Seventeen & Awesome .
Behind those smile, lies her tears .
Imma teenager and i tend to try new stuff , so don't judge me that easily
Aishah♥; Girlfriend♥; Amirah BFF♥;
/ Thursday, May 26, 2011 @ 6:49 PM
yes , cause for now they're the reason why i am smiling ((:
they were there supporting me. they were there giving me encouragement to be strong enough. even though they don't know what i really feel deep down they never fail to make me giggle even with small jokes. those tears wipe away because of them. this depressed mind was occupied cause they are they ones whom make me do something. if it weren't for them , i am at the end. things seems hard for me. they know i tried my best to smile and laugh cause i don't want them to be dissapointed. these great friends i had (Y)
Hi , maybe you read maybe you don't but i'll just write. why the hell are we acting like strangers? hmph , i also don't know why. maybe it took time for you to talk and for me to i don't know haha. whatever it is i am still you friend right? hah , i also don't know. harapkan kita punyer relationhsip brother/sister but we are totally like strangers. nevermind lah , take your time ((:
yes , cause for now they're the reason why i am smiling ((:
they were there supporting me. they were there giving me encouragement to be strong enough. even though they don't know what i really feel deep down they never fail to make me giggle even with small jokes. those tears wipe away because of them. this depressed mind was occupied cause they are they ones whom make me do something. if it weren't for them , i am at the end. things seems hard for me. they know i tried my best to smile and laugh cause i don't want them to be dissapointed. these great friends i had (Y)
Hi , maybe you read maybe you don't but i'll just write. why the hell are we acting like strangers? hmph , i also don't know why. maybe it took time for you to talk and for me to i don't know haha. whatever it is i am still you friend right? hah , i also don't know. harapkan kita punyer relationhsip brother/sister but we are totally like strangers. nevermind lah , take your time ((:
/ Sunday, May 22, 2011 @ 6:42 PM
hiiiiiii :)
can you be that? im sorry for the past few days. yes you're right im the bitch whom gets you pissed off. i am really really really sorry. ergh i just feel that i coudnl't forgive myself. im hoping you can be the boy bestfriend whom will never fail to cheer me up when im down. hear all my troubles. be there when i really need you. I want a boy best friend who will tell me when I’m wrong, and force me into fixing things and apologizing because he knows that it will make things better for me. I just want a perfect boy best friend, who will love me and protect me from all the other boys.
can you be the one? now i realised, i rather be your best friend forever than be you ex-girlfriend for life. im sorry , will you please forgive me? :'(
hiiiiiii :)
can you be that? im sorry for the past few days. yes you're right im the bitch whom gets you pissed off. i am really really really sorry. ergh i just feel that i coudnl't forgive myself. im hoping you can be the boy bestfriend whom will never fail to cheer me up when im down. hear all my troubles. be there when i really need you. I want a boy best friend who will tell me when I’m wrong, and force me into fixing things and apologizing because he knows that it will make things better for me. I just want a perfect boy best friend, who will love me and protect me from all the other boys.
can you be the one? now i realised, i rather be your best friend forever than be you ex-girlfriend for life. im sorry , will you please forgive me? :'(
/ Friday, May 20, 2011 @ 7:22 PM
Hi Azri Syafiq (:
im not living my life on how i used to be. yes maybe its easy for you to say to move on but it takes a lot of time. this two months being with you feel like two years :/ i am trying to be strong for you and others but i can't it seems that i showed them my weakness side of me. where's the azri whom have been giving me promises? why is he leaving me when i needed him the most? why did he make me slip away just like that? you promise me to make me feel like im the only girl in the world but now? you told me not to say never but why are you saying it? you sais that we both will work through all the obstacles but why are you going it through it alone? you told me that you will always be the spine to support me but why are you leaving me? you told me that you had a good feeling about our relationship but what is really happening to us right now.? azri , please don't give up yet. we both can work things out together. im always here to listen to your problems and help you in whatever i can. you said that we will understand each other more and more better but you are already giving us up without even trying. i want to prove to you that whatever instinct that you had that time was wrong. i know you ain't that strong enough kan. hmph why are you making this decision? why are you hurting yourself? why must you make this hard decision for yourself? you said its the best for the both of us , no its not you force yourself to go separate ways and its not the best for me too. seeing you making this decision makes me cry real hard. azri please, maybe there's something that i did that make you go to this decision. please give me another chance to prove to you that you are wrong about your insticnt and everthing that you feel. please let us be like how we used to be. please azri , please. i miss you, i need you. i love you and i will always do <3 :')
Hi Azri Syafiq (:
im not living my life on how i used to be. yes maybe its easy for you to say to move on but it takes a lot of time. this two months being with you feel like two years :/ i am trying to be strong for you and others but i can't it seems that i showed them my weakness side of me. where's the azri whom have been giving me promises? why is he leaving me when i needed him the most? why did he make me slip away just like that? you promise me to make me feel like im the only girl in the world but now? you told me not to say never but why are you saying it? you sais that we both will work through all the obstacles but why are you going it through it alone? you told me that you will always be the spine to support me but why are you leaving me? you told me that you had a good feeling about our relationship but what is really happening to us right now.? azri , please don't give up yet. we both can work things out together. im always here to listen to your problems and help you in whatever i can. you said that we will understand each other more and more better but you are already giving us up without even trying. i want to prove to you that whatever instinct that you had that time was wrong. i know you ain't that strong enough kan. hmph why are you making this decision? why are you hurting yourself? why must you make this hard decision for yourself? you said its the best for the both of us , no its not you force yourself to go separate ways and its not the best for me too. seeing you making this decision makes me cry real hard. azri please, maybe there's something that i did that make you go to this decision. please give me another chance to prove to you that you are wrong about your insticnt and everthing that you feel. please let us be like how we used to be. please azri , please. i miss you, i need you. i love you and i will always do <3 :')
/ Wednesday, May 18, 2011 @ 2:37 PM
Hi Brother (:
i want to say thank you for all you have done for the past two months. i never regret being apart of you. keep the the things that i have given you. its all memories. hmph now there's no one telling me to sleep early, there's no one texting me and calling me at night. there's no more waiting for you at the interchange. there's no more goodnight text. there's no more hearing your laugh. there's no more you kissing on my forehead. there's no more watching movie with you. there's no more going to the library with you. there's no more you finishing my food. there's no more you whom has been giving me all the support. there's no more you giving me jokes. i will miss every moment that i spend with you. :'( . i am treasuring you in my heart. there's still your name in my heart. maybe it took some time for me to accept the fact that we are going separate ways. i haven't yet gave up on us. im still hoping and praying that we will be together back. seriously i never thought that i would be falling in love with you. you're the guy whom i never really expect to be with. this two months being with you has make me changed alot. you changed me to someone better.
ignore whatever my friends and atiqah said to you. yeah they don't really know what we both are going thru. im sorry to put you in this mess. i don't really expect that this is going to happened. come be mad at me. throw all the vulgarities to me. don't be mad at them please.
hey goodluck in your singing career. im always here supporting you. all the best on your upcoming earth songs. if you need somebody to talk to or any help im always here for you. andand don't stop tagging me your videos ^^ or else i don't want to be your friend heheh ((:
i still love you. im not changing how things are before. im missing you like freaking hell right now. im just whishing to meet you up someday. i hope please. don't change how i used to know the azri before okay. i love you and i always will.
Hi Brother (:
i want to say thank you for all you have done for the past two months. i never regret being apart of you. keep the the things that i have given you. its all memories. hmph now there's no one telling me to sleep early, there's no one texting me and calling me at night. there's no more waiting for you at the interchange. there's no more goodnight text. there's no more hearing your laugh. there's no more you kissing on my forehead. there's no more watching movie with you. there's no more going to the library with you. there's no more you finishing my food. there's no more you whom has been giving me all the support. there's no more you giving me jokes. i will miss every moment that i spend with you. :'( . i am treasuring you in my heart. there's still your name in my heart. maybe it took some time for me to accept the fact that we are going separate ways. i haven't yet gave up on us. im still hoping and praying that we will be together back. seriously i never thought that i would be falling in love with you. you're the guy whom i never really expect to be with. this two months being with you has make me changed alot. you changed me to someone better.
ignore whatever my friends and atiqah said to you. yeah they don't really know what we both are going thru. im sorry to put you in this mess. i don't really expect that this is going to happened. come be mad at me. throw all the vulgarities to me. don't be mad at them please.
hey goodluck in your singing career. im always here supporting you. all the best on your upcoming earth songs. if you need somebody to talk to or any help im always here for you. andand don't stop tagging me your videos ^^ or else i don't want to be your friend heheh ((:
i still love you. im not changing how things are before. im missing you like freaking hell right now. im just whishing to meet you up someday. i hope please. don't change how i used to know the azri before okay. i love you and i always will.
/ Thursday, May 12, 2011 @ 8:47 PM
Muhamad Azri Sayfiq ,
pardon me for being so bored that is why i edited the picure (:, two days has passed to our second month. thanks for spending the time yesterday but then im missing you like hell right now hmph . . . thanks for all this while , you have always been the one not failing to put a smile on my face heeeees ^_^ . haha okay i said enough in the book already ah. emmmmmm happy second month to us once again . insyallah we will go through all the obstacle. bila nih kita nak gaduh , haha okay bullshit. bye ilyvm <3 ((:
Muhamad Azri Sayfiq ,
pardon me for being so bored that is why i edited the picure (:, two days has passed to our second month. thanks for spending the time yesterday but then im missing you like hell right now hmph . . . thanks for all this while , you have always been the one not failing to put a smile on my face heeeees ^_^ . haha okay i said enough in the book already ah. emmmmmm happy second month to us once again . insyallah we will go through all the obstacle. bila nih kita nak gaduh , haha okay bullshit. bye ilyvm <3 ((:
/ Monday, May 9, 2011 @ 6:56 PM
had fun yesterday , hehehehehehe! awesome y'know ^^. just simply can't explain what really happened sumpah gila one word that can describe was AWESOME! hahahah, okay lah nak tengok gambar kat fb berlambak. bye!
had fun yesterday , hehehehehehe! awesome y'know ^^. just simply can't explain what really happened sumpah gila one word that can describe was AWESOME! hahahah, okay lah nak tengok gambar kat fb berlambak. bye!
