Seventeen & Awesome .
Behind those smile, lies her tears .
Imma teenager and i tend to try new stuff , so don't judge me that easily
Aishah♥; Girlfriend♥; Amirah BFF♥;
/ Saturday, July 25, 2009 @ 1:43 PM
girlfy says , i do look alike =D
upp above is , racial harmony day picture
chamwhore session with aishah
racial harmony was boleh tahan lah kann . hahaha . during recess time was the kecoh . shazwandi lah yang buat kecoh shouting , 50 CENT ! 50 CENT ! 50 CENT ! .hahaha . the POA student was selling cookies & honey cornflakes . we do really enjoyy ourselves that muchh . after school , i stay back with the girls . after eating we went out follow fazira buy something . when we just entered the school , adam call me using his brother's number . i was shocked , then he told me that his handphone was lost . wahh rabak seyy . then he said meet him outside school . i took my beg & leave . adam told me uqh that he put his handphone outside the house while unlock his bicycle . he went to harcourt but when he reached , he found that there's no handphone with him . his brother told him that ada orang pakai baju putih ikut dari belakang . adam followed me back home i change & off to hardcourts . kat hardcourts was only barii & syukk . then yatt reached too . sit there doing nothing , hahahah . at about 5 plus adam went home . after he went home there's something happened that makes me feel like , WTF ! idk what's got into bari's mindd . he was shouting to yatt so many things . bla , bla , bla . then he kick yatt leg until yatt get fed up & went home leaving syukk there . seriously setan mana ntahh masuk kat bari pun tak tawu . heyy yeahh talking about my hair , yeahh i cut . haha datang sekolah standard uqh kena kacaw macam biasa jugak . they gave me so names after all . Willy Wonka , Willy Wak Kau , Helmet , Faaz The Explorer , Lady Gaga . ! haha kekek sehy . my mum says i look like Cleotopra ke apa lah . hahahah !
labels ;
aku benci sama kaw scaaaaaaaaaaaaandal !
girlfy says , i do look alike =D
upp above is , racial harmony day picture
chamwhore session with aishahracial harmony was boleh tahan lah kann . hahaha . during recess time was the kecoh . shazwandi lah yang buat kecoh shouting , 50 CENT ! 50 CENT ! 50 CENT ! .hahaha . the POA student was selling cookies & honey cornflakes . we do really enjoyy ourselves that muchh . after school , i stay back with the girls . after eating we went out follow fazira buy something . when we just entered the school , adam call me using his brother's number . i was shocked , then he told me that his handphone was lost . wahh rabak seyy . then he said meet him outside school . i took my beg & leave . adam told me uqh that he put his handphone outside the house while unlock his bicycle . he went to harcourt but when he reached , he found that there's no handphone with him . his brother told him that ada orang pakai baju putih ikut dari belakang . adam followed me back home i change & off to hardcourts . kat hardcourts was only barii & syukk . then yatt reached too . sit there doing nothing , hahahah . at about 5 plus adam went home . after he went home there's something happened that makes me feel like , WTF ! idk what's got into bari's mindd . he was shouting to yatt so many things . bla , bla , bla . then he kick yatt leg until yatt get fed up & went home leaving syukk there . seriously setan mana ntahh masuk kat bari pun tak tawu . heyy yeahh talking about my hair , yeahh i cut . haha datang sekolah standard uqh kena kacaw macam biasa jugak . they gave me so names after all . Willy Wonka , Willy Wak Kau , Helmet , Faaz The Explorer , Lady Gaga . ! haha kekek sehy . my mum says i look like Cleotopra ke apa lah . hahahah !
labels ;
aku benci sama kaw scaaaaaaaaaaaaandal !
/ Tuesday, July 21, 2009 @ 9:42 PM
first of all , i wanna say sorry to ISA MOHD SAID . yeahh it's true that i still love you that strong but i think it's time to move on & to me you are not the right guy for me . you can search a better girl then me kann ? seriously we must end our relationship . i hope you do really understand me that well . nowdays i'm being very free , cause there's no dance so apa buat lepak uqh . okayy let me talk about one topic kay .
_____ told me that SETIA means this ;
saya akan cinta wanita itu selama-selamanye dengan sepenuh hati , dan saya akan tetap pada janji kerana saya telah melalui hati terluka dan pernah lukai hati seorang wanita dan saya faham apa rasanya dan betapa sedih perasaan itu .
can you belive that _____ said this to me . is like unbeliveable . i cried after i read this cause it makes me really sad asal biler that time tak cakap gituk , asal that time tak faham perasaan , asal mesti sekarang ? memang bodoh uqh ! abehy sekarang baru nak cakap pasal setia nie semua . actually it was totally late but then you wanted to started it back what so tak boleh uqh halang .
i will continue this post soon ,
scandaaaaaaaaal , seriosuly your attitude really SUCKS todayy !
first of all , i wanna say sorry to ISA MOHD SAID . yeahh it's true that i still love you that strong but i think it's time to move on & to me you are not the right guy for me . you can search a better girl then me kann ? seriously we must end our relationship . i hope you do really understand me that well . nowdays i'm being very free , cause there's no dance so apa buat lepak uqh . okayy let me talk about one topic kay .
_____ told me that SETIA means this ;
saya akan cinta wanita itu selama-selamanye dengan sepenuh hati , dan saya akan tetap pada janji kerana saya telah melalui hati terluka dan pernah lukai hati seorang wanita dan saya faham apa rasanya dan betapa sedih perasaan itu .
can you belive that _____ said this to me . is like unbeliveable . i cried after i read this cause it makes me really sad asal biler that time tak cakap gituk , asal that time tak faham perasaan , asal mesti sekarang ? memang bodoh uqh ! abehy sekarang baru nak cakap pasal setia nie semua . actually it was totally late but then you wanted to started it back what so tak boleh uqh halang .
i will continue this post soon ,
scandaaaaaaaaal , seriosuly your attitude really SUCKS todayy !
/ Thursday, July 9, 2009 @ 9:01 PM
heyy actually there's nothing to post but seriously i was damn bored so just write what's on my mind now . argh shit god damn ! i don't know if he was really a Sec 3 guy , kalaw tak malu siot . macam sial kan stead but don't know what level is he . some say he was a Sec 2 , ada cakap Sec 3 so i don't know lahh kann ! CONFUSED sehy ! now thinking of cutting my hair , but i don't know what style to cut , otak blank tapi ramai dah bagi suggestion to cut like what . haha ! but don't know mana satu nak . dance as usual , tomorrow ada rehersal for this saturday performance . Boify turun sehy this saturday to watch , haha yeahh first ever time in my life someone that i love gonna watch my crew dancing . thanks a lot ! just now practice abang jamyl said something that really want to make me cry , seriously even though aku tak terasa but i don't know why i felt like crying after abang jamyl said that speech . okayy change topic , now to my ex , i was like fucking what the hell biler dengar dia dah ada mataer , hah whatever lahh . & i don't know whyy i kept hearing his laughter at my ear . it just can't stop . i really wanted to forget him , but his laugh was still following me . argh seriously can you like just fuck off ! starting next week dance , dance , dance . wahh tak penat pe sehy . okayy lah at least monday tak ada , but there's counselling ! monday came the decision , stress siot ! banyak2 lah doa kan , kan . tak tawu nak tulis apa lgi sehy , ????
update soon ,
scandaaaaaaaal , rindu kaw !
boifyyyyyyyy , sayang kaw !
heyy actually there's nothing to post but seriously i was damn bored so just write what's on my mind now . argh shit god damn ! i don't know if he was really a Sec 3 guy , kalaw tak malu siot . macam sial kan stead but don't know what level is he . some say he was a Sec 2 , ada cakap Sec 3 so i don't know lahh kann ! CONFUSED sehy ! now thinking of cutting my hair , but i don't know what style to cut , otak blank tapi ramai dah bagi suggestion to cut like what . haha ! but don't know mana satu nak . dance as usual , tomorrow ada rehersal for this saturday performance . Boify turun sehy this saturday to watch , haha yeahh first ever time in my life someone that i love gonna watch my crew dancing . thanks a lot ! just now practice abang jamyl said something that really want to make me cry , seriously even though aku tak terasa but i don't know why i felt like crying after abang jamyl said that speech . okayy change topic , now to my ex , i was like fucking what the hell biler dengar dia dah ada mataer , hah whatever lahh . & i don't know whyy i kept hearing his laughter at my ear . it just can't stop . i really wanted to forget him , but his laugh was still following me . argh seriously can you like just fuck off ! starting next week dance , dance , dance . wahh tak penat pe sehy . okayy lah at least monday tak ada , but there's counselling ! monday came the decision , stress siot ! banyak2 lah doa kan , kan . tak tawu nak tulis apa lgi sehy , ????
update soon ,
scandaaaaaaaal , rindu kaw !
boifyyyyyyyy , sayang kaw !
/ Monday, July 6, 2009 @ 8:54 PM
the love game has ended , from 31 May 2009 till 5 July 2009 . you left me alone just like that without saying any goodbye . i could not say that much , it really hurts me down deep . i thought you were really into this call love game but instead you have trick me with this love game . nevermind , i must move on with my life without you . i had enough of those loving messages and hurtings . i wasted two days of not sleeping and my tears . seriously i am really mad at you . thanks to you a lot boyy . even though he's not there when i'm truly hurt enough this particular boyy make me really smile and laugh today i would not forget this dayy . thanks to ISA MOHD SAID , you really wakes me upp from those tears . i wish you were really just beside me now . your hugs & kisses just now seriously makes me really loving in to you . 15 June is the day that i would not forget . today was our so called " first met " we had . i really can feel the love that you told me once . i just wish you are not like that monster . even though we both are far apart but that dosen't mean we could not last long . i'm so totally in love with you boyy . thanks a lot for making me laugh and smile like a mad girl , hahaha !
heyy maya told me somebody talk bad about HARDCOURTS , this so call a anak sial called me , maya & syuk perempuan murahan lepak ngan lakin . dia siapa sak nak cakap gituk , merepek siakk . tak suka berbula depan uqh . tawu jek uqh nasib kaw anak sial . !
write more soon ,
sayaaaaaaaaaaaaaaang ISA ! =D
the love game has ended , from 31 May 2009 till 5 July 2009 . you left me alone just like that without saying any goodbye . i could not say that much , it really hurts me down deep . i thought you were really into this call love game but instead you have trick me with this love game . nevermind , i must move on with my life without you . i had enough of those loving messages and hurtings . i wasted two days of not sleeping and my tears . seriously i am really mad at you . thanks to you a lot boyy . even though he's not there when i'm truly hurt enough this particular boyy make me really smile and laugh today i would not forget this dayy . thanks to ISA MOHD SAID , you really wakes me upp from those tears . i wish you were really just beside me now . your hugs & kisses just now seriously makes me really loving in to you . 15 June is the day that i would not forget . today was our so called " first met " we had . i really can feel the love that you told me once . i just wish you are not like that monster . even though we both are far apart but that dosen't mean we could not last long . i'm so totally in love with you boyy . thanks a lot for making me laugh and smile like a mad girl , hahaha !
heyy maya told me somebody talk bad about HARDCOURTS , this so call a anak sial called me , maya & syuk perempuan murahan lepak ngan lakin . dia siapa sak nak cakap gituk , merepek siakk . tak suka berbula depan uqh . tawu jek uqh nasib kaw anak sial . !
write more soon ,
sayaaaaaaaaaaaaaaang ISA ! =D
/ Friday, July 3, 2009 @ 9:43 PM
SCHOOL OPENS ! kecoh2 , haha . first day of school jek ada practice . after dance boify ambek ,haha . okayy2 let's skip this . on wednesday accompany adam to shop , he go cut his hari BOTAK . haha in the first place tak percaya uqh , but after he really cut i was like okayy adam really meant what he said . after that went to HC first then turun gy ZOO . heesh . it feels like i'm splitting my body into TWO parts , hahaha . aku terpksa nak buat apa kann . about boify heesh , i don't know , feel like giving him upp seriously he's attitude sucks . sounding a break up and said that itu goreng it was not funny at all . after i sent this message ,
i thought you were real , but actually you are fake . those loving message you sent me ain't true right ? tell me straight whyy you wanted a break up but actually you have told me that you do really love me . are you trying to bustard me up ? you are like a monster hiding in a human face just to prove to me that you are right but actually you were fake right ? you really let me down , i just don't know what to say . maybe you just acting at the message but when it comes to real life , you were like a dumd person expecting a girl to make their first move . whyy me , whyy coudln't it be you ? i really don't understand you at all . i'm trying my best my you are like not giving me chance to undertsand . enough is enough baby , =(
heyy a sudden feeling i felt , aku rindu ex aku , haha ! jangan jealous uqh . i don't know whyy . haha alehy2 jek sehy . rindu ex as a friend bukan apa sehy . had a good talk with him todayy haha dah lama tak berbual mcm2 stories . it was fun , interesting , exciting , enjoyable . next time berbual lagi ehh , hahaha
heesh how mad am i at boify , sad , irrataiting i still love him . is just that it could be some misunderstanding between us lah kann . AYG i'm not dancing , heesh . ILSY tuh apa sehyy ? i must get the answer from you .
aku sayaaaaaang KAU ! =)
SCHOOL OPENS ! kecoh2 , haha . first day of school jek ada practice . after dance boify ambek ,haha . okayy2 let's skip this . on wednesday accompany adam to shop , he go cut his hari BOTAK . haha in the first place tak percaya uqh , but after he really cut i was like okayy adam really meant what he said . after that went to HC first then turun gy ZOO . heesh . it feels like i'm splitting my body into TWO parts , hahaha . aku terpksa nak buat apa kann . about boify heesh , i don't know , feel like giving him upp seriously he's attitude sucks . sounding a break up and said that itu goreng it was not funny at all . after i sent this message ,
i thought you were real , but actually you are fake . those loving message you sent me ain't true right ? tell me straight whyy you wanted a break up but actually you have told me that you do really love me . are you trying to bustard me up ? you are like a monster hiding in a human face just to prove to me that you are right but actually you were fake right ? you really let me down , i just don't know what to say . maybe you just acting at the message but when it comes to real life , you were like a dumd person expecting a girl to make their first move . whyy me , whyy coudln't it be you ? i really don't understand you at all . i'm trying my best my you are like not giving me chance to undertsand . enough is enough baby , =(
heyy a sudden feeling i felt , aku rindu ex aku , haha ! jangan jealous uqh . i don't know whyy . haha alehy2 jek sehy . rindu ex as a friend bukan apa sehy . had a good talk with him todayy haha dah lama tak berbual mcm2 stories . it was fun , interesting , exciting , enjoyable . next time berbual lagi ehh , hahaha
heesh how mad am i at boify , sad , irrataiting i still love him . is just that it could be some misunderstanding between us lah kann . AYG i'm not dancing , heesh . ILSY tuh apa sehyy ? i must get the answer from you .
aku sayaaaaaang KAU ! =)
