Seventeen & Awesome .
Behind those smile, lies her tears .
Imma teenager and i tend to try new stuff , so don't judge me that easily
Aishah♥; Girlfriend♥; Amirah BFF♥;
/ Monday, June 13, 2011 @ 7:01 PM
im homeeeeeeeeeee ^^. i swear i had fun for the past 3D and 2N. first day we had barbeque then jumpa itu shazwandi and the gang. played soccer haha feeling feeling. slept at 3 woke up at 6AM all wandi's fault grrrrr. the second day, swimming in the morning had lunch then we headed off to take a ride at the luge & skyride then we bought popcorns at resort world then we ate at macdonalds and then we watch songs of the sea. then today had breakfast and then we check out. eventhough we did not do much activity but i swear i do had fun with girlfriend and her family. they do really make me feel welcomed ((:
i just don't know what's up with me and what's wrong with me. feelings are quite confused this few days. why , why am i experiencing all this? grrrrr , fml! all i want is the usual me , but it seems too difficult. the more you tend to forget and the more you tend to put things aside the more it became stuck in your head. its fucking irritating when you know you want to be yourself back but there's something blocking the way to it. i know things happens for a reason , but i just can't see why is it. why is it so hard for me. all i know is , I JUST DON'T KNOW :/
im homeeeeeeeeeee ^^. i swear i had fun for the past 3D and 2N. first day we had barbeque then jumpa itu shazwandi and the gang. played soccer haha feeling feeling. slept at 3 woke up at 6AM all wandi's fault grrrrr. the second day, swimming in the morning had lunch then we headed off to take a ride at the luge & skyride then we bought popcorns at resort world then we ate at macdonalds and then we watch songs of the sea. then today had breakfast and then we check out. eventhough we did not do much activity but i swear i do had fun with girlfriend and her family. they do really make me feel welcomed ((:
i just don't know what's up with me and what's wrong with me. feelings are quite confused this few days. why , why am i experiencing all this? grrrrr , fml! all i want is the usual me , but it seems too difficult. the more you tend to forget and the more you tend to put things aside the more it became stuck in your head. its fucking irritating when you know you want to be yourself back but there's something blocking the way to it. i know things happens for a reason , but i just can't see why is it. why is it so hard for me. all i know is , I JUST DON'T KNOW :/
