Nurul Fazliana♥ Seventeen & Awesome . Behind those smile, lies her tears . Imma teenager and i tend to try new stuff , so don't judge me that easily Aishah♥; Girlfriend♥; Amirah BFF♥; |
/ Friday, May 20, 2011 @ 7:22 PM
Hi Azri Syafiq (: im not living my life on how i used to be. yes maybe its easy for you to say to move on but it takes a lot of time. this two months being with you feel like two years :/ i am trying to be strong for you and others but i can't it seems that i showed them my weakness side of me. where's the azri whom have been giving me promises? why is he leaving me when i needed him the most? why did he make me slip away just like that? you promise me to make me feel like im the only girl in the world but now? you told me not to say never but why are you saying it? you sais that we both will work through all the obstacles but why are you going it through it alone? you told me that you will always be the spine to support me but why are you leaving me? you told me that you had a good feeling about our relationship but what is really happening to us right now.? azri , please don't give up yet. we both can work things out together. im always here to listen to your problems and help you in whatever i can. you said that we will understand each other more and more better but you are already giving us up without even trying. i want to prove to you that whatever instinct that you had that time was wrong. i know you ain't that strong enough kan. hmph why are you making this decision? why are you hurting yourself? why must you make this hard decision for yourself? you said its the best for the both of us , no its not you force yourself to go separate ways and its not the best for me too. seeing you making this decision makes me cry real hard. azri please, maybe there's something that i did that make you go to this decision. please give me another chance to prove to you that you are wrong about your insticnt and everthing that you feel. please let us be like how we used to be. please azri , please. i miss you, i need you. i love you and i will always do <3 :') |