Seventeen & Awesome .
Behind those smile, lies her tears .
Imma teenager and i tend to try new stuff , so don't judge me that easily
Aishah♥; Girlfriend♥; Amirah BFF♥;
A Long Story =) / Saturday, April 26, 2008 @ 2:16 PM
HELLO ! . And the thought of me he was "last Saturday . We have fun at Sentosa . YEAH ! haha . But bored ler i when home with my parents . Haiish . But waited for them for 1 hr and 5 min . Leg until cramp siah . Wanna cry but tahan lah sehy . Hees =) . But still enjoy the fun , but first i need to say SORRY to him because on that day i have done too many wrongs to him . Really2 sorry my DEAR . I don't really meant to . Okay now there is a big problem . I don't know how t settle it . It's making me CONFUSED ! . As if like in this world there is no other guys that "she" wanna talk with . Why she could do this to me . I know that "she" treated him just as a friend , but i don't know if there is something going on . Like i say that i don't want anyone to interrupt . But "she" interrupt it already . I still love him . And "she" have a boy . But why seh wanted to disturb . It's just make me confusing . This world is full of others boy but why ? . I don't think "she" is bored that makes her want to talk to someone . I just wanna have a close-up . I don't want things to be big . And i don't even want to fight just for a boy . Derr !! Today was really a sickening day for me . I'm sick and someone gave me even sick . I waited for him from 1.30 till 5 . He did not appear . Before he offline he say that he was "otw" going here . So i was excited and happy . But the things is why is he too late . At about 2 plus he call me asking me if i want a cigarettes . I say to him just take arh" . But there was no his appearance . So the lesson is that i just can't believe boys possibly . They are just making a empty promises . Like shit ! . From now on i wouldn't want to believe any boys . It just make my heart gone . Is that what boys want ? Huh ? Is it ? To make all girls heart to be hurt ? And they surely be happy . Right boys ? If you don't want all girls to say this things to you . Proof to me , say it right to my face that you won't make any empty promises . I'm just sick of you boys . Now i really2 know what boys are . They just can't get angry in Malay verbs is this "mcm tk bleh kena cket" . That what i means . If they get angry they want to show their face . Like Fuck Off lah . All this things that i'm talkin about is not that i'm threatening you boys . But i just saying what deep in my hearts feel . It really makes me hurt . So boys out there please don't get angry with me for saying all this things . I'm not asking you to be angry . I'm asking you to WAKE up . Bucked up boys ! Please just for the sake of girls . Can ? If can thank you so much ! If cannot ? You are just not fit to be a Boy !
HELLO ! . And the thought of me he was "last Saturday . We have fun at Sentosa . YEAH ! haha . But bored ler i when home with my parents . Haiish . But waited for them for 1 hr and 5 min . Leg until cramp siah . Wanna cry but tahan lah sehy . Hees =) . But still enjoy the fun , but first i need to say SORRY to him because on that day i have done too many wrongs to him . Really2 sorry my DEAR . I don't really meant to . Okay now there is a big problem . I don't know how t settle it . It's making me CONFUSED ! . As if like in this world there is no other guys that "she" wanna talk with . Why she could do this to me . I know that "she" treated him just as a friend , but i don't know if there is something going on . Like i say that i don't want anyone to interrupt . But "she" interrupt it already . I still love him . And "she" have a boy . But why seh wanted to disturb . It's just make me confusing . This world is full of others boy but why ? . I don't think "she" is bored that makes her want to talk to someone . I just wanna have a close-up . I don't want things to be big . And i don't even want to fight just for a boy . Derr !! Today was really a sickening day for me . I'm sick and someone gave me even sick . I waited for him from 1.30 till 5 . He did not appear . Before he offline he say that he was "otw" going here . So i was excited and happy . But the things is why is he too late . At about 2 plus he call me asking me if i want a cigarettes . I say to him just take arh" . But there was no his appearance . So the lesson is that i just can't believe boys possibly . They are just making a empty promises . Like shit ! . From now on i wouldn't want to believe any boys . It just make my heart gone . Is that what boys want ? Huh ? Is it ? To make all girls heart to be hurt ? And they surely be happy . Right boys ? If you don't want all girls to say this things to you . Proof to me , say it right to my face that you won't make any empty promises . I'm just sick of you boys . Now i really2 know what boys are . They just can't get angry in Malay verbs is this "mcm tk bleh kena cket" . That what i means . If they get angry they want to show their face . Like Fuck Off lah . All this things that i'm talkin about is not that i'm threatening you boys . But i just saying what deep in my hearts feel . It really makes me hurt . So boys out there please don't get angry with me for saying all this things . I'm not asking you to be angry . I'm asking you to WAKE up . Bucked up boys ! Please just for the sake of girls . Can ? If can thank you so much ! If cannot ? You are just not fit to be a Boy !
