Nurul Fazliana♥ Seventeen & Awesome . Behind those smile, lies her tears . Imma teenager and i tend to try new stuff , so don't judge me that easily Aishah♥; Girlfriend♥; Amirah BFF♥; |
Come Out Stories ! / Sunday, February 8, 2009 @ 9:07 PM
Wahh days flies so fast kann . Haha , each time bukak friendster the first person I view was Barii . Is like I don't know why must I view him everytime . Today I viewed him again , whoa what did I saw was he featured them back and now that girl was number 3 . Nevermind lurh kann , as if I care about that . Today was Hairi's birthday . HAPPY BIRTHDAY BESTFRIEND ! :) Yesterday the 5 boys went to somewhere Ang Mo Kio to celebrate their graduation for the 4pm . Wasted sehy I never get to follow . Adam says it was best . After they finish the concert I get to know that they went to pub to play pool . Haha , I was shocked okaay . Today I don't know what's going on my mind , kept thinking of the past maybe . Just wishing it can come back or rewind . Haha ! I know just now I was wasleep at about 4 plus planning to wake up at 5.30 but wake up at 6 . I wake up and checked my phone . Ouhh My God , the picture that i edited on my phone lost . Is like FUCK OFF kann . My fathr go and delete is ! Argh mad . Nevermind I can take it back from the computer anytime kann . Now I must put up a security code to prevent from PARENTS TOUCHING TEENAGERS STUFF ! Now what I always to when there is nothing to do was to update my diary . My mum and dad thought is was a love letter . Merepek sehy ! Getting irrataited staying at home abehy bertembung dengan my parents . Is like I'm being control ! Binget sehy duduk rumah , just now had a fight with mum I told her that I wanted to go school on Wednesday ! She says that I can't go yet lurh , then seh binget she say lantak kau lurh kau nak pergi sekolah ke apa kalau cikgu panggil suroh balek kau jangan tepon aku . I like WHATEEVER ! My birthday party is coming upp !! Everyone is invited accept for those who thinks they don't derserve to be my friend . What should I do now ? I've been thinking the past , the memories in my mind . I just can't stop from it , trying to forget him even make my life more worse . I still miss him , staying at home just make me miss him . & by the way adeq dier macam siak , I chat with him by asking maner abg dier he replied with a smiley face ? WHAT THE FUCK kann . Abehy biler akuyh nudge terus offline . Hah , dah same lurh tuh perangai adeq ngan abang . Nowdays I have been wondering to call him up to talk , but i just couldn't do it . Takut nanti call tak tahu nak berbual apa pulak kann . Yerlurh he called that girl and there's something for sure they talk kann . Yeah what are they called "TEMAN" ehh . I don't even know if he treats me like a friend . Maybe not he treat me like a IDIOIT & ENEMY ! I jut don't know what going on his mind nowdays boys likes to flirt around . That is what hey are & boys noted that your sweet talks now DAH TAK LAKU okaay , haha . Is obviously biler kau stead sweet talks semua keluar biler dah break all the FUCK UPP words semua keluar . Might as well jangan cakap langsung . Menyahitkan hati perempuan . Girls hearts are not meant to be played . What can I say is that , IF YOU DO REALLY LOVE A GIRL take care their feelings don't just DUMPED A GIRL LIKE A DOLL . We girls are not a doll or something . WHEN YOU NEED IT YOU TAKE , WHEN YOU DON'T NEED IT YOU THROW . Wake upp guys is now 2009 . Be Matured , Think Fast , Act Fast , just don't flirt around as if you are in your own world . This notes was meant for BARI ! :) |