Seventeen & Awesome .
Behind those smile, lies her tears .
Imma teenager and i tend to try new stuff , so don't judge me that easily
Aishah♥; Girlfriend♥; Amirah BFF♥;
/ Saturday, August 29, 2009 @ 3:15 PM
Formal 3A2
Informal 3A2
Close Up 3A2
heyy , todayy just get the photos from mr soh , yahh got extra chemistry class todayy . whoaaa thought could rest as for todayy ada kenduri{arwah datuk} at my house . so hari nie my hosue would be full of my aunties , uncles & cousins . yesterday was tired i think , after school pergi class 2A4 to have a meeting about the upcoming event that i would invovled . then proceed keluwar skwel then lepak jap at block berapa ntahh at 2 baru gerak balik . have make a record for 3 days tak puasa , OMG . haha . quickly changed & off to counselling after that go J.W lama pehy baar bought air then off back home . balik tertidur jap sampai lah buker , makan2 then on the phone with adam . then letak . called b as for one day tak dengar cerita about him , haha . kena bebel banyak2 ohh shit , i make him sad . sorry lahh . is better to be truthful then we hide the things from him . the more we keep the more angry he is , kann ? planning to buker besok at taman jurong , with his family but not sure lah . cause tak nak conflict datang . ohhh , currently missing Budak Pondok , missing Budak Zoo , missing Chiko 7 . heeee . random kann miss Budak Zoo . dengar cerita my ex-boify sudah pergi NS , patot lah dah lama tak jumpe, ohh shit miss him sehyy . hahahha , idk whyy ??
b was there when everything i talked about you , he told me this , "b jangan fikir pasal dia lagi lah , he is just playing around with your feelings " i'm totally lost & idk what to do & what not to do . b kept telling me the same thing again & again , but i know he has the interset in my heart . his trying his best to cure the hurt . even though he knews i still holding tight on you . he knows everything about us & he don't really mind . yeahh for the first time he knew form his brother he was totally mad at you , but after what i said to him makes him cool down & he really gives way to us . b was really kind enough & understand me that enough . i felt really secure talking to him on the phone . but i felt scared when the haunt begins at night . yeahh , i told him that your face really showed up at the stars , and still shadowing my dreams . i tried my best to get rid off it , but how ? not sleeping is it ? hah . he asked me to say goodbyee to you now , but i'm not ready yet cause what i told him is the same thing i told you . i'm totally not over you yet kann . b you was totally good to me , i knew one day there will be someone returning back you your kindness , but is not me . you told me that you would be paying for me the handphone that i wanted , but to me i just don't want your money . heesh , sorry b if i have ever hurt you what i told you on the phone yesterday . imy & ily .
Formal 3A2
Informal 3A2
Close Up 3A2heyy , todayy just get the photos from mr soh , yahh got extra chemistry class todayy . whoaaa thought could rest as for todayy ada kenduri{arwah datuk} at my house . so hari nie my hosue would be full of my aunties , uncles & cousins . yesterday was tired i think , after school pergi class 2A4 to have a meeting about the upcoming event that i would invovled . then proceed keluwar skwel then lepak jap at block berapa ntahh at 2 baru gerak balik . have make a record for 3 days tak puasa , OMG . haha . quickly changed & off to counselling after that go J.W lama pehy baar bought air then off back home . balik tertidur jap sampai lah buker , makan2 then on the phone with adam . then letak . called b as for one day tak dengar cerita about him , haha . kena bebel banyak2 ohh shit , i make him sad . sorry lahh . is better to be truthful then we hide the things from him . the more we keep the more angry he is , kann ? planning to buker besok at taman jurong , with his family but not sure lah . cause tak nak conflict datang . ohhh , currently missing Budak Pondok , missing Budak Zoo , missing Chiko 7 . heeee . random kann miss Budak Zoo . dengar cerita my ex-boify sudah pergi NS , patot lah dah lama tak jumpe, ohh shit miss him sehyy . hahahha , idk whyy ??
b was there when everything i talked about you , he told me this , "b jangan fikir pasal dia lagi lah , he is just playing around with your feelings " i'm totally lost & idk what to do & what not to do . b kept telling me the same thing again & again , but i know he has the interset in my heart . his trying his best to cure the hurt . even though he knews i still holding tight on you . he knows everything about us & he don't really mind . yeahh for the first time he knew form his brother he was totally mad at you , but after what i said to him makes him cool down & he really gives way to us . b was really kind enough & understand me that enough . i felt really secure talking to him on the phone . but i felt scared when the haunt begins at night . yeahh , i told him that your face really showed up at the stars , and still shadowing my dreams . i tried my best to get rid off it , but how ? not sleeping is it ? hah . he asked me to say goodbyee to you now , but i'm not ready yet cause what i told him is the same thing i told you . i'm totally not over you yet kann . b you was totally good to me , i knew one day there will be someone returning back you your kindness , but is not me . you told me that you would be paying for me the handphone that i wanted , but to me i just don't want your money . heesh , sorry b if i have ever hurt you what i told you on the phone yesterday . imy & ily .
/ Thursday, August 27, 2009 @ 8:40 PM
ESPECIALLY TO BARII ;
can't you wait ? i know that you are impatient . heyy do i do the ' tak pandang nyer attitude' at you ? i thought you was the one yang tak nak pandang so i do my own things . tak semestinyer the 'tak pandang' means i don't love you or i don't care kann . i never say it what ? sayang dah tak sangat (i thinkks , hah !) care pun dah tak sangat(maybe so, lerr) . is just that i have not over you yet . i still having the shadows of you hunting me every night . still reading the message that you sent me telling me that you wanted a break up not because of another girl . i still remember it . still staring at the stars every night . i myself try to pull myself , but i can't yeahh i admit that i'm truthfully weakk enough . i just need time & space for myself too kann ? heesh , like i say just wait for the day & time to come and i will be saying to you GOODBYEE EX-BOYFIREND . please let me have some time of thinking & occupied my mind with other things , thank you soo muchh .
now talking about handphones , Adam sudah order dier punyer KA09 . cantik siot , B I NAK , B I NAK , B I NAK ! . but then , Adam must wait patiently for 10 days , kesian dier . hehehe . Wanii mahu , handphoe LG padra , pinkk punyer but i get a photo of balck punyer . i mengidam enVtouch , sekrang aku mahu TOUCH SCRENN HANDPHONES . hahah , maybe B is buying for me handphone sama as Adam punyer , but tunggu sampai dier ada duit ! haha . nak tengok gambar , NAH ;
Adam Punyerr
Touch Screen Yang Aku Mahukan
Wanii Punyerr ps ; she wants PINK colour nyerr
make a record of 1 Week not lepakking with Chiko 7 , mautt kanns . haha . idk whyy tak nak lepak . maybe i'm just trying to avoid from conflicts & tak puasa . hahaha . yesterday after school stay back to see the rehersal for Teacher's Day celebration , whoaa it was okaay lah kann , haha . Stay back with Farah & Wanii . Farah went home early while me & Wanii stay a little bit late . haha while the performance was going on Wanii kept sayingg , "Faz mata kaw merah sehyy" , haha seriously i was tooooo tired . Geography lesson jek mata setengah tutup , Mother Tounge Lesson terus tutup cause takd orang layan akuu as Adam never come to school yesterday . 4.30 me & Wanii nak balik , while we was at the foyer saw 4 members of Chiko 7 near the gate playing sepak takraw , i was shocked uq . haha whatever , i never tegur or what . but seriously i was like fucking madd . orang tengah puasa at least ada respect uqh , Bert ; i never do anything alehy2 showing me his middle finger , WTF ?? Mustaza ; alehy2 nak ungkit cakap Syafiq kaw tak nak pergi P_____ M_____ ? i was like nasib lah aku nie puasa . pergi kedai buy keropok & two KINDER BUENO chocolate . i bought for Wanii , =D . went homee , bath & paly with Zahirah . Todayyy i thought of mahu lepak sebab dah lama tak lepak , but then mood macam tak berapa bagus so i said to Adam , aku tidak mahu lepak hari nie . aku stayback sama girlfriends lagik bagus kann . haha by the way todayy was the first day i never puasa cause , tadi got blood actually tak batal uqh but tuh Adam kept saying "dah batl lah , gi lah buker" . haha . i was like tak nak lah . at about 1 plus , perut bunyik lagu !! i was like , macam nak batal kann uqh . Adam says gy lah minum air sana , hahah . then i get to know Wanii dah buker dulu , walaw wheyyy . then Faizah says macam nak batal kan seyy , i say nak ? she sayy yahhh . so kira kan hari nie we fasting tapi setengah hari , at least something puasa kerana tidak tak boleh tahan giler babi & bangun sahur makan tapi buang balik . we buker not beacuse tak boleh tahan nafsu okaay . after school , asked Guo Hoa tu buy for us , buy chicken chop burger ! woahaa . kita tak makan dulu simpan dalam beg cause ada meeting about the Jyian Night . after that me & Faizah went to class makan , then i off to the rifle range , Faizah off to dance room . i went down & helped Farah anu notice board decorations outside the perpustakaan . dah gunting dah anu apa2 . me , Wanii & Farah proceed to the perpustakaan and buat . hahaa buat tak sampai setengah pun then cikgu suruh stop cause nak tutup , bodoh betul . then pergi turun balik Farah went home so i stayed with Wanii tolong Zee , Zana & Nana buat banner for the Cultural Club . stay until 6.30 reached home 7 , mandii2 then buker , hahah . by the way the banner was really nic , thanks to Zee , Zana & Nana . hahaha . nak tengok gamabar , NAH ;
labels ;
aku rinduuuu B & Rambut Panjang Aku !
23 more days to Hari Raya , Selamat Berpuasa Yerr !
ESPECIALLY TO BARII ;
can't you wait ? i know that you are impatient . heyy do i do the ' tak pandang nyer attitude' at you ? i thought you was the one yang tak nak pandang so i do my own things . tak semestinyer the 'tak pandang' means i don't love you or i don't care kann . i never say it what ? sayang dah tak sangat (i thinkks , hah !) care pun dah tak sangat(maybe so, lerr) . is just that i have not over you yet . i still having the shadows of you hunting me every night . still reading the message that you sent me telling me that you wanted a break up not because of another girl . i still remember it . still staring at the stars every night . i myself try to pull myself , but i can't yeahh i admit that i'm truthfully weakk enough . i just need time & space for myself too kann ? heesh , like i say just wait for the day & time to come and i will be saying to you GOODBYEE EX-BOYFIREND . please let me have some time of thinking & occupied my mind with other things , thank you soo muchh .
now talking about handphones , Adam sudah order dier punyer KA09 . cantik siot , B I NAK , B I NAK , B I NAK ! . but then , Adam must wait patiently for 10 days , kesian dier . hehehe . Wanii mahu , handphoe LG padra , pinkk punyer but i get a photo of balck punyer . i mengidam enVtouch , sekrang aku mahu TOUCH SCRENN HANDPHONES . hahah , maybe B is buying for me handphone sama as Adam punyer , but tunggu sampai dier ada duit ! haha . nak tengok gambar , NAH ;
Adam Punyerr
Touch Screen Yang Aku Mahukan
Wanii Punyerr ps ; she wants PINK colour nyerrmake a record of 1 Week not lepakking with Chiko 7 , mautt kanns . haha . idk whyy tak nak lepak . maybe i'm just trying to avoid from conflicts & tak puasa . hahaha . yesterday after school stay back to see the rehersal for Teacher's Day celebration , whoaa it was okaay lah kann , haha . Stay back with Farah & Wanii . Farah went home early while me & Wanii stay a little bit late . haha while the performance was going on Wanii kept sayingg , "Faz mata kaw merah sehyy" , haha seriously i was tooooo tired . Geography lesson jek mata setengah tutup , Mother Tounge Lesson terus tutup cause takd orang layan akuu as Adam never come to school yesterday . 4.30 me & Wanii nak balik , while we was at the foyer saw 4 members of Chiko 7 near the gate playing sepak takraw , i was shocked uq . haha whatever , i never tegur or what . but seriously i was like fucking madd . orang tengah puasa at least ada respect uqh , Bert ; i never do anything alehy2 showing me his middle finger , WTF ?? Mustaza ; alehy2 nak ungkit cakap Syafiq kaw tak nak pergi P_____ M_____ ? i was like nasib lah aku nie puasa . pergi kedai buy keropok & two KINDER BUENO chocolate . i bought for Wanii , =D . went homee , bath & paly with Zahirah . Todayyy i thought of mahu lepak sebab dah lama tak lepak , but then mood macam tak berapa bagus so i said to Adam , aku tidak mahu lepak hari nie . aku stayback sama girlfriends lagik bagus kann . haha by the way todayy was the first day i never puasa cause , tadi got blood actually tak batal uqh but tuh Adam kept saying "dah batl lah , gi lah buker" . haha . i was like tak nak lah . at about 1 plus , perut bunyik lagu !! i was like , macam nak batal kann uqh . Adam says gy lah minum air sana , hahah . then i get to know Wanii dah buker dulu , walaw wheyyy . then Faizah says macam nak batal kan seyy , i say nak ? she sayy yahhh . so kira kan hari nie we fasting tapi setengah hari , at least something puasa kerana tidak tak boleh tahan giler babi & bangun sahur makan tapi buang balik . we buker not beacuse tak boleh tahan nafsu okaay . after school , asked Guo Hoa tu buy for us , buy chicken chop burger ! woahaa . kita tak makan dulu simpan dalam beg cause ada meeting about the Jyian Night . after that me & Faizah went to class makan , then i off to the rifle range , Faizah off to dance room . i went down & helped Farah anu notice board decorations outside the perpustakaan . dah gunting dah anu apa2 . me , Wanii & Farah proceed to the perpustakaan and buat . hahaa buat tak sampai setengah pun then cikgu suruh stop cause nak tutup , bodoh betul . then pergi turun balik Farah went home so i stayed with Wanii tolong Zee , Zana & Nana buat banner for the Cultural Club . stay until 6.30 reached home 7 , mandii2 then buker , hahah . by the way the banner was really nic , thanks to Zee , Zana & Nana . hahaha . nak tengok gamabar , NAH ;
labels ;
aku rinduuuu B & Rambut Panjang Aku !
23 more days to Hari Raya , Selamat Berpuasa Yerr !
/ Tuesday, August 25, 2009 @ 9:19 PM
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honda integra cuma ada 2 pintu but then this ex kann , ambek gambar dengan honda integra sesat mana sehy yang ada 4 pintu ?? the picture above is a prove telling that there is a integra but it is a RED & A TWO DOOR car beacuse it is a SPORTS car . there is two types of integra , one is Integra SI , and the other one is Integra Type R . the difference is that Integra SI is not a SPORTS car but tetap TWO DOORS , understand . i have nothing to do , so do on research about cars .
Look A Little Deeper ;
Don't Judge My Face
Don't Laugh At What I Wear ,
Or How I Look Or My Hair .
Look A Little Deeper ;
Way Down Deep Inside ,
And Although You May Not See It
I Have A Lot To Hide From You .
Behind My Clothes , The Secrets Lie ,
Behind My Smile , I Softly Cry .
Look A Little Deeper ;
And Maybe You See That This Girl Is Suffering Alone
From The Pain You Gave And You Left
Please Understand Her Carefully And
I Will Show You That She Is Insecure
Please She Beg You
And Maybe You Will See
That You Will Find The Real Her .
If I Can Stop This Boy From Breaking With Me Up
I Will Not Live In Suffering
If I Can Make Him Understand
I Will Not Be Waiting For Him
If I Can Foward The Time
I Will Then Say Goodbye To You .
The Face Of Abdul Bari Is Always Here .
I Am Not Ready To Leave ,
But He Has Make The Decision To Go .
Leaving My Life Is A Scary Thought ,
I Guess It Is .
Something That Can't Be Forget ,
A Life That You Left With A Scary Thought ,
Still Shadowing Your Face Night And Day .
Saying I Love You In her Own Special Ways .
In The Night She Cry , In The Day Thinks .
She Would Just Stare A Star ,
Everynight To Just See You Are Near Her ,
Eventhough You Hurt Her That Much .
i will always update my OVERWHELMING stories okaay . don't worry . you are welcome . yeahh i know you told me that you dont talk about me . but apa nak buat AKU TERASA !
YOU COULD USE OTHER WORDS THAN BITCHY DANCER , FOOL !
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honda integra cuma ada 2 pintu but then this ex kann , ambek gambar dengan honda integra sesat mana sehy yang ada 4 pintu ?? the picture above is a prove telling that there is a integra but it is a RED & A TWO DOOR car beacuse it is a SPORTS car . there is two types of integra , one is Integra SI , and the other one is Integra Type R . the difference is that Integra SI is not a SPORTS car but tetap TWO DOORS , understand . i have nothing to do , so do on research about cars .Look A Little Deeper ;
Don't Judge My Face
Don't Laugh At What I Wear ,
Or How I Look Or My Hair .
Look A Little Deeper ;
Way Down Deep Inside ,
And Although You May Not See It
I Have A Lot To Hide From You .
Behind My Clothes , The Secrets Lie ,
Behind My Smile , I Softly Cry .
Look A Little Deeper ;
And Maybe You See That This Girl Is Suffering Alone
From The Pain You Gave And You Left
Please Understand Her Carefully And
I Will Show You That She Is Insecure
Please She Beg You
And Maybe You Will See
That You Will Find The Real Her .
If I Can Stop This Boy From Breaking With Me Up
I Will Not Live In Suffering
If I Can Make Him Understand
I Will Not Be Waiting For Him
If I Can Foward The Time
I Will Then Say Goodbye To You .
The Face Of Abdul Bari Is Always Here .
I Am Not Ready To Leave ,
But He Has Make The Decision To Go .
Leaving My Life Is A Scary Thought ,
I Guess It Is .
Something That Can't Be Forget ,
A Life That You Left With A Scary Thought ,
Still Shadowing Your Face Night And Day .
Saying I Love You In her Own Special Ways .
In The Night She Cry , In The Day Thinks .
She Would Just Stare A Star ,
Everynight To Just See You Are Near Her ,
Eventhough You Hurt Her That Much .
i will always update my OVERWHELMING stories okaay . don't worry . you are welcome . yeahh i know you told me that you dont talk about me . but apa nak buat AKU TERASA !
YOU COULD USE OTHER WORDS THAN BITCHY DANCER , FOOL !
/ Sunday, August 23, 2009 @ 5:23 PM
The Future HardCourts ; WEST 919
The Past HardCourts ;
about the WEST 919 kan seriously idk uqh . asal lehy berpecah . kita berpecah ever since cicak cinerh dah tak jejak tuh HC , i mean Chiko 7 uqh . in the first place they called themselves HARDCOURT BARU . woahhh , seriously i'm not happy sehy biler dengar ada budak lain pun pakai nama HC , that is whyy HC tukar nama Chiko 7 . so to that GUEST kan , seriously uqh . kaw tak happy ngan Chiko 7 berbual uqh , MY BLOG IS NOT FOR A COWARD TO SPAM MY BLOG USING NOT THEIR OWN NAME , GET A LIFE GUEST ! asal bolehy nak cakap kita mana pehy yaya , mak kaw lah yaya bodoh . berani berbual ngan kita face to face uqh baru kita tengok siapa yang yaya . bodoh pehy guest , nak spam tapi tak pakai otak . otak taruk kat pantat kaw pa . bodoh , bodoh , bodoh ! naseb baik nie bulan puasa . aku tunggu jek kaw reply .
The Future HardCourts ; WEST 919
The Past HardCourts ;about the WEST 919 kan seriously idk uqh . asal lehy berpecah . kita berpecah ever since cicak cinerh dah tak jejak tuh HC , i mean Chiko 7 uqh . in the first place they called themselves HARDCOURT BARU . woahhh , seriously i'm not happy sehy biler dengar ada budak lain pun pakai nama HC , that is whyy HC tukar nama Chiko 7 . so to that GUEST kan , seriously uqh . kaw tak happy ngan Chiko 7 berbual uqh , MY BLOG IS NOT FOR A COWARD TO SPAM MY BLOG USING NOT THEIR OWN NAME , GET A LIFE GUEST ! asal bolehy nak cakap kita mana pehy yaya , mak kaw lah yaya bodoh . berani berbual ngan kita face to face uqh baru kita tengok siapa yang yaya . bodoh pehy guest , nak spam tapi tak pakai otak . otak taruk kat pantat kaw pa . bodoh , bodoh , bodoh ! naseb baik nie bulan puasa . aku tunggu jek kaw reply .
/ Friday, August 21, 2009 @ 8:40 PM
before writing anything , let me post two videos of this hidayat ;
first video is about hari and hidayat . by seeing this video you can see the belit story of hidayat
second , dia kena lanyak ;
okayy let post something todayy . is like shit suspend for two days . like WTF sehy . ingat kan on the 19 august yang mr saz caught kita dah settle dapat tahu yesterday after the mass run kita 4 nye nama kena panggil ngam mr chua . then duduk kat foyer after that haris datang tanya who brought the tobbaco . then we answer . tunggu tuh singh punyer lama . dalam pukul berapa baru nak bagy kita 4 fulscap untuk tulis statement , leceh sehy . semua duduk lain2 . after tulis i was the second being call to enter haris office . walau seriously macam sial . aku dah cakap memang aku tak hsap rokok sebelum masuk sekolah tapi mati2 dia nak aku cakap aku nie hsap rokok , nabeyy lah . then he say nak kena smokliser tak , then i was like fcuk you . on the 19 after the science centre trip ada hsap rokok then belum 24 hours amacam kalaw blehy detect so i admitted that i smoke uqh . then dia bebel2 . after that imran & zhen yuan being called . talking , talking , talking , talking . then went out . haris say that the 3 boys kena caning & me suspension for 2 days . try to imagine ! they thought they got the caning on that day but actually they accompany me for suspension , hahahah ! 2.10 mr singh see us & told us uqh yang zhen yuan & imran tak kena caning but pink form . as for me kena pink form , suspension for 2 days & kena saman . as for adam pink form , caning & saman . heesh . satu kena semua kena . one for all , all for one . hahahaha . kekek2 ! this was what i'm being doing for todayy suspension ;
Chiko 7 surrounded by words .
heyy ex - boyfriend ;
let list out what i worte ;
-what's the poing of telling you that I LOVE YOU when you don't even care .
-lack of sleepness because of you .
-i gave what you wanted , but i get hurt in return , FUCK YOU !
-i am SORRY TOO cause i knew i am fault too , UNLIKE YOU .
-you taking babysteps ; but for how long must i be waiting to say goodbye , abdul bari .
-what can i do while waiting ?
-you just don't UNDERSATND GIRLS !
-all you know is SAY , but there's no ACTION being done .
-am i really that STUPID of choosing you ?
-waiting for your wake up then i say goodbye .
using me won't make you LOOK GOOD .
-i wouldn't wanna CRY anymore but , just because of YOU , but you yourself FORCE me .
-can't you stop HUNTING me ?
-i am HELPLESS !
-i don't ecpect to be back with you .
-you just sucks in LYING .
-was everting supposed to be a REVENGE ?
-i'm GIVING you up because i have a sense of SYMPHATY on you , but what you did to me ?
-you truly at FAULT , but i don't BLAME you .
-like i said BEFORE , i am not your DOLL !
-thanks for all your FAKENESS !
-WAKE up from you SLEEP !
-you are GOOD at HURTING others .
-i'm tying my BEST to FORGIVE you .
-you just THINK for your OWN .
-GOODBYEE means GOODBYEE , that's it
-it was all because of YOU , i BECAME like this .
- LOVE STORY- ;
~ 23 May 2007 - 2 January 2009 ~ ,
- END - ; 1408 dieess !
i will always remember this date very well in my mind ;
23 May 2007 .
2 January 2009 .
3 January 2009 .
2 March 2009 .
19 April 2009 .
ending with ; SELAMAT BERPUASA UMAT -UMAT ISLAM ! =D
before writing anything , let me post two videos of this hidayat ;
first video is about hari and hidayat . by seeing this video you can see the belit story of hidayat
second , dia kena lanyak ;
okayy let post something todayy . is like shit suspend for two days . like WTF sehy . ingat kan on the 19 august yang mr saz caught kita dah settle dapat tahu yesterday after the mass run kita 4 nye nama kena panggil ngam mr chua . then duduk kat foyer after that haris datang tanya who brought the tobbaco . then we answer . tunggu tuh singh punyer lama . dalam pukul berapa baru nak bagy kita 4 fulscap untuk tulis statement , leceh sehy . semua duduk lain2 . after tulis i was the second being call to enter haris office . walau seriously macam sial . aku dah cakap memang aku tak hsap rokok sebelum masuk sekolah tapi mati2 dia nak aku cakap aku nie hsap rokok , nabeyy lah . then he say nak kena smokliser tak , then i was like fcuk you . on the 19 after the science centre trip ada hsap rokok then belum 24 hours amacam kalaw blehy detect so i admitted that i smoke uqh . then dia bebel2 . after that imran & zhen yuan being called . talking , talking , talking , talking . then went out . haris say that the 3 boys kena caning & me suspension for 2 days . try to imagine ! they thought they got the caning on that day but actually they accompany me for suspension , hahahah ! 2.10 mr singh see us & told us uqh yang zhen yuan & imran tak kena caning but pink form . as for me kena pink form , suspension for 2 days & kena saman . as for adam pink form , caning & saman . heesh . satu kena semua kena . one for all , all for one . hahahaha . kekek2 ! this was what i'm being doing for todayy suspension ;
Chiko 7 surrounded by words .
heyy ex - boyfriend ;
let list out what i worte ;
-what's the poing of telling you that I LOVE YOU when you don't even care .
-lack of sleepness because of you .
-i gave what you wanted , but i get hurt in return , FUCK YOU !
-i am SORRY TOO cause i knew i am fault too , UNLIKE YOU .
-you taking babysteps ; but for how long must i be waiting to say goodbye , abdul bari .
-what can i do while waiting ?
-you just don't UNDERSATND GIRLS !
-all you know is SAY , but there's no ACTION being done .
-am i really that STUPID of choosing you ?
-waiting for your wake up then i say goodbye .
using me won't make you LOOK GOOD .
-i wouldn't wanna CRY anymore but , just because of YOU , but you yourself FORCE me .
-can't you stop HUNTING me ?
-i am HELPLESS !
-i don't ecpect to be back with you .
-you just sucks in LYING .
-was everting supposed to be a REVENGE ?
-i'm GIVING you up because i have a sense of SYMPHATY on you , but what you did to me ?
-you truly at FAULT , but i don't BLAME you .
-like i said BEFORE , i am not your DOLL !
-thanks for all your FAKENESS !
-WAKE up from you SLEEP !
-you are GOOD at HURTING others .
-i'm tying my BEST to FORGIVE you .
-you just THINK for your OWN .
-GOODBYEE means GOODBYEE , that's it
-it was all because of YOU , i BECAME like this .
- LOVE STORY- ;
~ 23 May 2007 - 2 January 2009 ~ ,
- END - ; 1408 dieess !
i will always remember this date very well in my mind ;
23 May 2007 .
2 January 2009 .
3 January 2009 .
2 March 2009 .
19 April 2009 .
ending with ; SELAMAT BERPUASA UMAT -UMAT ISLAM ! =D
/ Wednesday, August 19, 2009 @ 8:09 PM
let me post 2 videos for todayy ,
first was a video at the science centre which has a volt of 3.5 Million . try to imagine if you were near it , surly mati kann ?? on this video just focus on the round silver thing and you will saw a purple electric .
2 video was adam tindek . first he don't know nak tindek tak nak , so he make his decision untuk tindek . 5 bucks . tindek kat telinga nye idk apa nama dia uqh , you see the video then you know kat mana uqh . firstly muka cramp giler sampai grip2 kerusi , but then dia cakap tak sakit , wahh serious sehy . let watch
now nak berbual pasal todayy trip to Science Centre , it was fun uqh but kat Omni Theatre me & adam tidur behy adam snoring sehy ! hahaha , ingat anak siapa lah .after the movie yang movie tengok kita tuh we then went to Science Cebtre . we had berapa jam until 3.45 to explore . so macam orang giler uqh . Me , Adam , Zhen Yuan & Imran stick together . then everybody thought yang kita lehy gy mac , beh tuh miss lee says tak bolehy . macam sial . luckily we found a shop inside the Science Centre . serious fucking hungryy seyy . adam belanja me again , ahah . THANKS ! lepas makan , then explore after that off to school back . okayy2 let me tell you a story before the Science Centre trip what exactly happened . bert was kat level 1 doing his latern then he called us to go there , i got say tak nak cause i scared mr saz ada , betul2 otw gy sana kena panggil macam sial . he called us to enter the art room and ask us to take out evrything from our bags , i was like fuck you ada rokok sial dalam bag aku . i was like tak tawu nak buat apa . atually rokok tuh dah sembunyikan , then nie mr saz gy cakap if you have any ciaggrates or lighter better surrender it to him or else dia tahan kita , i was like argh shit lah . keluwar kan jek uqh . after the surrender he say thanks and we may go . adam says , faz ksiow siah . adam aku seriously sorry taw . aku that time takut kau marah sehy . sbb kaw cakap tuh rokok kaw baru beli . i was like seriously SORRY ! . arghhh! macam mana siot nak gy art lesson gini , cnferm banyak tanya nyer . nie first time aku ditangkap pasal rokok dengan cikgu . ohh yeahh & my parents get to know pasal tindek kening , woooohoooo tak bising pun . lantak uqh !
Abdul Bari Bin Rahman { ex - boyfriend }
remembering the past ;
2 January 2009 ,,,
you asked am i having a good mood or a bad mood , i replied okayy2 and straight away you said this to me ;
can we be friends , because we are not that close anymore . { to you tak rapat because you don't love me anymore} , { to me because you are retained , and i'm not } & then your parents don't like me . { to you they don't like you because of what had happened } , { to me they never say pun they don't like you , actually they don't mind duhh :-I ! } then you said you wanted a break upp not because of MY ATTITUDE , OTHER GIRLS OR ANY REASON UQH ! . { to you i would really symphatize by giving me this reason } , { to me yeahh i really do symphatize you , but what do i really get to know on the 3 January 2009 ? }
my replied to you was i accepted your break upp just because i trust your reason of breaking upp with me , but seriously you really dissapoint me . apa yang aku buat salah sampai aku sendiri dapat tahu that you breaking up with me because of another girl ?? what would you feel if a girl that you do really love so much did the same thing that you did to me ?? wheyy , i know that aku tiada hak nak suruh kau buat apa-apa but seriously WAKE UPP ! like i say i would be waiting for you to really wake up then i say a real goodbye to you . i wouldn't know when will be the right time to say goodbye to you . because i don't want to cling on you anymore . i want to be with my ownself & not having someone to cling on . & i don't want any of your shadows hunting me down in my dreams that make me cry . i wanted this to stopped ! i don't want to waste my tears on you ! i want to move on with my life , i knew now i had move on but not that 100% that i moved on . yeahh now i say i swear i do still love you , but for sure you wouldn't want me back kann ? so for what i waiting for you . yeahh i knew that i had done so much for you that until i get a hurt by return . it was all thanks to you lahh kann ? you made me suffer that much , you make me weak , you made me lose so much & suffer in myself . i seriously don't know sampai sekarang apa sebenarnye salah dan silap aku sehingga ini balasan yang aku dapat . can i know from your own mouth can ?? now i say this . from the heart i say i do still love you & i do sill miss you . i just can't deny on this feelings , sorry !
let me post 2 videos for todayy ,
first was a video at the science centre which has a volt of 3.5 Million . try to imagine if you were near it , surly mati kann ?? on this video just focus on the round silver thing and you will saw a purple electric .
2 video was adam tindek . first he don't know nak tindek tak nak , so he make his decision untuk tindek . 5 bucks . tindek kat telinga nye idk apa nama dia uqh , you see the video then you know kat mana uqh . firstly muka cramp giler sampai grip2 kerusi , but then dia cakap tak sakit , wahh serious sehy . let watch
now nak berbual pasal todayy trip to Science Centre , it was fun uqh but kat Omni Theatre me & adam tidur behy adam snoring sehy ! hahaha , ingat anak siapa lah .after the movie yang movie tengok kita tuh we then went to Science Cebtre . we had berapa jam until 3.45 to explore . so macam orang giler uqh . Me , Adam , Zhen Yuan & Imran stick together . then everybody thought yang kita lehy gy mac , beh tuh miss lee says tak bolehy . macam sial . luckily we found a shop inside the Science Centre . serious fucking hungryy seyy . adam belanja me again , ahah . THANKS ! lepas makan , then explore after that off to school back . okayy2 let me tell you a story before the Science Centre trip what exactly happened . bert was kat level 1 doing his latern then he called us to go there , i got say tak nak cause i scared mr saz ada , betul2 otw gy sana kena panggil macam sial . he called us to enter the art room and ask us to take out evrything from our bags , i was like fuck you ada rokok sial dalam bag aku . i was like tak tawu nak buat apa . atually rokok tuh dah sembunyikan , then nie mr saz gy cakap if you have any ciaggrates or lighter better surrender it to him or else dia tahan kita , i was like argh shit lah . keluwar kan jek uqh . after the surrender he say thanks and we may go . adam says , faz ksiow siah . adam aku seriously sorry taw . aku that time takut kau marah sehy . sbb kaw cakap tuh rokok kaw baru beli . i was like seriously SORRY ! . arghhh! macam mana siot nak gy art lesson gini , cnferm banyak tanya nyer . nie first time aku ditangkap pasal rokok dengan cikgu . ohh yeahh & my parents get to know pasal tindek kening , woooohoooo tak bising pun . lantak uqh !
Abdul Bari Bin Rahman { ex - boyfriend }remembering the past ;
2 January 2009 ,,,
you asked am i having a good mood or a bad mood , i replied okayy2 and straight away you said this to me ;
can we be friends , because we are not that close anymore . { to you tak rapat because you don't love me anymore} , { to me because you are retained , and i'm not } & then your parents don't like me . { to you they don't like you because of what had happened } , { to me they never say pun they don't like you , actually they don't mind duhh :-I ! } then you said you wanted a break upp not because of MY ATTITUDE , OTHER GIRLS OR ANY REASON UQH ! . { to you i would really symphatize by giving me this reason } , { to me yeahh i really do symphatize you , but what do i really get to know on the 3 January 2009 ? }
my replied to you was i accepted your break upp just because i trust your reason of breaking upp with me , but seriously you really dissapoint me . apa yang aku buat salah sampai aku sendiri dapat tahu that you breaking up with me because of another girl ?? what would you feel if a girl that you do really love so much did the same thing that you did to me ?? wheyy , i know that aku tiada hak nak suruh kau buat apa-apa but seriously WAKE UPP ! like i say i would be waiting for you to really wake up then i say a real goodbye to you . i wouldn't know when will be the right time to say goodbye to you . because i don't want to cling on you anymore . i want to be with my ownself & not having someone to cling on . & i don't want any of your shadows hunting me down in my dreams that make me cry . i wanted this to stopped ! i don't want to waste my tears on you ! i want to move on with my life , i knew now i had move on but not that 100% that i moved on . yeahh now i say i swear i do still love you , but for sure you wouldn't want me back kann ? so for what i waiting for you . yeahh i knew that i had done so much for you that until i get a hurt by return . it was all thanks to you lahh kann ? you made me suffer that much , you make me weak , you made me lose so much & suffer in myself . i seriously don't know sampai sekarang apa sebenarnye salah dan silap aku sehingga ini balasan yang aku dapat . can i know from your own mouth can ?? now i say this . from the heart i say i do still love you & i do sill miss you . i just can't deny on this feelings , sorry !
/ Sunday, August 16, 2009 @ 3:33 PM
yesterday , HC went GYM . haha . step mana nye nak kurus jek . well actually bert yang plan but then dia pulak yang tak pergi . after 2 hours of gym , we went swimming . the guys went for a swim but i don't cause got a girls problem >.< , but i was doing something watching over their bags . okayy lah tuh . boleh tahan gerek lah going out with them & thanks Adam for paying me the entrance . did not get to take a picture cause semua kes buat hal sendiri . after swimming , Adam & Yat wash upp sebab aku nak balik they also wanted to go home . the rest tak tawu balik what time . then Adam & Yat send me home first , thanks guys . went home have a bathed then rest for a while . after maghrib went off to pakcik house nak ambek pinggan & mangkuk arwah nenek punyer . at about 10 nak balik . dah samapi bawah my father called and said that he's taking us home . so waited at the carpark . my brother and me went home first because my father wanted to send my aunties home . this is a wose situation , that can make me went to the hospital if it worse . lucky this was not that serious . have your legs ever being rolled under the a cars tire ??? that was what happend to me . my father tak dengar betul2 he thought i have closed the door , but i then i haven't yet closed the door . i was salam2 my makcik and he just drove his car to the front and my leg was being rolled over it . OUCHHH , i shouted . ahaah . my seluar was stuck under the cars tire then my mother just pulled it off , nasib tak koyak . she ask me to get up i wanted to get up but seriously , i can't . i sit down for a while then my mother hold up my hand and pulled me up . dah last2 jalan macam mas selamat dah . hahah , the luka tak serious but the blood macam sial . that was the worse ! went home tukar seluar and taruk minyak . pedih sial . then switch on television to TV3 cause along say ada cerita ayat-ayat cinta . best taw . dah tengok berapa kali dah . & cried again tengok cerita tuh . tapi tak gerek cause banyak potong . too bad naseb ada CD .
worse come to worse i need to express it ;
whyy i still have this feeling ? i knew that i would not get him back with me even though if he's not attached with someone . i started to be thinking of the past ! Why , why , Why ???!! i felt pain when they are together . i felt jeolous when i saw their pictures . i just felt crying all the time . i may be laughing infront of others . but what is the truth beyond it ? no one knows kann ?? how long this feeling must stay ? i try to avoid at i but i can't . i found myself as a weak person . if only i wish i could push myself to stop this feeling , i would be happy enough to say a real goodbyee to him . but i think is impossible . ohh god please be my tour guide to giude me to the truth . i really giving upp myself . i have done waht's the best for me but is not enough . i don't wish the past would come back , i'm just wishing this feeling would stop .. pelase .
yesterday , HC went GYM . haha . step mana nye nak kurus jek . well actually bert yang plan but then dia pulak yang tak pergi . after 2 hours of gym , we went swimming . the guys went for a swim but i don't cause got a girls problem >.< , but i was doing something watching over their bags . okayy lah tuh . boleh tahan gerek lah going out with them & thanks Adam for paying me the entrance . did not get to take a picture cause semua kes buat hal sendiri . after swimming , Adam & Yat wash upp sebab aku nak balik they also wanted to go home . the rest tak tawu balik what time . then Adam & Yat send me home first , thanks guys . went home have a bathed then rest for a while . after maghrib went off to pakcik house nak ambek pinggan & mangkuk arwah nenek punyer . at about 10 nak balik . dah samapi bawah my father called and said that he's taking us home . so waited at the carpark . my brother and me went home first because my father wanted to send my aunties home . this is a wose situation , that can make me went to the hospital if it worse . lucky this was not that serious . have your legs ever being rolled under the a cars tire ??? that was what happend to me . my father tak dengar betul2 he thought i have closed the door , but i then i haven't yet closed the door . i was salam2 my makcik and he just drove his car to the front and my leg was being rolled over it . OUCHHH , i shouted . ahaah . my seluar was stuck under the cars tire then my mother just pulled it off , nasib tak koyak . she ask me to get up i wanted to get up but seriously , i can't . i sit down for a while then my mother hold up my hand and pulled me up . dah last2 jalan macam mas selamat dah . hahah , the luka tak serious but the blood macam sial . that was the worse ! went home tukar seluar and taruk minyak . pedih sial . then switch on television to TV3 cause along say ada cerita ayat-ayat cinta . best taw . dah tengok berapa kali dah . & cried again tengok cerita tuh . tapi tak gerek cause banyak potong . too bad naseb ada CD .
worse come to worse i need to express it ;
whyy i still have this feeling ? i knew that i would not get him back with me even though if he's not attached with someone . i started to be thinking of the past ! Why , why , Why ???!! i felt pain when they are together . i felt jeolous when i saw their pictures . i just felt crying all the time . i may be laughing infront of others . but what is the truth beyond it ? no one knows kann ?? how long this feeling must stay ? i try to avoid at i but i can't . i found myself as a weak person . if only i wish i could push myself to stop this feeling , i would be happy enough to say a real goodbyee to him . but i think is impossible . ohh god please be my tour guide to giude me to the truth . i really giving upp myself . i have done waht's the best for me but is not enough . i don't wish the past would come back , i'm just wishing this feeling would stop .. pelase .
/ Friday, August 14, 2009 @ 8:52 PM
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Adam Mikhail Bin Zakaria ; Happy 15 Birthday
just now was his birthday . happy birthday adam . i hope the surprise cake for you from the hardcourts is special enough . adam is a person with trustworthy in him , even though i just get to know more about him this year i felt very comfortable sharing it anything with him . he would be there to listen to my problems , even though he can't help me to settle but he would find a way to help . he is really a special friend to me . people saw us both being very close all the time , but they don't know that we had fight once . it was really a thing that i did wrong and you get mad . i was saying sorry to you for many times but you ignored me . that time i felt my heart sad . i really felt that i lost him . i went home and did know what to do at all . i wanted to message him but i scared his still angry with me . what i did was cry . seriously that night was really a nightmare cause i felt i lose a friend whom really very trustworthy and i scared i had no one to go to . but the next day after we fight , he message me and told me that he already apologised me for that case . thanks to god a lot that he apologised me . after that day , i'm scared to lose him anymore .
Adam Mikhail ; a special friend indeed . his laughter , his jokes , his smile , his voice would not lose from my mind . thanks a lot for all this while that you had been with me listening to some of my nonsense , treating me food even though it was on your birthday , sending me home , advicing me when i need it . thanks a lot . once again , i said . AKU SAYAAAAAAANG KAW . =D
The First Video ;
The Second Video ;
Nur Zahirah Binte Zahir ;
on the 9 August was her birthdayy , the first year of her birthday . she really gets excited on that dayy . she's a playful girl , loves to make me smile & laugh . =D she will always shout , KAKAK !!! hehehe .
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Adam Mikhail Bin Zakaria ; Happy 15 Birthday
just now was his birthday . happy birthday adam . i hope the surprise cake for you from the hardcourts is special enough . adam is a person with trustworthy in him , even though i just get to know more about him this year i felt very comfortable sharing it anything with him . he would be there to listen to my problems , even though he can't help me to settle but he would find a way to help . he is really a special friend to me . people saw us both being very close all the time , but they don't know that we had fight once . it was really a thing that i did wrong and you get mad . i was saying sorry to you for many times but you ignored me . that time i felt my heart sad . i really felt that i lost him . i went home and did know what to do at all . i wanted to message him but i scared his still angry with me . what i did was cry . seriously that night was really a nightmare cause i felt i lose a friend whom really very trustworthy and i scared i had no one to go to . but the next day after we fight , he message me and told me that he already apologised me for that case . thanks to god a lot that he apologised me . after that day , i'm scared to lose him anymore .
Adam Mikhail ; a special friend indeed . his laughter , his jokes , his smile , his voice would not lose from my mind . thanks a lot for all this while that you had been with me listening to some of my nonsense , treating me food even though it was on your birthday , sending me home , advicing me when i need it . thanks a lot . once again , i said . AKU SAYAAAAAAANG KAW . =D
The First Video ;
The Second Video ;
Nur Zahirah Binte Zahir ;
on the 9 August was her birthdayy , the first year of her birthday . she really gets excited on that dayy . she's a playful girl , loves to make me smile & laugh . =D she will always shout , KAKAK !!! hehehe .
/ Thursday, August 6, 2009 @ 8:19 PM
Question By Myaa "LQ =D
Question By Myaa "LQ =D
1. Are you single or attached?
- Single.
2. Do you have a person you like?
- yes , i do.
3. What is the name of the person that you're in love with?
- haha , ________
4. If the person you love and your mum dropped into the sea, who will you save?
- mum , cause she's the one yang lahir kan . haha , chey !
5. Have you ever hugged someone before?
- is like duhh !
6. Do you love your parents?
- think so
7. Will you hug the one you love?
- yes , indeed
8. Are you willing to do anything for your boyfriend/girlfriend?
- last time , yes . but now , no . regret it !
9. Are you jealous now?
- yes , because saket hati with _________
10. Who is the last person that messaged you?
- Muhammad Firdaus Bin Dzulkarnain
11. Who is clique?
- idk ?
12. Do you want babies in future?
- no , yes , maybe , don't know ? haha
13. Do you prefer Macdonald,KFC,Long John Sliver,Burger King or coffee shop?
- all except burger king
14. Do you sniff glue?
- yupp
15. Do you smoke?
- yess , i swear
16. If your boyfriend/girlfriend is a 2-timer, what will you do?
- last time cry like fucking hell . now , sial uqh carik uqh
17. What CCA are you in now?
-Cultural Club
18. If you're rich now, what'll you do?
- stay at home , haha ?
19. If the one you're in love with, held your hand, what'll you do?
- smile , =D
20. If the one you love, reject you, what'll you do?
- sedeh uqh , but buat apa banyak lagi kan ?
21. What is your favourite cartoon characters?
- myaa says CHILDISH , but i say FAIRLYODD PARENTS =D
22. Friendship or love?
- friendship to me !
23. Cookie monster or Elmo?
- elmo
24. Do you use laptop or computer?
- both
25. Do you like lollipop?
- yahh for sure .
26. Do you have diary?
- is like duhh !
27. There's an admirer of yours and he won't die heart, what'll you do?
- let him be
28. If you quarrel with your boyfriend/girlfriend and he/she wants to break, what'll you do?
- fuck you lah sey ?
29. Are you blur?
- yahh !
30. If you can have your hair dyed, what colour do you want it to be?
- brownish
31. Who is the last person you chatted in your MSN?
- Abdul Bari
32. How many boys/girls have you beaten before?
- hahahah , tak tawu pulak ?
33. If your boyfriend/girlfriend don't love you anymore, what'll you do?
- last time , cry like hell . now , trying my best to keep the love is still there
34. What school are you in?
Juying Secondary
35. Tag 10 besties/friend to do this quiz:
Aishah
Amirah
Atiqah
Erlina
Faizah
Farah
Farzana
Syafiqah
Ziana
Arina
okayy , now then can talk about stuff . hahah . dah lama sey tak blog so bored . macam tak ada cerita gituk kan ? okayy apa ehh nak berbual . hmm , first of all thanks myaa belanja pizza ehh & to hidayat & syukrina Happy 7 Months ! last week one whole week tak gy school because demam , bingit seyy . then back to school on monday . haha . adam tak gy school gy checkup . nvm lorr . gereak uqh that mondayy seriously . talking to this 2 guys , shazwandi & firdaus . kelakar sey . during english we three was the one who non-stopped talking . nie shazwandi uqh berbual pasal pelacur lah apa lah . hahaha best2 . ketawa non-stopped sampai batuk2 . demam dah hilang tapi nie batuk macam sial tk hilang2 . saket siot dada . hahaha . okayy whatever it is 3A2 gerek !
okayy skrg nie kan nak berbual pasal that someone . haha . sesiapa yang terasa tuh kaw pehy pasal uqh ehh , . kayy uqh senang cakap if you love that sombody jangan nak main kan persaan dia uqh . kaw fikir apa anak patung . like an example you love that person just because you love _______ money . macam wtf ! dia kaya kaw suka uqh tak kaya gy mampus uqh . is true you know i see with my own eyes . then kalaw cakap dah break tuh dah lah kan . jangan nak step mana pehy apa uqh . seriously kaw macam sial . takpe lah ehh . aku sabar ajeq uqh . nanti aku tawu kaw dapat balasan pnyer . then if a person tells you a secret cuba boleh jangan nak gy bilang orang lain macam sial sak perangai seriosly siot ! kalaw sayang cakap jek lah sayang , kalaw tak cakap jek lah tak . jangan lah nak main kan persaan kan bodoh ehh . then kalaw nak kutok bilang jek uqh depan muka aku sendiri tak perlu pe .
wahh adam skrg dah single siot . takpe dulu aku lehy kacaw dia skrg dia kacaw aku balik by saying , biler mahu tindek kening ? gatl siot kening aku ! hahaha takpe adam , takpe . cnferm satu hari mesti tindek nye . kan3 . hahaha
eh eh eh eh ! aku maseh ada perasaan for kaw lah bodoh pehy manusia ! argh asal ehh ?????
now i say to myself , won't have a feelings for that someone if he's attached , takut menyesal sendiri , hahaha , !
so kira kan aku ada feelings for a guy yang single !
