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Behind those smile, lies her tears .
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/ Saturday, June 27, 2009 @ 3:44 PM
scandal baru ku =D
atually is a remix of picture at the east coast , seletar reservoir , kallang something something . haha . east coast and seletar just hang around like a bunch of monkeys , haha . at that so call kallang something something tuh kan , went to watch movie , TRANSFORMERS . cerita dia gerek , hehe . not regret at all . i thought part of HC tengok wayang transformers dapat tahu cerita apa land lah . sedih pe JP fully booked . takpa urh next time pun boleh tengok pe . school is going to open in two more days , & i like fucking don't know what to do at home now . nak keluar tapi pergi mana . nak turun lepak macam , heesh tak pe tak nak cakap pun .
boify don't trust me at all , he blame me saying i still love my ex . he keep saying my ex name each time we fight or qurrel , macam takd nama lain gituk kan . i like fuck upp sehy with this boify . he just don't know what i have been through . now i say that i am trying my very best to understand him , i wanted to give up at one point but my heart kepp saying i know i can try to understand him . each time i'm trying & struggling he will then keep giving me some problems & it added to my stressness . how could i really understand him that well . he kept send me all tjose lovely & sweet messages , but sometimes i felt it ain't from bottom of his heart . is like he is just blaberring those messages just to prove to me that he do relly love me . i have never send him any those lovely messages but i am true to myself that i do really love him , but why can't he just understand the fact that i'm trying my best ? i just don't know what to say to him . yeahh i really had enough of his blabering . i wanted to just be straight forward to him but i can't cause i'm scared .
i do really miss boify , i just wish he colud really undertands me .
scandal baru ku =D
atually is a remix of picture at the east coast , seletar reservoir , kallang something something . haha . east coast and seletar just hang around like a bunch of monkeys , haha . at that so call kallang something something tuh kan , went to watch movie , TRANSFORMERS . cerita dia gerek , hehe . not regret at all . i thought part of HC tengok wayang transformers dapat tahu cerita apa land lah . sedih pe JP fully booked . takpa urh next time pun boleh tengok pe . school is going to open in two more days , & i like fucking don't know what to do at home now . nak keluar tapi pergi mana . nak turun lepak macam , heesh tak pe tak nak cakap pun .
boify don't trust me at all , he blame me saying i still love my ex . he keep saying my ex name each time we fight or qurrel , macam takd nama lain gituk kan . i like fuck upp sehy with this boify . he just don't know what i have been through . now i say that i am trying my very best to understand him , i wanted to give up at one point but my heart kepp saying i know i can try to understand him . each time i'm trying & struggling he will then keep giving me some problems & it added to my stressness . how could i really understand him that well . he kept send me all tjose lovely & sweet messages , but sometimes i felt it ain't from bottom of his heart . is like he is just blaberring those messages just to prove to me that he do relly love me . i have never send him any those lovely messages but i am true to myself that i do really love him , but why can't he just understand the fact that i'm trying my best ? i just don't know what to say to him . yeahh i really had enough of his blabering . i wanted to just be straight forward to him but i can't cause i'm scared .
i do really miss boify , i just wish he colud really undertands me .
/ Saturday, June 20, 2009 @ 1:49 PM
heyy i'm bored right now , is like WTF cancel all my plans pasal ada kenduri . was supposed today went out to go ang mo kio then proceed to sentosa with girlfriends and boyfriends sekali LAST MINUTE cancel everything , sedeh pe . abehy nie duduk rumah buat apa ehh , tak buat apa2 urh just busy with that PSP and busy sms-ing . just now morning i sms adam and told him what i really felt when tengah lepak . seriously aku rasa aku di tengah ever since HC mcm dah berpecah like adam say no offence urh faz ever since atank came to HC semua nye berubah . i dpn't mind adam says like that because that was whatt i saw too . atank mcm tarik bdK HC masuk airport , memang kita HC kalau betul2 mana ada kesah kan tapi mcm heesh ntahh lah ehh . i told adam what i really felt he really give me an advice & i felt like wahh at least i had a BF to help me out . thanks adam =D . then adam suddenly asked me a favour okayy it was hard for me to think . yeahh actually aku memang nak berbaik dgn kau tapi aku takut kau ngn mataer kau fikir yang aku nie cuma pura2 buat baik i know that was what adam told you kann . so let makes this clear upp , i'm gonna say sorry to you not because aku nak jadi kawan , like adam says dia dah tak nak kawan dia ada conflict tuh satu hal , and another thing is that aku mintak maaf bukan pura2 it's the true dah lama aku nak bermaafan , tapi sebab pasal takut diri kau fikir lain better still aku takya buat . but now adam told me everything , okayy just let's see each other biler kita dua turun . & btw i thought i ring the right bell kann ?
ohh yeahh come to the topic about BESTFRIENDS , BEST FRIENDS FOREVER . could we trust that person so much ? or what ? okayy now if a person now really do trust this person so much what would you think could happened ? conflict & fights , maybe kann ? talking about BF or BFF , my mind came across to this person let's call this person an apple another friend is call orange . okayy this apple do really trust this orange but not everything urh kann . then this apple knows everthing about this orange so on , and so on lahh . then sekali this orange told this apple that dia ada problem dengan mataer dia , dia cerita semua . sekali nie apple give this orange a warning kalau ____________ , i won't forgive you at all . so this orange says okayy i promised not to . this apple pun macam percaya , then came a friend call banana told stories about this orange at apple . in the first place apple coudln't belive what banana told dia . after a few talks to semua , baru apple belive . so now is that apple wanted to get the true story from orange mouth itself to say that whatever banana told is the truth . so whatever it is the story is that jangan percaya seseorang itu so that deep cause you will regret it . { btw what stories that i had just post about apple , orange , banana it's the true story tau , siapa nak terasa tuh terasa lah ehh }
okayy another topic LOVE , what a interesting topic to talk . i love you , you love me . hah , whatever . does love really needs trust or tak perlu ? kalau takd trust tak perlu lah nak bercinta kann ? what if you do really love that person sekali dapat tahu that person got another person or just using you ? what do you do and what do you feel ? marah , regret , feel like killing that person . okayy i have once terkena , all sorts of feeling will come out and that person whom you love will be shocked to see you like that . so like i say , don't trust the person you love that much or love that person that much cause you will fall into their traps . once they get what they wanted that's it , we lose ! hahah .
heyy i'm bored right now , is like WTF cancel all my plans pasal ada kenduri . was supposed today went out to go ang mo kio then proceed to sentosa with girlfriends and boyfriends sekali LAST MINUTE cancel everything , sedeh pe . abehy nie duduk rumah buat apa ehh , tak buat apa2 urh just busy with that PSP and busy sms-ing . just now morning i sms adam and told him what i really felt when tengah lepak . seriously aku rasa aku di tengah ever since HC mcm dah berpecah like adam say no offence urh faz ever since atank came to HC semua nye berubah . i dpn't mind adam says like that because that was whatt i saw too . atank mcm tarik bdK HC masuk airport , memang kita HC kalau betul2 mana ada kesah kan tapi mcm heesh ntahh lah ehh . i told adam what i really felt he really give me an advice & i felt like wahh at least i had a BF to help me out . thanks adam =D . then adam suddenly asked me a favour okayy it was hard for me to think . yeahh actually aku memang nak berbaik dgn kau tapi aku takut kau ngn mataer kau fikir yang aku nie cuma pura2 buat baik i know that was what adam told you kann . so let makes this clear upp , i'm gonna say sorry to you not because aku nak jadi kawan , like adam says dia dah tak nak kawan dia ada conflict tuh satu hal , and another thing is that aku mintak maaf bukan pura2 it's the true dah lama aku nak bermaafan , tapi sebab pasal takut diri kau fikir lain better still aku takya buat . but now adam told me everything , okayy just let's see each other biler kita dua turun . & btw i thought i ring the right bell kann ?
ohh yeahh come to the topic about BESTFRIENDS , BEST FRIENDS FOREVER . could we trust that person so much ? or what ? okayy now if a person now really do trust this person so much what would you think could happened ? conflict & fights , maybe kann ? talking about BF or BFF , my mind came across to this person let's call this person an apple another friend is call orange . okayy this apple do really trust this orange but not everything urh kann . then this apple knows everthing about this orange so on , and so on lahh . then sekali this orange told this apple that dia ada problem dengan mataer dia , dia cerita semua . sekali nie apple give this orange a warning kalau ____________ , i won't forgive you at all . so this orange says okayy i promised not to . this apple pun macam percaya , then came a friend call banana told stories about this orange at apple . in the first place apple coudln't belive what banana told dia . after a few talks to semua , baru apple belive . so now is that apple wanted to get the true story from orange mouth itself to say that whatever banana told is the truth . so whatever it is the story is that jangan percaya seseorang itu so that deep cause you will regret it . { btw what stories that i had just post about apple , orange , banana it's the true story tau , siapa nak terasa tuh terasa lah ehh }
okayy another topic LOVE , what a interesting topic to talk . i love you , you love me . hah , whatever . does love really needs trust or tak perlu ? kalau takd trust tak perlu lah nak bercinta kann ? what if you do really love that person sekali dapat tahu that person got another person or just using you ? what do you do and what do you feel ? marah , regret , feel like killing that person . okayy i have once terkena , all sorts of feeling will come out and that person whom you love will be shocked to see you like that . so like i say , don't trust the person you love that much or love that person that much cause you will fall into their traps . once they get what they wanted that's it , we lose ! hahah .
TODAYY ! / Thursday, June 18, 2009 @ 8:50 PM
heyy there , today went swimming with BFF , haha had a great time with her just now . after swimming she followed me back home both of us was so that tired we slept on the bed . haha , kekek pe . at about 5 we wake up , then get out of the bed turun HC jumpa boify . wee ! i ask my father and he said i could go for on this 23 June , surely must have a great time with boify and the rest . about the class outing on this saturday sorry guys and girls i can't go ada last minute kenduri so that sorry ! today tak ada anything special that happened urh . one whole day i never reply TTM msg , haha bustard kann . bukan bustard ku tak nak ada conflict lagi ngan boify just because of him . have nothing to post that much , till here then =D
heyy there , today went swimming with BFF , haha had a great time with her just now . after swimming she followed me back home both of us was so that tired we slept on the bed . haha , kekek pe . at about 5 we wake up , then get out of the bed turun HC jumpa boify . wee ! i ask my father and he said i could go for on this 23 June , surely must have a great time with boify and the rest . about the class outing on this saturday sorry guys and girls i can't go ada last minute kenduri so that sorry ! today tak ada anything special that happened urh . one whole day i never reply TTM msg , haha bustard kann . bukan bustard ku tak nak ada conflict lagi ngan boify just because of him . have nothing to post that much , till here then =D
CAMP AMP ! / @ 3:35 AM
hey i'm back from the AMP camp , it was fun . i do make a lot of friends , haha . gerek urh we went to jurong bird park . my group was super fun & power . luckily ada budak juying yang aku kenal , haha ! get in touched with this particular boyy , haha . he was damn that sweet , but boify more sweet lah . he do make me happy sehy . he's my TTM afterall , thanks to ISA MOHD SAID ! , you rock man !
hey there to bby , don't get the wrong idea of me and this boyy , we have nothing in between us & we knows that i'm attached with you , please don't be jealous over this i will always be yours not him .
okayy another topic to keluarkan , it may not be that obvious for ______ to tell me something but i could know just like that , hah like i said kau tak kan serik nye . wahh dgr ada dapt ______ pa ? hah whatever & _______ know about it , cnferm pe ? you will regret it at last & i wish you could not _______ cann ? so good luck on procescing it okayy cause i know that ______ will surely die pnyer , that's waht we call revenge . you make me suffer , just let see if this thing make you suffer back . good luck then ! =)
ohh yeahh hey MAYA , here's a little something that i should make it clear , aku bukan buruk siku nak pergi ambek tuh psp , sikit pon tak heran lah nagn tuh psp . i only promise kat bari that i will lend it to him but i will asked for it back when the times come , tak tahu cerita betul tak payah nak asal boleh cakap alu nie buruk siku urh . lagi pun aku ingat kan kau kan dapat allowance 500 bucks everymonth & you get to sepnd your 200 bucks the rest simpan bank , kalau you get that kind of allowance why should you bother saying that aku nie buruk siku kau blehy pe beli kan bari PSP , is like WTF sehy . & another thing can you like please jangan sibuk nak tahu pasal hal orang aku tahu lah bari tuh mataer kau and tak semestinye kau nak kena ambek tahu semua kann ? & kalau dah ada mataer tuh jaga jek lah satu matae tak perlu pe ______ ngan ____ kann ? hah , whatever lahh ehh . i have said enough of you !
i miss you baby , =D
hey i'm back from the AMP camp , it was fun . i do make a lot of friends , haha . gerek urh we went to jurong bird park . my group was super fun & power . luckily ada budak juying yang aku kenal , haha ! get in touched with this particular boyy , haha . he was damn that sweet , but boify more sweet lah . he do make me happy sehy . he's my TTM afterall , thanks to ISA MOHD SAID ! , you rock man !
hey there to bby , don't get the wrong idea of me and this boyy , we have nothing in between us & we knows that i'm attached with you , please don't be jealous over this i will always be yours not him .
okayy another topic to keluarkan , it may not be that obvious for ______ to tell me something but i could know just like that , hah like i said kau tak kan serik nye . wahh dgr ada dapt ______ pa ? hah whatever & _______ know about it , cnferm pe ? you will regret it at last & i wish you could not _______ cann ? so good luck on procescing it okayy cause i know that ______ will surely die pnyer , that's waht we call revenge . you make me suffer , just let see if this thing make you suffer back . good luck then ! =)
ohh yeahh hey MAYA , here's a little something that i should make it clear , aku bukan buruk siku nak pergi ambek tuh psp , sikit pon tak heran lah nagn tuh psp . i only promise kat bari that i will lend it to him but i will asked for it back when the times come , tak tahu cerita betul tak payah nak asal boleh cakap alu nie buruk siku urh . lagi pun aku ingat kan kau kan dapat allowance 500 bucks everymonth & you get to sepnd your 200 bucks the rest simpan bank , kalau you get that kind of allowance why should you bother saying that aku nie buruk siku kau blehy pe beli kan bari PSP , is like WTF sehy . & another thing can you like please jangan sibuk nak tahu pasal hal orang aku tahu lah bari tuh mataer kau and tak semestinye kau nak kena ambek tahu semua kann ? & kalau dah ada mataer tuh jaga jek lah satu matae tak perlu pe ______ ngan ____ kann ? hah , whatever lahh ehh . i have said enough of you !
i miss you baby , =D
/ Tuesday, June 9, 2009 @ 9:38 PM
Heyy , above picture was nothing to do with the post just update my picture in this blog , haha ! Okay merepek , hehe . Now busy with dance back , yeahh ! Having practice one whole week , followed by the camp on this coming friday argh damn shit , gonna miss boify ! Wee i'm happy , fisrt time sehy tadi berbual , haha . Bully him all the way , he already goreng me 8 times & just now was the revenge , haha ! Sorry dear . First time , he hold my hand just now , hahah ! But too bad he never send me home just now , nevermind it's okay . Today really had nice chat with ex - barii . Haha , dah lama pah tak chat so sometimes the nonsense just come out & yeahh , i get my PSP back ! Hah , at last i could hold on to that PSP , sorry barii not that buruk siku , but i never promise to you anything about giving that PSP away , & i think you sholud know whyy kann . So sorry about breaking up my promose to you too , bukan tak sengaja tapi terpkasa . You did break my promise before so why can't i . But seriously , sorry urh , but if you wanted to lend i could give . Argh , i miss boify , heesh . Nevemind , tomorrow he's fetching me from school , haha ! Ehk sorry not enough time to continue , i will continure with pictures and updates , byee .
i miss boify !
Heyy , above picture was nothing to do with the post just update my picture in this blog , haha ! Okay merepek , hehe . Now busy with dance back , yeahh ! Having practice one whole week , followed by the camp on this coming friday argh damn shit , gonna miss boify ! Wee i'm happy , fisrt time sehy tadi berbual , haha . Bully him all the way , he already goreng me 8 times & just now was the revenge , haha ! Sorry dear . First time , he hold my hand just now , hahah ! But too bad he never send me home just now , nevermind it's okay . Today really had nice chat with ex - barii . Haha , dah lama pah tak chat so sometimes the nonsense just come out & yeahh , i get my PSP back ! Hah , at last i could hold on to that PSP , sorry barii not that buruk siku , but i never promise to you anything about giving that PSP away , & i think you sholud know whyy kann . So sorry about breaking up my promose to you too , bukan tak sengaja tapi terpkasa . You did break my promise before so why can't i . But seriously , sorry urh , but if you wanted to lend i could give . Argh , i miss boify , heesh . Nevemind , tomorrow he's fetching me from school , haha ! Ehk sorry not enough time to continue , i will continure with pictures and updates , byee .
i miss boify !
STORIES , YEAHH ! / Thursday, June 4, 2009 @ 4:25 PM
Next was the picture during dance practice & a picture of me & FEEZA !
Next is the picture we in class , haha nothing to do yeahh NO TEACHER !
Next is the candid of funky grovve & phat nutz sorry grovvy girls didn't get a chance to take the candid ,
Here's are some pictures while the night cycling breaks ,
It's been a long time since i last update it , haha ! Busy with mid-year , dance & programmes in school . Argh stress ! I fail all of the subjects accept for MT , like WTF sehy ! Common test at least i can pass all , but this mid-year exam wahh ! Can't be like this for end year . Even art also i fail , i just don't understand . Okaay let's stop talking about this , on the 22 May we the sec 3 students went for a night cycling . Wahh it was so much fun , even though is was totally that tired sehy .
By the way it was afiq birthday too but too bad he never go so we the HC beat him upp , let's see the video ;
next is the video of Feeza & Lina . They both are totally cary ! Let's see ;
Sure you guys like the videos !
Next was about our 5 gilrs feeling this was from farah blog's ; but it was written on a piece of paper farah summarise it ,
What stories do i have lagi ehh , hehe i was attached on the 31 May okaay lah nothing to be proud of kann . I MISS HIM ! didn't get to go out this june holiday , feels like i was being grounded after what happende that dayy ! Takpe2 , starting from 15 june aku dapat keluar balik cause starting frm that day ada class & dance practices . & now i'm sad thinking of him , this coming 26 June he went NS , like WTF sehy ! Gonna miss him like hell !
Next was the picture during dance practice & a picture of me & FEEZA !
Next is the picture we in class , haha nothing to do yeahh NO TEACHER !
Next is the candid of funky grovve & phat nutz sorry grovvy girls didn't get a chance to take the candid ,
Here's are some pictures while the night cycling breaks ,It's been a long time since i last update it , haha ! Busy with mid-year , dance & programmes in school . Argh stress ! I fail all of the subjects accept for MT , like WTF sehy ! Common test at least i can pass all , but this mid-year exam wahh ! Can't be like this for end year . Even art also i fail , i just don't understand . Okaay let's stop talking about this , on the 22 May we the sec 3 students went for a night cycling . Wahh it was so much fun , even though is was totally that tired sehy .
By the way it was afiq birthday too but too bad he never go so we the HC beat him upp , let's see the video ;
next is the video of Feeza & Lina . They both are totally cary ! Let's see ;
Sure you guys like the videos !
Next was about our 5 gilrs feeling this was from farah blog's ; but it was written on a piece of paper farah summarise it ,
Today, most of my teachers were absent for our lesson so, obviously we didn't study today.hehe(: okay so me and my girlfy had a discussion session. we share our feelings that were buried in our heart for lyke, so long! okay here we go: feelings from faizah: i love you! _____, vogue's fan♥. i love my _____.no matter what, i know we are l____. so? i don't care what people want to say about us. as long as we're happy together..!☺ i want to love that person for all i want. till eternity. we will do whatever we want.hehe. he said he loves me, but when we were M.I.A, he got a gf and now when they broke up, he don't even wanna msg or even call me up in the night. i miss those night calls. im happy to be in a l_____ relationship! yay!(:
feelings from erlina: Stop posing of your cheap imitation kick! - waiting for you is like waiting for pigs to fly! - ____________! tounge to tounge. - i love my mother but my mother makes me hate her. im happy that you're happy. feelings from faz: you get the person by asking not by snatching. walking alone doesent meant you are always alone. girls are not meant for boys to play their hearts. i still love him, but where is he? i'm happy that day you just contact me after a long time not seeing each other. feelings from farzana: show me your love. im waiting for my best summer love. i want more yellow things! please? i wanna taste your lips!xD i love myself, but i hate the way i am. rewind me backe to my sweetest memories please? please bring me to Los angeles and i'll be happy☺
feelings from farah(me): if you reallie hate me, don't show it to me! and if you still love me, please show it that you still love me!♥ - some how the facts really hurt me aloads! missing you always...i love_____. why he broke up with me? i regret that i didn't give him my number, he was so handsome! im happy that atlast you talked to me and smile at me! hehe☺
What stories do i have lagi ehh , hehe i was attached on the 31 May okaay lah nothing to be proud of kann . I MISS HIM ! didn't get to go out this june holiday , feels like i was being grounded after what happende that dayy ! Takpe2 , starting from 15 june aku dapat keluar balik cause starting frm that day ada class & dance practices . & now i'm sad thinking of him , this coming 26 June he went NS , like WTF sehy ! Gonna miss him like hell !
/ Tuesday, June 2, 2009 @ 5:44 PM
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you see that , i have hate you for all i care . and u girl kalau tak ada buat salah asal maseh takut , haha ! it seems that you have done something
