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Seventeen & Awesome .
Behind those smile, lies her tears .
Imma teenager and i tend to try new stuff , so don't judge me that easily
Aishah♥; Girlfriend♥; Amirah BFF♥;

/ Wednesday, June 22, 2011 @ 10:14 PM



a day with her today was awesome. i had the best and awesome time. headed down towards henderson waves, nasib baik tak sesat. then went to vivo headed down to resort world. hahah nak feeling feeling universal studio lah konon :P, then went back to JP. all of the stories that has been longing i kept from her was a blast just now. everything at once aku bilang. berchapter chapter sampai mulut penah dohh. thanks for belanja aku makan and thanks for the cute bag ((:, we will go out sooon after my N level ends and your O level ends. i love you to bits <3
/ Monday, June 20, 2011 @ 9:23 PM


only four went to sentosa, pathetic huh? but i had fun. ahmad and shukri never fail to make me laugh like one mad girl sia. headed down to siloso. play volleyball and then basketball. i was always being disturb by the both of them. thanks eh korang but yeah you both guys make me smile and laugh really. had a photo session with nadia was the best hehe :P, sekarang rasanya macam nak sakit yer, satu hari panas kat sana but luckily it didn't rain and we was always under the shelter.

school gonna start soon and im still haven't touch my homework. so yeah not going out tomorrow gonna try my best to finish it up. after tomorrow i only left with sunday i guess. wednesday till saturday im going out hell yeah. i want to have fun before getting back serious in studies ((: , i is tak sabar for wednesday with amyy ^^ and then practice weeeeeeeeeee.
okay im done here byebye ((:
/ Friday, June 17, 2011 @ 10:19 PM


had an awesome day with him. INSIDIOUS was awesome hahah. but dia punyer sound effect macam CB , adam really hide behind me. but actually hantu dia tak seram like seriously hantu dia ada macam patung and macam monster like whatthefuck? hahahahhahaha. adam was so focus on the camera thingy focus sampai ambek gambar tak tengok camera hahahahah. dalam mrt lagi macam siak , mentang mentang iPhone can take picture from the front , he snap snap picture of me. sumpah muka aku tak perlu ah.!!! hahahahhaha. but whatever it is i really had an awesome day with him , thank you very much bestfriend. will go out with you again once im done with my N level yaw . SAYAAAAAAANG KAU <3 ((:
/ Wednesday, June 15, 2011 @ 7:54 PM


see those smiles? they're fake. im good at pretending to everyone that im happy. all those laughter was all fake. im tired , tired of faking all this. i tried to be myself. myself before i was being pulled down. where is it? i needa be myself back. i can't take it anymore. missing someone when i think he has someone else. remembering those good memories and teared. i see no point of me crying. why am i crying? the problem now is i still care & love. grrrrrrrrrrr :/ dua bulan , macam dua tahu gituk whtathefuck? i had never feel regret falling back in love is just that i realised myself being so stupid to accept you. we only know each other for five days and DANG attached? kelakar ke pe. i should have known you more longer enough. i belived back in love cause the words came out from you was really sincere and i just thought we could hmph. nevermind just forget it.
hope you're doing fine ((:
/ Monday, June 13, 2011 @ 7:01 PM


im homeeeeeeeeeee ^^. i swear i had fun for the past 3D and 2N. first day we had barbeque then jumpa itu shazwandi and the gang. played soccer haha feeling feeling. slept at 3 woke up at 6AM all wandi's fault grrrrr. the second day, swimming in the morning had lunch then we headed off to take a ride at the luge & skyride then we bought popcorns at resort world then we ate at macdonalds and then we watch songs of the sea. then today had breakfast and then we check out. eventhough we did not do much activity but i swear i do had fun with girlfriend and her family. they do really make me feel welcomed ((:


i just don't know what's up with me and what's wrong with me. feelings are quite confused this few days. why , why am i experiencing all this? grrrrr , fml! all i want is the usual me , but it seems too difficult. the more you tend to forget and the more you tend to put things aside the more it became stuck in your head. its fucking irritating when you know you want to be yourself back but there's something blocking the way to it. i know things happens for a reason , but i just can't see why is it. why is it so hard for me. all i know is , I JUST DON'T KNOW :/
/ Friday, June 10, 2011 @ 8:14 PM


SAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAP!~ haha , alaaa setakat nak gi tiga hari jek nak cakap bye. grrrr tak salah pe. ^^ am going chalet with amalia's family for 3D2N at sentosa weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ^^ am gonna have a lots of fun with her. we gonna PARTAAYYYY! hahaha. ehem , been busy with school the past few days grrr so not! only one day i attended art class for fuckin seven hours. emm , anugerah was (Y) , sampai rumah pukul 1 hohoho. yesterday lepak-king with Adam , Bear and Zan watch them play skateboards aku pun tempting nak main tapii , emmm takut hehehe. sentosa dates being changed again grrrrrr , macam dah malas aku nak gi. HMPH! yeay yeay! 16 keluar dengan adam. whooop whooop ^^. tak sabar please. am also thinking of a date to go out with amyy hmph. emmm apa lagi eh? errrrrrr that's all, i'll be back after three days. do miss pe people LOL, hahah k dah byee <3
/ Thursday, June 2, 2011 @ 6:54 PM


hell yeah! see those blood. errrrrr. disgusting. padahal darah sendiri. didn't expect it to bleed like that. cause this was the second time. the first time i did there was no blood at all. think its because i poke through the same hole that is why it bleeds. pitam sekejap aku. lucky my brother was at home. hahah seriously it was like a crime scene on the floor full with bloods. i tried to stop but it continues on flowing till i get into the toliet. so my blood dah hilang macam setengah gituk kan. i am so not gonna let this lobang tutup. i will die of regret. hahahahahahaha!!! emm apa lagi, life stills goes on macam biasa. doing usual stuff. busy with NDP practices. making my mind occupied every single day without fail :P

Hi stranger :D, you've made my day by just listening to you signing ((: . you rock \m/. i'll always support you no matter how awkward we are for now. k dah Bye stranger (: <3
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