Seventeen & Awesome .
Behind those smile, lies her tears .
Imma teenager and i tend to try new stuff , so don't judge me that easily
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A Bad Day Noted: SORRY BOIFY ! =( / Monday, April 28, 2008 @ 9:26 PM
today was really bad luck i think morning wake up as usual after bath i came out and saw that the telephone had not connect yet . it my because my father forget . i was really don't know wht to do . my hp the card has expired already . too bad i can't contact boify . he call me 3 times but i couldn't call him back . so i came up with an idea to when out of the house as fast at 6.45 i came out and reach his void deck around 6.50 . i thought he have not come out from his house but i discovered he has left . too bad ler i rush to go to school when i reach i coudn't fing him i was scared that he was angry at me or he don't want to go to school . but at last i found him . when i saw him i wanted to call him up but he ignored me my heart was sad . really2 sad . but i ignore it . when recess time i try to find him but coudln't but at last lucky of me to found him seating so i , aishah , lina seat there and talking . i say really sorry to him and i told him the whole story . i ask him he came out from the house what time he sy 6.50 i was like "WHAT THE FUCK "siah . he told me which direction he walk i think we could have met if we wak the same way but too bad just now i never met him . SORRY MY BOIFY !
today was really bad luck i think morning wake up as usual after bath i came out and saw that the telephone had not connect yet . it my because my father forget . i was really don't know wht to do . my hp the card has expired already . too bad i can't contact boify . he call me 3 times but i couldn't call him back . so i came up with an idea to when out of the house as fast at 6.45 i came out and reach his void deck around 6.50 . i thought he have not come out from his house but i discovered he has left . too bad ler i rush to go to school when i reach i coudn't fing him i was scared that he was angry at me or he don't want to go to school . but at last i found him . when i saw him i wanted to call him up but he ignored me my heart was sad . really2 sad . but i ignore it . when recess time i try to find him but coudln't but at last lucky of me to found him seating so i , aishah , lina seat there and talking . i say really sorry to him and i told him the whole story . i ask him he came out from the house what time he sy 6.50 i was like "WHAT THE FUCK "siah . he told me which direction he walk i think we could have met if we wak the same way but too bad just now i never met him . SORRY MY BOIFY !
HAVING FUN =) / Sunday, April 27, 2008 @ 3:03 PM
yesterday i went to east coast to have a chalet for celebrating my uncle and my brother birthday . i was having fun there . went for swimming , cycling and bbq too . it was really fun . there was a sad momoent and a shocked moment . shocked moment is that i meet my EX ! ouh mand the sad moment was that my ex opps sorrry can't tell personal . but really it fun indeed . many people came there to celebrate . the room was very cold which has air-conditioned surrounded it . but too bad on that day itslf actually i have a fever . missing boify too much ! there was a lot off food such as chicken , fish , oyster , otah-otah , curry puff , cakes and many more . i love this cute boy his name is WAN DANISH HAKIM he was so cute and adorable but i can't stand his mouth talking non-stop all the way and his leg were very itchy . he came into the room and get out he came back and went out that was what he did . when his father say it was time to go home his face look so sad . hehe . i miss his noise mouth ! here some pictures of the food i think you all must be hungry after looking at the pictures .
today i fought with boify . so sad . is all my fault you know relationship problem . sorry can't tell waht's the problem . not that i want to get with my ex i don't want but he already did and it happen . i just couldn't imagine . i tell him all about the incident but he was angry at me he was sad and jealous . is my ex fault not mine . i know i do it and i cna aviod i avoid it already but he did it again . i have nothing to say . but BABY I'M SORRY for what had happen . i don't meant to hurt your feelings . i love you and i care for you please don't think negative of me . i hope you don't get me wrong dear . i don't want to fight with you anymore dear . i'm sick and tired of fighting with you just because of one problem . next week is exam i don't want to get over stressed same as you too right so i hope we can settle it as fast as can . i will try to talk to my ex to settle this problem . i knew you have say that you care for me but you wouldn't want others guys to sntch me away from you . i understand your feeling i will try to get rif of it dear . so don't be sad . love you boify ! =)
A Fun trip To Sungei Buloh , NEWater Centre and went for a Kayaking (Memories) / Saturday, April 26, 2008 @ 2:21 PM
and the last trip we went for a kayaking . it was fun tiring ,scared but i hate when the instructor scolded us . she like to sat the badwords which we do not expect to hear from her . it was very uset to hear about that . we leran how to paddle , capsize ,go left and right and many more . we heard that in the sea at the centre has a jellyfish e were scared to hear it . the second day we leran to capsive at the centre of the water . i was quite nervous as one of 2A1 classmate had sting by the jellyfish . how panic i was that time . i just coudn't imagine that i am at the centre deep in the water i was being to capsize and aisha was to help with the kayak . it was really hard that time and i was scared . argh ! help me . hehe ! lucky i never had any sting but too bad i was being sunburn by the sun . shit man ! my face was really in a mess . lucky for me i have my FRINGE . what the main thing was that i really had fun there and the memories will be kept . sorry no photos have not been upload yet . i will put when it been upload . wait me up for more exciting bloggy .
last week was fun indeed . we as a class when for kayaking , newater visit and went to sungei buloh . it was really fun . i just can't forget about the fun moments we 
have . firstly we went for a sungei buloh trip there to explore and learn more about it . we saw the monitor lizard , squirrel , birds and many kidns of animals was staying there . i love the scenery when we when to the tree top view . it was very fresh there . i really love it ! after finish the trip we wnet back to school . the malay student was very noisy . we were singing , shouting like our own place we took some picture of it . all thanks to afiq whom the first want to make noise .
have . firstly we went for a sungei buloh trip there to explore and learn more about it . we saw the monitor lizard , squirrel , birds and many kidns of animals was staying there . i love the scenery when we when to the tree top view . it was very fresh there . i really love it ! after finish the trip we wnet back to school . the malay student was very noisy . we were singing , shouting like our own place we took some picture of it . all thanks to afiq whom the first want to make noise .second trip we went to newater centre . it was interesting . we learn how the water was being operated . this centre was being open on the month of feburary .the place was a pleasant place with aircons surrounded . we were all like very enthusistic when we reach there the guide tell us more about the newater centre . it was big . following us is with our neighbour 2A1 class . with mdm mas , miss chan , mr lum and mrs ng . we really learn about the water and not to waste the water . singpore has this idea of creating newater as we don' want to ask for water from malaysia as we think taht our country can be independent . we are hoping that by doing this citizen of singapore can help each other to tell not to waste water . use when we are need . close the pipe when we do not need . we learn and learn until one place that was very nice . there was a glass on top of the water and tht glass was lighted with many lights . it wes attracting us . this was fun . the teacher was supposed to do a model and pose all the teachers did and now is the student time . the student was choosen are hairi , erlina , aj ,kamsani and adillah . i was really funny of them . haha !! . there were pictur
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and the last trip we went for a kayaking . it was fun tiring ,scared but i hate when the instructor scolded us . she like to sat the badwords which we do not expect to hear from her . it was very uset to hear about that . we leran how to paddle , capsize ,go left and right and many more . we heard that in the sea at the centre has a jellyfish e were scared to hear it . the second day we leran to capsive at the centre of the water . i was quite nervous as one of 2A1 classmate had sting by the jellyfish . how panic i was that time . i just coudn't imagine that i am at the centre deep in the water i was being to capsize and aisha was to help with the kayak . it was really hard that time and i was scared . argh ! help me . hehe ! lucky i never had any sting but too bad i was being sunburn by the sun . shit man ! my face was really in a mess . lucky for me i have my FRINGE . what the main thing was that i really had fun there and the memories will be kept . sorry no photos have not been upload yet . i will put when it been upload . wait me up for more exciting bloggy .
A Long Story =) / @ 2:16 PM
HELLO ! . And the thought of me he was "last Saturday . We have fun at Sentosa . YEAH ! haha . But bored ler i when home with my parents . Haiish . But waited for them for 1 hr and 5 min . Leg until cramp siah . Wanna cry but tahan lah sehy . Hees =) . But still enjoy the fun , but first i need to say SORRY to him because on that day i have done too many wrongs to him . Really2 sorry my DEAR . I don't really meant to . Okay now there is a big problem . I don't know how t settle it . It's making me CONFUSED ! . As if like in this world there is no other guys that "she" wanna talk with . Why she could do this to me . I know that "she" treated him just as a friend , but i don't know if there is something going on . Like i say that i don't want anyone to interrupt . But "she" interrupt it already . I still love him . And "she" have a boy . But why seh wanted to disturb . It's just make me confusing . This world is full of others boy but why ? . I don't think "she" is bored that makes her want to talk to someone . I just wanna have a close-up . I don't want things to be big . And i don't even want to fight just for a boy . Derr !! Today was really a sickening day for me . I'm sick and someone gave me even sick . I waited for him from 1.30 till 5 . He did not appear . Before he offline he say that he was "otw" going here . So i was excited and happy . But the things is why is he too late . At about 2 plus he call me asking me if i want a cigarettes . I say to him just take arh" . But there was no his appearance . So the lesson is that i just can't believe boys possibly . They are just making a empty promises . Like shit ! . From now on i wouldn't want to believe any boys . It just make my heart gone . Is that what boys want ? Huh ? Is it ? To make all girls heart to be hurt ? And they surely be happy . Right boys ? If you don't want all girls to say this things to you . Proof to me , say it right to my face that you won't make any empty promises . I'm just sick of you boys . Now i really2 know what boys are . They just can't get angry in Malay verbs is this "mcm tk bleh kena cket" . That what i means . If they get angry they want to show their face . Like Fuck Off lah . All this things that i'm talkin about is not that i'm threatening you boys . But i just saying what deep in my hearts feel . It really makes me hurt . So boys out there please don't get angry with me for saying all this things . I'm not asking you to be angry . I'm asking you to WAKE up . Bucked up boys ! Please just for the sake of girls . Can ? If can thank you so much ! If cannot ? You are just not fit to be a Boy !
HELLO ! . And the thought of me he was "last Saturday . We have fun at Sentosa . YEAH ! haha . But bored ler i when home with my parents . Haiish . But waited for them for 1 hr and 5 min . Leg until cramp siah . Wanna cry but tahan lah sehy . Hees =) . But still enjoy the fun , but first i need to say SORRY to him because on that day i have done too many wrongs to him . Really2 sorry my DEAR . I don't really meant to . Okay now there is a big problem . I don't know how t settle it . It's making me CONFUSED ! . As if like in this world there is no other guys that "she" wanna talk with . Why she could do this to me . I know that "she" treated him just as a friend , but i don't know if there is something going on . Like i say that i don't want anyone to interrupt . But "she" interrupt it already . I still love him . And "she" have a boy . But why seh wanted to disturb . It's just make me confusing . This world is full of others boy but why ? . I don't think "she" is bored that makes her want to talk to someone . I just wanna have a close-up . I don't want things to be big . And i don't even want to fight just for a boy . Derr !! Today was really a sickening day for me . I'm sick and someone gave me even sick . I waited for him from 1.30 till 5 . He did not appear . Before he offline he say that he was "otw" going here . So i was excited and happy . But the things is why is he too late . At about 2 plus he call me asking me if i want a cigarettes . I say to him just take arh" . But there was no his appearance . So the lesson is that i just can't believe boys possibly . They are just making a empty promises . Like shit ! . From now on i wouldn't want to believe any boys . It just make my heart gone . Is that what boys want ? Huh ? Is it ? To make all girls heart to be hurt ? And they surely be happy . Right boys ? If you don't want all girls to say this things to you . Proof to me , say it right to my face that you won't make any empty promises . I'm just sick of you boys . Now i really2 know what boys are . They just can't get angry in Malay verbs is this "mcm tk bleh kena cket" . That what i means . If they get angry they want to show their face . Like Fuck Off lah . All this things that i'm talkin about is not that i'm threatening you boys . But i just saying what deep in my hearts feel . It really makes me hurt . So boys out there please don't get angry with me for saying all this things . I'm not asking you to be angry . I'm asking you to WAKE up . Bucked up boys ! Please just for the sake of girls . Can ? If can thank you so much ! If cannot ? You are just not fit to be a Boy !
