Nurul Fazliana♥ Seventeen & Awesome . Behind those smile, lies her tears . Imma teenager and i tend to try new stuff , so don't judge me that easily Aishah♥; Girlfriend♥; Amirah BFF♥; |
/ Wednesday, May 26, 2010 @ 5:15 PM
now i realised that you was the one who make me change from worse to who am i now . now i realised that you make me study for my examination . now i realised how big is your love towards me before . now i realised how much i meant to you last time . now i realised how big is your sacrifices . now i realised you make me wake up from all those bad dreams . now i realised you are the reason why i still move on . if it's not for you i wouldn't know what can i be for now . if only that someone wasn't taking my hapiness away , i would still be with you . reading your old messages , your blog , looking at your pictures do really make me teared . i had one wish , & that is i want you back in my life cause now i realised , but it is impossible kan ? thanks to this person for destroying mine relationship with yours . i hate to say this but i miss you that much . what i'm hoping is to see you for the last time & hug you tightly . i didn't even get my last hug & kiss before you left me alone . trying my best to move on , but i'm trying to push myself to forget you . i do miss talking on phones with you , talking bullshit , giggling over something stupid , going out with you , taking the MRT and do something stupid . even though you & i just last for five months , but i'll always remember you in this little heart . the memories that we had are all in my diary . i'm just hoping that bottle of stars is still in your hand , :) - a dedication for my dearest EX , Syaifran Sahlan . |