photos from mr soh , yahh got extra chemistry class todayy . whoaaa thought could rest as for todayy ada kenduri{arwah datuk} at my house . so hari nie my hosue would be full of my aunties , uncles & cousins . yesterday was tired i think , after school pergi class 2A4 to have a meeting about the upcoming event that i would invovled . then proceed keluwar skwel then lepak jap at block berapa ntahh at 2 baru gerak balik . have make a record for 3 days tak puasa , OMG . haha . quickly changed & off to counselling after that go J.W lama pehy baar bought air then off back home . balik tertidur jap sampai lah buker , makan2 then on the phone with adam . then letak . called b as for one day tak dengar cerita about him , haha . kena bebel banyak2 ohh shit , i make him sad . sorry lahh . is better to be truthful then we hide the things from him . the more we keep the more angry he is , kann ? planning to buker besok at taman jurong , with his family but not sure lah . cause tak nak conflict datang . ohhh , currently missing Budak Pondok , missing Budak Zoo , missing Chiko 7 . heeee . random kann miss Budak Zoo . dengar cerita my ex-boify sudah pergi NS , patot lah dah lama tak jumpe, ohh shit miss him sehyy . hahahha , idk whyy ??
b was there when everything i talked about you , he told me this , "b jangan fikir pasal dia lagi lah , he is just playing around with your feelings " i'm totally lost & idk what to do & what not to do . b kept telling me the same thing again & again , but i know he has the interset in my heart . his trying his best to cure the hurt . even though he knews i still holding tight on you . he knows everything about us & he don't really mind . yeahh for the first time he knew form his brother he was totally mad at you , but after what i said to him makes him cool down & he really gives way to us . b was really kind enough & understand me that enough . i felt really secure talking to him on the phone . but i felt scared when the haunt begins at night . yeahh , i told him that your face really showed up at the stars , and still shadowing my dreams . i tried my best to get rid off it , but how ? not sleeping is it ? hah . he asked me to say goodbyee to you now , but i'm not ready yet cause what i told him is the same thing i told you . i'm totally not over you yet kann . b you was totally good to me , i knew one day there will be someone returning back you your kindness , but is not me . you told me that you would be paying for me the handphone that i wanted , but to me i just don't want your money . heesh , sorry b if i have ever hurt you what i told you on the phone yesterday . imy & ily .
