Nurul Fazliana♥ Seventeen & Awesome . Behind those smile, lies her tears . Imma teenager and i tend to try new stuff , so don't judge me that easily Aishah♥; Girlfriend♥; Amirah BFF♥; |
/ Saturday, June 27, 2009 @ 3:44 PM
scandal baru ku =D atually is a remix of picture at the east coast , seletar reservoir , kallang something something . haha . east coast and seletar just hang around like a bunch of monkeys , haha . at that so call kallang something something tuh kan , went to watch movie , TRANSFORMERS . cerita dia gerek , hehe . not regret at all . i thought part of HC tengok wayang transformers dapat tahu cerita apa land lah . sedih pe JP fully booked . takpa urh next time pun boleh tengok pe . school is going to open in two more days , & i like fucking don't know what to do at home now . nak keluar tapi pergi mana . nak turun lepak macam , heesh tak pe tak nak cakap pun . boify don't trust me at all , he blame me saying i still love my ex . he keep saying my ex name each time we fight or qurrel , macam takd nama lain gituk kan . i like fuck upp sehy with this boify . he just don't know what i have been through . now i say that i am trying my very best to understand him , i wanted to give up at one point but my heart kepp saying i know i can try to understand him . each time i'm trying & struggling he will then keep giving me some problems & it added to my stressness . how could i really understand him that well . he kept send me all tjose lovely & sweet messages , but sometimes i felt it ain't from bottom of his heart . is like he is just blaberring those messages just to prove to me that he do relly love me . i have never send him any those lovely messages but i am true to myself that i do really love him , but why can't he just understand the fact that i'm trying my best ? i just don't know what to say to him . yeahh i really had enough of his blabering . i wanted to just be straight forward to him but i can't cause i'm scared . i do really miss boify , i just wish he colud really undertands me . |