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Behind those smile, lies her tears .
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/ Wednesday, November 25, 2009 @ 6:15 PM
helloooo , dah lama pe tak update haha ;
that time busy dengan Jyian Night kan , sekarang i'm free yeahh . didn't went for the Jyian Got Talent , cause of celebrating my 2 Months Anniversary with him ,haha . went to Vivo City to watch movies , cerita 2012 , woo hoo , best-best lah cerita dia . had a great time with him , ahah . lagi sikit terfikir nak main air siot , tapi tak jadi . i don't know what's wrong with him wearing a shirt that was totally bright yellow & i'm wearing grey , haha . jauh siaq . haha . plan nak ambek gambar but dengan baju yellow dia yang terang tuh haha , out of picture sak . haha . takpe next time kita ambek eyy . after movies we were like so lost tak tawu nak go where , haha . at last he sent me home , selengah sak kita . hehe . wahh i got 2 box of chocolate nak gemuk pe sey . he gave me 2 box of chocolate on our 2 month but i didn't give him anything , too bad . sorry uhy . dia boleh lah beli , maklumlah orang sudah bekerja mah , hehe . actually 2 month kita was on the 21 but we celebrate it in advanced , then betul-betul hari 2 month tuh kan , bad day sia , aku ditinggalkan untuk 2 hari cause he went to Malaysia . fuhh , sedih giler siot , ahaha . but at least i'm strong enough to proceed kan ? hehe , tuhan saje lah yang tawu apa yang aku sedang mengahadapi sekarang nie kan . sumpah i'm suffering deep deep down , i just don't know why . let "them" stab me from behind , but i know one day i will stab "them" from the front . whatever it is terserah lah pada "them"-"them" tuh semua ehy . sebelum aku terlupa kan kepada semua umat-umat Islam ; on advanced
helloooo , dah lama pe tak update haha ;
that time busy dengan Jyian Night kan , sekarang i'm free yeahh . didn't went for the Jyian Got Talent , cause of celebrating my 2 Months Anniversary with him ,haha . went to Vivo City to watch movies , cerita 2012 , woo hoo , best-best lah cerita dia . had a great time with him , ahah . lagi sikit terfikir nak main air siot , tapi tak jadi . i don't know what's wrong with him wearing a shirt that was totally bright yellow & i'm wearing grey , haha . jauh siaq . haha . plan nak ambek gambar but dengan baju yellow dia yang terang tuh haha , out of picture sak . haha . takpe next time kita ambek eyy . after movies we were like so lost tak tawu nak go where , haha . at last he sent me home , selengah sak kita . hehe . wahh i got 2 box of chocolate nak gemuk pe sey . he gave me 2 box of chocolate on our 2 month but i didn't give him anything , too bad . sorry uhy . dia boleh lah beli , maklumlah orang sudah bekerja mah , hehe . actually 2 month kita was on the 21 but we celebrate it in advanced , then betul-betul hari 2 month tuh kan , bad day sia , aku ditinggalkan untuk 2 hari cause he went to Malaysia . fuhh , sedih giler siot , ahaha . but at least i'm strong enough to proceed kan ? hehe , tuhan saje lah yang tawu apa yang aku sedang mengahadapi sekarang nie kan . sumpah i'm suffering deep deep down , i just don't know why . let "them" stab me from behind , but i know one day i will stab "them" from the front . whatever it is terserah lah pada "them"-"them" tuh semua ehy . sebelum aku terlupa kan kepada semua umat-umat Islam ; on advanced
Selamat Hari Aidiladha =D
let me end this post with something ;
loving someone means , loving that someone with your full heart
it's just so happened that now i realised what is the true meaning of love
treasure that someone , when you love that person so much
don't hurt them , treat them nicely
update more soon , byeeee
/ Tuesday, November 17, 2009 @ 4:36 PM
hey , hey , hey . lama pe tak update hehe kay-kay , let's start
been lately busy with the Jyian Got Talent that will be held this coming Friday . decorating the stage , hall , chairs , brouchure & such things . been stress out to think what to do with the stuff & how to do it . glitters are all every where , hands , legs , bags , skirts , shrits . haha been doing the stars & putting the glitters on it . woo hoo . haven't start out with the banners as the letters are not done yet . supposingly i should be in school now ,but because Faizah not going & i'm totally tired even though bored i don't want to go out . nowdays i'm damn totally miss him . arrr ! he started working already so there's no much time for me to talk with him on the phone or rather text him using mother phone cause he will not be replying kan , haiyooo . apa ley buat tahan jek lah . will be celebrating our 2 months this Friday woo hoo yeahhh , planning to go on Saturday but he got his other plan but actually i also have plan on Friday regarding the Jyian Got Talent , but instead of going there i'm meeting him up . kalau tak kita celebrate lah sorang kan ? haha . senang kata we both is drifting apart , fuhh . idk what's wrong , maybe is because both of us was totally busy & no time for us to spend time talking , haiyooooo . asal lah eyy . sumpah aku rindu dia giler pehy babi sial ! haishh nie lah akibat ada mataer jauh-jauh kan susah nak jumpa , apa dah . hari nie pun dapat berbual ngan dia sekejap then he text me saying nanti call him back , sampai sekarang i don't received any text message from him pun , tidur pe sia . tunggu jek lah eyy . tapi last Friday i meet him up at Bangkit LRT , hahah seriously kita tak tawu mana kita jalan , last-last sesat kat park mana , jalan then we reached the Jelapang LRT then we went back to Senja LRT , last-last duduk bawah block cause hujan nyer lebat . duduk bawah block , he's busy with his drawing on my skecth book while i'm reading his script . haha . jadi agent makan kepe . hahah , even though hujan kita ley duduk kat kerusi yang sikit-sikit basah , hahak . boleh lah tuh kan . hehehe . okayy-okayy stop about him , yes i get to know myself that aku masuk 3A3 tuh , anak Rahman kan , sial uhy . & i'm stucked with him next year ambek sama subject pulak tuh , hahaha . been lately jealous about something , & idk why the hell must i be jealous . entah lah . random siaow , hahah lantak lah bukan nyer nie feeling jealous kacau aku kan , is just a feeling yang out of sudden jek , kan kan . so be it .
yes , yes , yes new photos are being uploded at facebook , tengok taw , haha kay lame . emm i guess till here jek lah .
update soon yeah , byee .
hey , hey , hey . lama pe tak update hehe kay-kay , let's start
been lately busy with the Jyian Got Talent that will be held this coming Friday . decorating the stage , hall , chairs , brouchure & such things . been stress out to think what to do with the stuff & how to do it . glitters are all every where , hands , legs , bags , skirts , shrits . haha been doing the stars & putting the glitters on it . woo hoo . haven't start out with the banners as the letters are not done yet . supposingly i should be in school now ,but because Faizah not going & i'm totally tired even though bored i don't want to go out . nowdays i'm damn totally miss him . arrr ! he started working already so there's no much time for me to talk with him on the phone or rather text him using mother phone cause he will not be replying kan , haiyooo . apa ley buat tahan jek lah . will be celebrating our 2 months this Friday woo hoo yeahhh , planning to go on Saturday but he got his other plan but actually i also have plan on Friday regarding the Jyian Got Talent , but instead of going there i'm meeting him up . kalau tak kita celebrate lah sorang kan ? haha . senang kata we both is drifting apart , fuhh . idk what's wrong , maybe is because both of us was totally busy & no time for us to spend time talking , haiyooooo . asal lah eyy . sumpah aku rindu dia giler pehy babi sial ! haishh nie lah akibat ada mataer jauh-jauh kan susah nak jumpa , apa dah . hari nie pun dapat berbual ngan dia sekejap then he text me saying nanti call him back , sampai sekarang i don't received any text message from him pun , tidur pe sia . tunggu jek lah eyy . tapi last Friday i meet him up at Bangkit LRT , hahah seriously kita tak tawu mana kita jalan , last-last sesat kat park mana , jalan then we reached the Jelapang LRT then we went back to Senja LRT , last-last duduk bawah block cause hujan nyer lebat . duduk bawah block , he's busy with his drawing on my skecth book while i'm reading his script . haha . jadi agent makan kepe . hahah , even though hujan kita ley duduk kat kerusi yang sikit-sikit basah , hahak . boleh lah tuh kan . hehehe . okayy-okayy stop about him , yes i get to know myself that aku masuk 3A3 tuh , anak Rahman kan , sial uhy . & i'm stucked with him next year ambek sama subject pulak tuh , hahaha . been lately jealous about something , & idk why the hell must i be jealous . entah lah . random siaow , hahah lantak lah bukan nyer nie feeling jealous kacau aku kan , is just a feeling yang out of sudden jek , kan kan . so be it .
yes , yes , yes new photos are being uploded at facebook , tengok taw , haha kay lame . emm i guess till here jek lah .
update soon yeah , byee .
sayang tak sayang ? imysm
/ Wednesday, November 11, 2009 @ 9:10 PM
helooo ,
10 November 2009 - morning wake , proceed to 624B for practice , hah . had a lots of fun playing with the Primary 6 kids , woo hoo . water , water , splash , splash . haha gerek ke pa . & i became crazy with this girl haha , later i tell eyy .
11 november 2009 - morning wake upp jek on the phone with boify haha , then tidur balik , wake -ed up , keluar then tak tawu nak go where as there no practice , thn Mother message says that mu auntie & adik sedara come , so i went home .
Nur Afiqah Binte Misran
see this girl upp there , heh . she was the girl that i said make me crazy yesterday . playing water with her , joking with he . like WTH , we both was like tak ingat dunia ketawa macam nak mampus hehe . wee mataer aku baru lah dia . hahah . she' a girl like one kind uhy . very friendly . hehe . i love her siot . heheh kay i'm done talking about her .
okayy , update more sooon . byee people .
/ Monday, November 9, 2009 @ 9:32 PM
heloooo ;
9 November 2009 - wake upp at 11 plus , layan tuh Zahirah , mandii keluar at 2 plus then practice . was totally bored hari nie tak tawu asal , haiyoo . sekarang boify is out gy main takraw heesh .
spammers ohh spammers , i don't see a reason for you to spam my blog kann ? macam aku cakap tak puas hati berbual uhy , tak perlu nak buat cerita yang tak masuk akal , and tak make sense langsung . fikir lah sial sebelum nak spam , apa yang kau cakap tuh betul ke tak . kayy tak suka berbual sudah eyy .
kayy lah hati nie macam ada sesuatu nak cakap , so just say lah kann . aku tak kan maaf kankau sampai biler-biler pun , is obvious kau dah buat salah bey kau ingat aku ley maafkan , maybe ramai orang cakap aku patut nyer maaf kan kau sebab kau cuma setakat _____ hak aku , kann ? haiyoo , entah lah ehyy , aku tetap benci kau lah . macam mana baik kau buat kat aku pun aku rasa aku tak kan maafkan , lupakan sudah lah .
another thing ; entah lah sumpah uhy i don't know why ada this feeling , nak cakap sesuatu tapi tak tawu apa . nak maki seseorang tapi siapa ? nak binget ngan orang tapi ngan siapa ? maybe because of the red light thing , kayy lah nak call orang kay , kay update soon byeee , chiow !
heloooo ;
9 November 2009 - wake upp at 11 plus , layan tuh Zahirah , mandii keluar at 2 plus then practice . was totally bored hari nie tak tawu asal , haiyoo . sekarang boify is out gy main takraw heesh .
spammers ohh spammers , i don't see a reason for you to spam my blog kann ? macam aku cakap tak puas hati berbual uhy , tak perlu nak buat cerita yang tak masuk akal , and tak make sense langsung . fikir lah sial sebelum nak spam , apa yang kau cakap tuh betul ke tak . kayy tak suka berbual sudah eyy .
heyy b ;
12 days to our 2 months , emm macam cepat ada macam lambat pun ada , haiyoo . entah lah eyy , been great talking to you on the phone everyday . i guess yesterday was th best talk yang kita ada , everthing was totally out kan ? i guess it was the day yang kita lepas kan semua . heh i share a lot of things with you yesterday . heh & i cried on the phone while telling you stories , hehe . best , best hehe , but sorry mintak letak sepat cause of my red light problem , sorry yy takpe , takpe hari nie kita on the phone lagii eyy . eyy b i rindu you siot ! , heheh .
another thing ; entah lah sumpah uhy i don't know why ada this feeling , nak cakap sesuatu tapi tak tawu apa . nak maki seseorang tapi siapa ? nak binget ngan orang tapi ngan siapa ? maybe because of the red light thing , kayy lah nak call orang kay , kay update soon byeee , chiow !
/ Sunday, November 8, 2009 @ 3:28 PM
7 November 2009 - pagi dah bangun jaga kan tuh Zahirah cause mother go pasar , bey buat tak layan dia masuk bilik tidur balik , kind of very that tired , i think lah kann . 12.30 adik kejut cakap eyy dah pukul berapa kan pukul 1 nak keluar , heheh . bangun , mandi , makan , siap then went off at 1.10 . keluar rumah boify message cakap dah bangun , go public phone call him , bilang dah keluar rumah then asked is he going out or not , then dia cakap tak tawu kayy fine . go 623 tunggu yang lain , then i got left 6 cents in my prepaid card so it's gnna be the last text message , i text boify said that i'm bored tak tawu lepas go JP nak go where , i asked him whether he kleuar or not then i said i nak rokok cause mendak . then he replied he don't know , then he said nak roko ? nak kena sepak tak ,haha . then he text agin gy Marina nak ? i ajak adik go public phone call him i say okayy then later i reached city hall miss call dia lagy . kayy , at 2 plus the 3 girls came , terus go JP carik baju lelaki , find a monkey picture , blue in colour , one piece 10 bucks , at X-Craft , then go Chameleon , carik head band for girls , baru nak carik baju perempuan , fuhh punyer lah susah . satu pun tak ada . we finding sleeveles ada but lain , pattern hah !damn fucking irritaiting siot . at 3 plus straight fo city hall . reached city hall miss call him , then meet him . we 3 headed to Marina go eat at KFC after that boify had a random place to go , we went to Esplanade apa ke benda siah , haha . then walked through underground then naik balik keluar , then jalan to penisula , then naik MRT chiow balik , hehe . had fun with him in the MRT , haha. kecoh giler dokk . hehe & i miss him now , arrr . home-ed at 6.17 , haha . insyallah besok kita jumpa lagi yerr , hehe . my red light is killing my stomach , ohh damn shit , hee . kkay i'm done blogging , byee people .
7 November 2009 - pagi dah bangun jaga kan tuh Zahirah cause mother go pasar , bey buat tak layan dia masuk bilik tidur balik , kind of very that tired , i think lah kann . 12.30 adik kejut cakap eyy dah pukul berapa kan pukul 1 nak keluar , heheh . bangun , mandi , makan , siap then went off at 1.10 . keluar rumah boify message cakap dah bangun , go public phone call him , bilang dah keluar rumah then asked is he going out or not , then dia cakap tak tawu kayy fine . go 623 tunggu yang lain , then i got left 6 cents in my prepaid card so it's gnna be the last text message , i text boify said that i'm bored tak tawu lepas go JP nak go where , i asked him whether he kleuar or not then i said i nak rokok cause mendak . then he replied he don't know , then he said nak roko ? nak kena sepak tak ,haha . then he text agin gy Marina nak ? i ajak adik go public phone call him i say okayy then later i reached city hall miss call dia lagy . kayy , at 2 plus the 3 girls came , terus go JP carik baju lelaki , find a monkey picture , blue in colour , one piece 10 bucks , at X-Craft , then go Chameleon , carik head band for girls , baru nak carik baju perempuan , fuhh punyer lah susah . satu pun tak ada . we finding sleeveles ada but lain , pattern hah !damn fucking irritaiting siot . at 3 plus straight fo city hall . reached city hall miss call him , then meet him . we 3 headed to Marina go eat at KFC after that boify had a random place to go , we went to Esplanade apa ke benda siah , haha . then walked through underground then naik balik keluar , then jalan to penisula , then naik MRT chiow balik , hehe . had fun with him in the MRT , haha. kecoh giler dokk . hehe & i miss him now , arrr . home-ed at 6.17 , haha . insyallah besok kita jumpa lagi yerr , hehe . my red light is killing my stomach , ohh damn shit , hee . kkay i'm done blogging , byee people .
/ Friday, November 6, 2009 @ 9:50 PM
4 November 2009 - went to school for the art lesson , ingat kan tak payah pergi sekali cikgu dah text cakap FAZLIANA MUST ALSO COME . haha , after that meet boify , then lepak pondok home-ed at 6 .
5 November 2009 - wake upp , pukul 1.30 keluar go ajar adik nyer classmate joget , ohh shit i got that really a hard time trying to teach them , but at least they cooperate seyy , haha . but good job done people .
6 November - hah , kau tak teman Barii go Taman Jurong untuk sarapan , aku yang kena teman . nasib baik dengar vibrate kalau tak , sarapan lah Barii sornag kann , heh . go Taman jurong , ate at fork&spoon , Barii belanja siot , haha , thanks . he ate chicken rice i ate nasi lemak , after that tunngu bus nak balik ,naik 246 i read the apa benda kat bustop tunjuk 246 turun boon lay interchange , but they u-turn , sial we dropped at boon lay , tunggu 99 , go one round sampai sekolah , then home-ed at 11.30 . , tidur , cause penat pagi-pagi dah bangun then pukul 1.10 tersedar ohh shit i'm late , wash my face , change clothes , met lan for some things , then go 623 continue with the dance . finish at 5+ then home-ed .
7 November - Jurong Point , Jurong East , Taman Jurong , Town . arrr sial lahh .
4 November 2009 - went to school for the art lesson , ingat kan tak payah pergi sekali cikgu dah text cakap FAZLIANA MUST ALSO COME . haha , after that meet boify , then lepak pondok home-ed at 6 .
5 November 2009 - wake upp , pukul 1.30 keluar go ajar adik nyer classmate joget , ohh shit i got that really a hard time trying to teach them , but at least they cooperate seyy , haha . but good job done people .
6 November - hah , kau tak teman Barii go Taman Jurong untuk sarapan , aku yang kena teman . nasib baik dengar vibrate kalau tak , sarapan lah Barii sornag kann , heh . go Taman jurong , ate at fork&spoon , Barii belanja siot , haha , thanks . he ate chicken rice i ate nasi lemak , after that tunngu bus nak balik ,naik 246 i read the apa benda kat bustop tunjuk 246 turun boon lay interchange , but they u-turn , sial we dropped at boon lay , tunggu 99 , go one round sampai sekolah , then home-ed at 11.30 . , tidur , cause penat pagi-pagi dah bangun then pukul 1.10 tersedar ohh shit i'm late , wash my face , change clothes , met lan for some things , then go 623 continue with the dance . finish at 5+ then home-ed .
7 November - Jurong Point , Jurong East , Taman Jurong , Town . arrr sial lahh .
heyy , kay i get to know daripada budak yang naik setakat satu class yang aku masuk 3A4 next year , so what ? kau cakap apa nak tengok aku lehy hidup ke tak , hah . whatever lah . hidup , tak lehy hidup tetap bekas 3A2 what . no big deal & 3A3 not a big fuck siot . kalau naik 3A1 baru berbual nak kutuk , kutuk uyy . sekarang jangan berbual baunyak sudah kayy , byee . good luck with your 3A3 thenn , hah ada hot girls - WHATEVER .
/ Tuesday, November 3, 2009 @ 7:40 PM
1 November 2009 - slacking at home . tak ada orang kat rumah . on the phone with boify till 4 . father balik , keluar balik . on the phone back with him . bla , bla . sleep .
2 November 2009 - morning kena kacau dengan nie Zahirah , woke upp , bath . proceed to macdonald for breakfast . makan , makan . then go giant , off back home . on the phone with boify . psp , psp , psp . i'm so addicted to that game .
3 November 2009 - tersedar pukul 7 cause boify message , sleep back . bangun pagi kacau , kacau Zahirah , psp , psp , psp . called boify banyak kali tapi tak angkat , last , last baru nak angkat , hehk aku nie kacau jek orang tidur . weii mana ku tawu dokk . he message me , telephon him balik . talk , talk then letak , then received a text message from mr Saz , saying i must come for the art lesson tomorrow , ohh shit selected students get to go to Bali , wooo hoo . a good oppurtunity , yeah , yeah . boify text me back , call , then dia cakap nak makan , emm makan jek kerja dia . haha . continue playing psp . then use Mother nyer phone text him , then telephone dia . talking , talking then hang up at 6 . yeahh & now i'm infront of the computer doing blogging & chatting with barii .
1 November 2009 - slacking at home . tak ada orang kat rumah . on the phone with boify till 4 . father balik , keluar balik . on the phone back with him . bla , bla . sleep .
2 November 2009 - morning kena kacau dengan nie Zahirah , woke upp , bath . proceed to macdonald for breakfast . makan , makan . then go giant , off back home . on the phone with boify . psp , psp , psp . i'm so addicted to that game .
3 November 2009 - tersedar pukul 7 cause boify message , sleep back . bangun pagi kacau , kacau Zahirah , psp , psp , psp . called boify banyak kali tapi tak angkat , last , last baru nak angkat , hehk aku nie kacau jek orang tidur . weii mana ku tawu dokk . he message me , telephon him balik . talk , talk then letak , then received a text message from mr Saz , saying i must come for the art lesson tomorrow , ohh shit selected students get to go to Bali , wooo hoo . a good oppurtunity , yeah , yeah . boify text me back , call , then dia cakap nak makan , emm makan jek kerja dia . haha . continue playing psp . then use Mother nyer phone text him , then telephone dia . talking , talking then hang up at 6 . yeahh & now i'm infront of the computer doing blogging & chatting with barii .
hey there Abdul Bari ,
kayy , let's talk about this guy . first he's my ex . the longest ex that i ever had . but wasted just like that after sharing a 1 year & 7 months with him . to be truthfull , yeah he's the best ex that i had . sharing my life with him was totally that great . even though after those tears , using that landed on me , i'm fine with it . i just hope that he woke upp . yeah i think he woke upp already . i'm glad , yeahh . thanks afterall for that 1 year 7 months that we share together . ohh kay , i would be lying if i said that i don't miss you . hehk . yeah i swear i miss you a lots . even though , having Syaifraan now , it seem a litte diffucult for me to forget you anyway . like i said before no want can ever help me forget you . i see a lot of changes in him . a lot now . he become more mature in thinking & understanding , i do hope he keep that going on in his life or having someone new in his life . to be a really honest person , maybe i would be back with him if i hadn't met Syaifraan in my life . i swear to you i miss the old days that we had . felt like crying remebering the past . ohh yes the neoprints , still keeping in my wallet . i wouldn't want to throw it , cause the precious memories lies on the picture . i will keep it forever . yeahh i know it's not fair for Syaifrann , but if i throw it will be all wasted . before having Syaifrann in my life you was the person whom wanted to keep me comnpany all the while . talking on the phone with you at night makes me smile & laugh . hehek , i remeber you syarahan thingy . fuhhh . it makes me laugh like mad . ingat , ingat tak the day that you called me malam-malam buta step mabuk cause something , something . ahaha . macam faham jek mabuk . remeber the message that you make me get punked . mati-mati i thought it was Hairi , then suddenly step mana nyer nama Acai jek keluar . haha . yes i would said you are very mean at times , but after you cooled down , you are fine . yes , yes i would want to say this . Bari is a HOTSTUFF . hehe . eyy ingat zaman Faz tergila-gila kan Bari . hah splash air kat tuh perempuan sebab nak Bari sangat . ahahah . looking the past time kekek siot , but benda dah terjadi . kadang-kadang terfikir asal lah aku nie lehy tergila kan Bari , hahah . kayy once again i said , thanks for the times that you are with me . i treasure you a lot . i know i'm someone property , tapi tak semestinyer we could not be contacting kann . kayy i end here saying , i love you & i miss you that much .
