Seventeen & Awesome .
Behind those smile, lies her tears .
Imma teenager and i tend to try new stuff , so don't judge me that easily
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/ Tuesday, February 10, 2009 @ 9:40 PM
Today when doctor , hah extend my mc to Monday ! Bored to hell siak ! Tak apa lurh duduk rumah jek lurh kann , once get to school must catch upp with studies and dance . But lucky i take my common test after they took it . So i have enough time to study lurh kann tapi tuh pon tak tahu boleh focus ke tak . I get mad each time tak dapat nak belajar . Sekarang nie problem . Siapa ntahh yang spam blog aku pon tak tahu nak step cakap maner punyer milik bari . Kau pergi relak sudah sape kau tuh ehh . Seriously kalau kau tak happy pasal aku kau boleh berbual pe tak payah nak spam pe sial nye sape kau . Whatever it is aku malas nak carik pasal dengan kau , kalu kau nak kann . Kita face to face . Ngaku jek lurh kau tuh siapa kann . Tak perlu nak smbunyikan diri kau sendiri & jangan cuba lari kan diri kau .
Today when doctor , hah extend my mc to Monday ! Bored to hell siak ! Tak apa lurh duduk rumah jek lurh kann , once get to school must catch upp with studies and dance . But lucky i take my common test after they took it . So i have enough time to study lurh kann tapi tuh pon tak tahu boleh focus ke tak . I get mad each time tak dapat nak belajar . Sekarang nie problem . Siapa ntahh yang spam blog aku pon tak tahu nak step cakap maner punyer milik bari . Kau pergi relak sudah sape kau tuh ehh . Seriously kalau kau tak happy pasal aku kau boleh berbual pe tak payah nak spam pe sial nye sape kau . Whatever it is aku malas nak carik pasal dengan kau , kalu kau nak kann . Kita face to face . Ngaku jek lurh kau tuh siapa kann . Tak perlu nak smbunyikan diri kau sendiri & jangan cuba lari kan diri kau .
Come Out Stories ! / Sunday, February 8, 2009 @ 9:07 PM
Wahh days flies so fast kann . Haha , each time bukak friendster the first person I view was Barii . Is like I don't know why must I view him everytime . Today I viewed him again , whoa what did I saw was he featured them back and now that girl was number 3 . Nevermind lurh kann , as if I care about that . Today was Hairi's birthday . HAPPY BIRTHDAY BESTFRIEND ! :) Yesterday the 5 boys went to somewhere Ang Mo Kio to celebrate their graduation for the 4pm . Wasted sehy I never get to follow . Adam says it was best . After they finish the concert I get to know that they went to pub to play pool . Haha , I was shocked okaay . Today I don't know what's going on my mind , kept thinking of the past maybe . Just wishing it can come back or rewind . Haha ! I know just now I was wasleep at about 4 plus planning to wake up at 5.30 but wake up at 6 . I wake up and checked my phone . Ouhh My God , the picture that i edited on my phone lost . Is like FUCK OFF kann . My fathr go and delete is ! Argh mad . Nevermind I can take it back from the computer anytime kann . Now I must put up a security code to prevent from PARENTS TOUCHING TEENAGERS STUFF ! Now what I always to when there is nothing to do was to update my diary . My mum and dad thought is was a love letter . Merepek sehy ! Getting irrataited staying at home abehy bertembung dengan my parents . Is like I'm being control ! Binget sehy duduk rumah , just now had a fight with mum I told her that I wanted to go school on Wednesday ! She says that I can't go yet lurh , then seh binget she say lantak kau lurh kau nak pergi sekolah ke apa kalau cikgu panggil suroh balek kau jangan tepon aku . I like WHATEEVER ! My birthday party is coming upp !! Everyone is invited accept for those who thinks they don't derserve to be my friend . What should I do now ? I've been thinking the past , the memories in my mind . I just can't stop from it , trying to forget him even make my life more worse . I still miss him , staying at home just make me miss him . & by the way adeq dier macam siak , I chat with him by asking maner abg dier he replied with a smiley face ? WHAT THE FUCK kann . Abehy biler akuyh nudge terus offline . Hah , dah same lurh tuh perangai adeq ngan abang . Nowdays I have been wondering to call him up to talk , but i just couldn't do it . Takut nanti call tak tahu nak berbual apa pulak kann . Yerlurh he called that girl and there's something for sure they talk kann . Yeah what are they called "TEMAN" ehh . I don't even know if he treats me like a friend . Maybe not he treat me like a IDIOIT & ENEMY ! I jut don't know what going on his mind nowdays boys likes to flirt around . That is what hey are & boys noted that your sweet talks now DAH TAK LAKU okaay , haha . Is obviously biler kau stead sweet talks semua keluar biler dah break all the FUCK UPP words semua keluar . Might as well jangan cakap langsung . Menyahitkan hati perempuan . Girls hearts are not meant to be played . What can I say is that , IF YOU DO REALLY LOVE A GIRL take care their feelings don't just DUMPED A GIRL LIKE A DOLL . We girls are not a doll or something . WHEN YOU NEED IT YOU TAKE , WHEN YOU DON'T NEED IT YOU THROW . Wake upp guys is now 2009 . Be Matured , Think Fast , Act Fast , just don't flirt around as if you are in your own world . This notes was meant for BARI ! :)
Wahh days flies so fast kann . Haha , each time bukak friendster the first person I view was Barii . Is like I don't know why must I view him everytime . Today I viewed him again , whoa what did I saw was he featured them back and now that girl was number 3 . Nevermind lurh kann , as if I care about that . Today was Hairi's birthday . HAPPY BIRTHDAY BESTFRIEND ! :) Yesterday the 5 boys went to somewhere Ang Mo Kio to celebrate their graduation for the 4pm . Wasted sehy I never get to follow . Adam says it was best . After they finish the concert I get to know that they went to pub to play pool . Haha , I was shocked okaay . Today I don't know what's going on my mind , kept thinking of the past maybe . Just wishing it can come back or rewind . Haha ! I know just now I was wasleep at about 4 plus planning to wake up at 5.30 but wake up at 6 . I wake up and checked my phone . Ouhh My God , the picture that i edited on my phone lost . Is like FUCK OFF kann . My fathr go and delete is ! Argh mad . Nevermind I can take it back from the computer anytime kann . Now I must put up a security code to prevent from PARENTS TOUCHING TEENAGERS STUFF ! Now what I always to when there is nothing to do was to update my diary . My mum and dad thought is was a love letter . Merepek sehy ! Getting irrataited staying at home abehy bertembung dengan my parents . Is like I'm being control ! Binget sehy duduk rumah , just now had a fight with mum I told her that I wanted to go school on Wednesday ! She says that I can't go yet lurh , then seh binget she say lantak kau lurh kau nak pergi sekolah ke apa kalau cikgu panggil suroh balek kau jangan tepon aku . I like WHATEEVER ! My birthday party is coming upp !! Everyone is invited accept for those who thinks they don't derserve to be my friend . What should I do now ? I've been thinking the past , the memories in my mind . I just can't stop from it , trying to forget him even make my life more worse . I still miss him , staying at home just make me miss him . & by the way adeq dier macam siak , I chat with him by asking maner abg dier he replied with a smiley face ? WHAT THE FUCK kann . Abehy biler akuyh nudge terus offline . Hah , dah same lurh tuh perangai adeq ngan abang . Nowdays I have been wondering to call him up to talk , but i just couldn't do it . Takut nanti call tak tahu nak berbual apa pulak kann . Yerlurh he called that girl and there's something for sure they talk kann . Yeah what are they called "TEMAN" ehh . I don't even know if he treats me like a friend . Maybe not he treat me like a IDIOIT & ENEMY ! I jut don't know what going on his mind nowdays boys likes to flirt around . That is what hey are & boys noted that your sweet talks now DAH TAK LAKU okaay , haha . Is obviously biler kau stead sweet talks semua keluar biler dah break all the FUCK UPP words semua keluar . Might as well jangan cakap langsung . Menyahitkan hati perempuan . Girls hearts are not meant to be played . What can I say is that , IF YOU DO REALLY LOVE A GIRL take care their feelings don't just DUMPED A GIRL LIKE A DOLL . We girls are not a doll or something . WHEN YOU NEED IT YOU TAKE , WHEN YOU DON'T NEED IT YOU THROW . Wake upp guys is now 2009 . Be Matured , Think Fast , Act Fast , just don't flirt around as if you are in your own world . This notes was meant for BARI ! :)
NEW STORIES ! / Thursday, February 5, 2009 @ 9:06 PM
It's been a months since I last write on this blog . So much things happened to me . Now the story begins . On the 2 January Bari ask me for a break up at night , whoa i migth get shcok but the reason he gave was so the suspicious , he told me that dier break bukan pasal perempuan lain . Ntahh lurh ehh , maybe yes dier ada perempuan lain kann . I never take notice of it sebab pergi camping kat gunug datuk for 2d 1n . It was fun , indeed . Ingat knn blake boleh lurh enjoy knn . I enjoyed but too mant things happened . I was planning to get him back lurh . But tk dapat pon . Tak apa , maybe is not my luck . Day by day i get suspicious , so i asked help dari Hairi instead of Yatt . Sebab that time Yatt yang paling rapat ngan dier , I don't dare untuk tanyer . Tanyer dapat information , get to know that Bari stead ngan Maya . Macam fck off kann . Argh , I cry my heart out , betul2 kat hardcourt . He saw me crying tapi tk ambek kesah , buat bodoh jek lurh . I thought Hairi maen2 jek . The day after tomorrow , Bari ngan Yatt cakap nak balek , i suspecting something conferm dia org tak balek . Sekali betul bler sampai hardcout suroh Afeeq call rumah , mak dia kata Bari belom balek pon . I was okaay fine . Hope there's nothing happend kan . Dalam pukul berape I saw Maya ngan Syukrina walk past bawah belok Bari . I started suspecting something lurh kann . Kebetulan tak dalam berape minit Bari ngan Yatt pon sampai . Tak ke akuyh suspect benda gituk kann . Aku bingit aku tk layan pon tuh 2 budak . Beh Bari naek rumah . Fine . Beh Yatt ingat kann aku bodoh sehy , firstly aku tnye korang dari maner dia cakap dari pioneer mall makan , then dia tukar dari blok 703 punyer kedai . Is like nampak sah korang jumper tuh 2 budak kann . Aku tk bodoh lurh , cakap jek lurh terus terang yang kau jumper dia orang kann . All the vulgarities keluar . Sorry lurh Yatt aku ikut kan persaan sangat . Then I the tersedar asal Bari lambat turun sehy , so I plan to have a walk , but then nampak Bari ngan Maya . ! Bengang sehy aku . Ikut kan perasaan sangat , I went to kejar her . Haha . This part don't wanna talk about it lurh . I was so the mad like fuck off sehy ! Went home teras came down . Argh ! Asal ehh Bari mesti buat gini kat Faz ? What do you get actually by hurting me . What was my wish that time korang dua break jek . As dyas go by pon aku buat bodoh . Layan macam biasa . Sekali dapat tahu dia orang break up . Hah , kesian dier but so what kan . Mungkin dier terima balasan tuh . Nowdays i just been trying untuk sound patch maybe answer dia tetap no . No matter what he will always been in my heart . No one can change . And by the way Hairi birthday coming . HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY THEN ! Haha . Wee tak sabar nk pergi sekolah .
It's been a months since I last write on this blog . So much things happened to me . Now the story begins . On the 2 January Bari ask me for a break up at night , whoa i migth get shcok but the reason he gave was so the suspicious , he told me that dier break bukan pasal perempuan lain . Ntahh lurh ehh , maybe yes dier ada perempuan lain kann . I never take notice of it sebab pergi camping kat gunug datuk for 2d 1n . It was fun , indeed . Ingat knn blake boleh lurh enjoy knn . I enjoyed but too mant things happened . I was planning to get him back lurh . But tk dapat pon . Tak apa , maybe is not my luck . Day by day i get suspicious , so i asked help dari Hairi instead of Yatt . Sebab that time Yatt yang paling rapat ngan dier , I don't dare untuk tanyer . Tanyer dapat information , get to know that Bari stead ngan Maya . Macam fck off kann . Argh , I cry my heart out , betul2 kat hardcourt . He saw me crying tapi tk ambek kesah , buat bodoh jek lurh . I thought Hairi maen2 jek . The day after tomorrow , Bari ngan Yatt cakap nak balek , i suspecting something conferm dia org tak balek . Sekali betul bler sampai hardcout suroh Afeeq call rumah , mak dia kata Bari belom balek pon . I was okaay fine . Hope there's nothing happend kan . Dalam pukul berape I saw Maya ngan Syukrina walk past bawah belok Bari . I started suspecting something lurh kann . Kebetulan tak dalam berape minit Bari ngan Yatt pon sampai . Tak ke akuyh suspect benda gituk kann . Aku bingit aku tk layan pon tuh 2 budak . Beh Bari naek rumah . Fine . Beh Yatt ingat kann aku bodoh sehy , firstly aku tnye korang dari maner dia cakap dari pioneer mall makan , then dia tukar dari blok 703 punyer kedai . Is like nampak sah korang jumper tuh 2 budak kann . Aku tk bodoh lurh , cakap jek lurh terus terang yang kau jumper dia orang kann . All the vulgarities keluar . Sorry lurh Yatt aku ikut kan persaan sangat . Then I the tersedar asal Bari lambat turun sehy , so I plan to have a walk , but then nampak Bari ngan Maya . ! Bengang sehy aku . Ikut kan perasaan sangat , I went to kejar her . Haha . This part don't wanna talk about it lurh . I was so the mad like fuck off sehy ! Went home teras came down . Argh ! Asal ehh Bari mesti buat gini kat Faz ? What do you get actually by hurting me . What was my wish that time korang dua break jek . As dyas go by pon aku buat bodoh . Layan macam biasa . Sekali dapat tahu dia orang break up . Hah , kesian dier but so what kan . Mungkin dier terima balasan tuh . Nowdays i just been trying untuk sound patch maybe answer dia tetap no . No matter what he will always been in my heart . No one can change . And by the way Hairi birthday coming . HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY THEN ! Haha . Wee tak sabar nk pergi sekolah .
