Seventeen & Awesome .
Behind those smile, lies her tears .
Imma teenager and i tend to try new stuff , so don't judge me that easily
Aishah♥; Girlfriend♥; Amirah BFF♥;
/ Wednesday, May 26, 2010 @ 5:15 PM
now i realised that you was the one who make me change from worse to who am i now .
now i realised that you make me study for my examination .
now i realised how big is your love towards me before .
now i realised how much i meant to you last time .
now i realised how big is your sacrifices .
now i realised you make me wake up from all those bad dreams .
now i realised you are the reason why i still move on .
if it's not for you i wouldn't know what can i be for now .
if only that someone wasn't taking my hapiness away , i would still be with you .
reading your old messages , your blog , looking at your pictures do really make me teared .
i had one wish , & that is i want you back in my life cause now i realised , but it is impossible kan ?
thanks to this person for destroying mine relationship with yours .
i hate to say this but i miss you that much .
what i'm hoping is to see you for the last time & hug you tightly .
i didn't even get my last hug & kiss before you left me alone .
trying my best to move on , but i'm trying to push myself to forget you .
i do miss talking on phones with you , talking bullshit , giggling over something stupid , going out with you , taking the MRT and do something stupid .
even though you & i just last for five months , but i'll always remember you in this little heart .
the memories that we had are all in my diary .
i'm just hoping that bottle of stars is still in your hand , :)
- a dedication for my dearest EX , Syaifran Sahlan .
now i realised that you was the one who make me change from worse to who am i now .
now i realised that you make me study for my examination .
now i realised how big is your love towards me before .
now i realised how much i meant to you last time .
now i realised how big is your sacrifices .
now i realised you make me wake up from all those bad dreams .
now i realised you are the reason why i still move on .
if it's not for you i wouldn't know what can i be for now .
if only that someone wasn't taking my hapiness away , i would still be with you .
reading your old messages , your blog , looking at your pictures do really make me teared .
i had one wish , & that is i want you back in my life cause now i realised , but it is impossible kan ?
thanks to this person for destroying mine relationship with yours .
i hate to say this but i miss you that much .
what i'm hoping is to see you for the last time & hug you tightly .
i didn't even get my last hug & kiss before you left me alone .
trying my best to move on , but i'm trying to push myself to forget you .
i do miss talking on phones with you , talking bullshit , giggling over something stupid , going out with you , taking the MRT and do something stupid .
even though you & i just last for five months , but i'll always remember you in this little heart .
the memories that we had are all in my diary .
i'm just hoping that bottle of stars is still in your hand , :)
- a dedication for my dearest EX , Syaifran Sahlan .
/ Sunday, May 23, 2010 @ 7:28 PM
its TWENTY-THIRD MAY LAH ! hahah , . yesterday 22 May 2010 Nor Afiq Bin Mohammed birthday , hahah . dah sixteen lah dia . may all your wishes come true . i have got all my result accept my art , LOLs . overall i passed my Mt , Combined Science , English . i passed my Social Studies tapi bukan overall lah . but eveything i'm satisfied with my MYE result i could done better for the next exam .
NOT IN LOVED ANYMORE , it was a great dissapointment after hearing this person told me a story . what to do , . im just accepting the fact . hahah . bukan sorang kan kat dunia nie , hehhe .
left 3 more days to chool and holidays start !! hahah jyeah . happy lah sehy . tomorrow will be busy with practice , tuesday busy with art , wednesday with CIP . hahah . LOLs .
wiil be leaving Singapore on the 7 June , and say hello to JAPAN !
its TWENTY-THIRD MAY LAH ! hahah , . yesterday 22 May 2010 Nor Afiq Bin Mohammed birthday , hahah . dah sixteen lah dia . may all your wishes come true . i have got all my result accept my art , LOLs . overall i passed my Mt , Combined Science , English . i passed my Social Studies tapi bukan overall lah . but eveything i'm satisfied with my MYE result i could done better for the next exam .
NOT IN LOVED ANYMORE , it was a great dissapointment after hearing this person told me a story . what to do , . im just accepting the fact . hahah . bukan sorang kan kat dunia nie , hehhe .
left 3 more days to chool and holidays start !! hahah jyeah . happy lah sehy . tomorrow will be busy with practice , tuesday busy with art , wednesday with CIP . hahah . LOLs .
wiil be leaving Singapore on the 7 June , and say hello to JAPAN !
/ Sunday, May 16, 2010 @ 8:15 PM
heyy . been busy for the last few week due to MYE , yeahh . besok last paper and hooray ! hahah .tak lah mana boleh hooray , Tuesday marking not schooling but am going to school for art things . Wednesday sekolah as per-normal . confirm dapat result nyer , haiyoo . on Thursday till Monday will be misssing my girlfriend cause she's going on a trip to Paka river , hahah . hope you enjoy babe . i have lacked confidence of passing my Maths Paper 1 , hancur ! , geography , english , chemistry , art even MT !!! hahah . idk whyy . macam paper nie semua tak buat dengan semangat . i really did study , tapi macam apa yang belajar tak keluar . chibyeee kannn . LOLs ! did really do confidently for my social studies & physics , hahah . harap-harap all pass , cause they will take some of my common test marks . lagipun common test i just failed my combined science by 7 marks , god damn ! hahah . hemm , just wait for the result to come jek lahh .
such a mother fucker lah kau . yeah it okay for you to be angry with me , but last-last carik aku balik . fcuk you ! such a freako !
am in LOVE ! am i ? hahah , adam & feeza know . they know i know , public don't know , heheheh . currently searching DVDs on Twilight New Moon , Twilight Eclispe . nak tengok ! and searching for a book name Sister Keepers . harap-harap dapat carik . byeeee . .
gonna leave Singapore soon , :) .
heyy . been busy for the last few week due to MYE , yeahh . besok last paper and hooray ! hahah .tak lah mana boleh hooray , Tuesday marking not schooling but am going to school for art things . Wednesday sekolah as per-normal . confirm dapat result nyer , haiyoo . on Thursday till Monday will be misssing my girlfriend cause she's going on a trip to Paka river , hahah . hope you enjoy babe . i have lacked confidence of passing my Maths Paper 1 , hancur ! , geography , english , chemistry , art even MT !!! hahah . idk whyy . macam paper nie semua tak buat dengan semangat . i really did study , tapi macam apa yang belajar tak keluar . chibyeee kannn . LOLs ! did really do confidently for my social studies & physics , hahah . harap-harap all pass , cause they will take some of my common test marks . lagipun common test i just failed my combined science by 7 marks , god damn ! hahah . hemm , just wait for the result to come jek lahh .
such a mother fucker lah kau . yeah it okay for you to be angry with me , but last-last carik aku balik . fcuk you ! such a freako !
am in LOVE ! am i ? hahah , adam & feeza know . they know i know , public don't know , heheheh . currently searching DVDs on Twilight New Moon , Twilight Eclispe . nak tengok ! and searching for a book name Sister Keepers . harap-harap dapat carik . byeeee . .
gonna leave Singapore soon , :) .
/ Saturday, May 8, 2010 @ 12:52 PM
hello , im done with both English Paper & Mother Tounge Paper . yeah . English Paper 1 aku no hope sia . but paper 2 ada , LOLs . Mt paper was boleh tahan ada confident blehy pass . hahaha . 2 hari lepas exam balik good girl lah aku nie , hehqs . tapi turun balik for lepakking . yesterday 7 May was Maya's birthday . HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO YOU . yesterday went out with classmates & sec 4 art students to the National Library to see Mr Saz art work there , wow . i was attracted to one of those art work , the colours really strikes me . hehes . after going there went JP with Amalia , Aishah , Soe & Ahmad . hahah kesian dia sorang lelaki . heheh . after eating at the banquet the rest proceed home but i went to Pizza Hut to eat again . my parents last minute told me that nak belanja pizza , haiyoo . takpe masih ada ruang untuk masuk kan makanan , i ate beef lasagne sahaja , and a small bite of pizza . i was totally damn kenyang already tau . but the drinks was nice , hahah . its a fruit drink tapi gassy nyer . sedap dokk !
yes now , i have no worries of doing anything and no need to think about it anymore . he knows it already explained things to him & do hope he do understand . if he does not understand then its too bad for him lah . cuase i don't want to get in that story anymore . im getting sick of it . thanks for not getting angry .
Anak Suhaimi - Fitri Danish giler , hahah . wild wild crazy . meet him yesterday at 11 PM for don't know why he was under my block just to pass me something . aww sweet nyer , but i don't buy he's sweetness yeah dia dah buat salah behy dah mintak maaf ingat kan boleh lupakan . hahah . once bitten twice shy dokk . i must really be aware of him . yes meeting him later afternoon to teman him shopping , hahah . yes aku nak habis kan duit dia . hees , sayang kau lah selengeh . ;)
hello , im done with both English Paper & Mother Tounge Paper . yeah . English Paper 1 aku no hope sia . but paper 2 ada , LOLs . Mt paper was boleh tahan ada confident blehy pass . hahaha . 2 hari lepas exam balik good girl lah aku nie , hehqs . tapi turun balik for lepakking . yesterday 7 May was Maya's birthday . HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO YOU . yesterday went out with classmates & sec 4 art students to the National Library to see Mr Saz art work there , wow . i was attracted to one of those art work , the colours really strikes me . hehes . after going there went JP with Amalia , Aishah , Soe & Ahmad . hahah kesian dia sorang lelaki . heheh . after eating at the banquet the rest proceed home but i went to Pizza Hut to eat again . my parents last minute told me that nak belanja pizza , haiyoo . takpe masih ada ruang untuk masuk kan makanan , i ate beef lasagne sahaja , and a small bite of pizza . i was totally damn kenyang already tau . but the drinks was nice , hahah . its a fruit drink tapi gassy nyer . sedap dokk !
yes now , i have no worries of doing anything and no need to think about it anymore . he knows it already explained things to him & do hope he do understand . if he does not understand then its too bad for him lah . cuase i don't want to get in that story anymore . im getting sick of it . thanks for not getting angry .
Anak Suhaimi - Fitri Danish giler , hahah . wild wild crazy . meet him yesterday at 11 PM for don't know why he was under my block just to pass me something . aww sweet nyer , but i don't buy he's sweetness yeah dia dah buat salah behy dah mintak maaf ingat kan boleh lupakan . hahah . once bitten twice shy dokk . i must really be aware of him . yes meeting him later afternoon to teman him shopping , hahah . yes aku nak habis kan duit dia . hees , sayang kau lah selengeh . ;)
/ Tuesday, May 4, 2010 @ 6:01 PM
hello . hahah , dah lama tak update sekarang dah nak MID-YEAR . haiyooo . stress dokk . been staying back for somedays to study with friends . LOL . yesterday go library with some budak pondok , hahah . kecoh but fun lah . at least we got STUDY okay . went home-ed at 8+ . today school as normal . heard that form teacher went home idk whyy . art lesson was totally freaking me out . i have no idea what am i suppose to draw . fuck you man , fuck you . been stressing on maths subject , fuck lah . Thursday dah start paper english sial betul . soon it will come to the end of May holiday , yeahh . macam tak ada link jek aku berbual okay . whatever . this friday ada exbition , yeahhhhhhh . sunday ada outing , haiyoo . nak keluar tak nak cause monday dah maths paper and really mad about maths .
how can i possibly stop thinking , i saw everthing . whatever you told me was totally bullshit sia . fuck you man .
hello . hahah , dah lama tak update sekarang dah nak MID-YEAR . haiyooo . stress dokk . been staying back for somedays to study with friends . LOL . yesterday go library with some budak pondok , hahah . kecoh but fun lah . at least we got STUDY okay . went home-ed at 8+ . today school as normal . heard that form teacher went home idk whyy . art lesson was totally freaking me out . i have no idea what am i suppose to draw . fuck you man , fuck you . been stressing on maths subject , fuck lah . Thursday dah start paper english sial betul . soon it will come to the end of May holiday , yeahh . macam tak ada link jek aku berbual okay . whatever . this friday ada exbition , yeahhhhhhh . sunday ada outing , haiyoo . nak keluar tak nak cause monday dah maths paper and really mad about maths .
how can i possibly stop thinking , i saw everthing . whatever you told me was totally bullshit sia . fuck you man .
